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Win flinched. Even though Mark's gaze was fixed on a distance miles away—on ghosts and targets Win couldn't see—the sheer coldness of it was enough to trigger the deep-seated trauma of his past. He knew faces like that. He knew that look of lethal, absolute iron was the herald of violence, and his body remembered the pain such expressions usually brought.
"Babe... please," Win whispered, his voice trembling as he forced himself to bridge the gap. He reached out, wrapping his arms around the rigid, terrifying monolith that Mark had become. "I love it when you smile at me. I love it when your intense love falls over me... but facing this you is so difficult. Please... please, calm down."
The sound of Win's voice, fractured and pleading, hit Mark like a physical anchor. He snapped back to the present, the predatory aura dissipating as quickly as it had gathered. He looked down and saw the faint tremor in Win's shoulders—the same shoulders he had vowed to keep from shaking.
Guilt, sharp and heavy, flooded him. He had let the monster out in front of the one person he wanted to keep pure.
Instantly, his features melted. The "Sovereign" vanished, replaced by the man who lived only for the heartbeat beneath his own. He pulled Win into a tight, pacifying embrace, burying his face in the crook of Win's neck. His giant muscles, once primed for a massacre, now softened until they were nothing but a warm, heavy shield once more.
"Kitty... Baby… was I… that scary?" Mark murmured into the soft cloud of Win's hair. His voice was small, stripped of its sovereign power. "Can't I just be jealous? Can't I be protective?"
Win exhaled a long, shaky sigh, his heartbeat slowly de-escalating from a frantic rhythm back to a peaceful thrum. He leaned back just enough to look at Mark, his expression weary but filled with a profound, unconditional love. "Of course you can... but give me time. I'll get used to it."
"You don't need to," Mark promised instantly. The words were heavy, weighted with the gravity of a vow he knew would be a struggle to maintain. He smoothed his large palm over Win's back, grounding them both. "I will try my best to never show that side to you again. I'll keep it in the dark, where it belongs."
As Win drifted into a quiet, sleepy "Umm," the tension finally left his frame, and he went limp against Mark's chest.
But Mark did not sleep.
He held Win with an almost suffocating tenderness, his eyes fixed on the shifting shadows in the corner of the room. His gaze grew deep and distant, his mind spiraling into a dark, silent void. He knew the truth that Win didn't: the "Devil" couldn't just be turned off.
How would I even face him if he knew the truth? The thought clawed at Mark's mind, the sheer terror of losing Win paralyzing his soul more effectively than any physical wound ever could. He looked down at the "lamb" sleeping so peacefully against his heart, unaware that he was resting his head on a graveyard of secrets.
How would I explain the blood on my hands? How would I tell him that the 'Babe' he loves is built on a foundation of iron and corpses?
Mark's jaw tightened. He knew the answer. Win, with his "newborn-lamb" heart, would be horrified. He would look at Mark and see a stranger—a monster draped in expensive silk. He would leave the Sovereign Devil behind to rot in the darkness he had created.
And I wouldn't survive a single second without him, Mark realized, his grip tightening almost imperceptibly. I'd be a hollow shell. A demon without a soul.
He closed his eyes, the weight of his double life crushing the air from his lungs. Fuck... I'm doomed. He was a king of an empire he hated, a devil worshipping a saint, and a man whose only hope for a future was a lie he had to keep telling until his dying breath.
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The morning arrived with a soft, radiant grace. Warm sunlight spilled through the tall windows of the grand hall, illuminating the dust motes dancing in the air. A slow breeze drifted in, carrying the honeyed, tropical scent of the swaying plumerias, perfuming every corner of the house.
The Master sat in his armchair, the morning sun catching the sharp line of his jaw. To the maids hovering nervously in the shadows, he was still the Sovereign—a man whose silence could end careers. But as he looked at the two people before him, that icy exterior didn't just crack; it dissolved. He felt fulfilled, watching his "Lamb" and his "Little Monkey" turn his grand dining hall into a playground.
Meera was chattering non-stop about her toys, her voice a cheerful melody that filled the room. Suddenly, she paused, her eyes sparkling as she remembered the way her big brother, Mark, had been shamelessly coaxing Win to skip his morning classes just to stay in bed a little longer.
"Win brother..." Little Meera chirped, her voice muffled by a mouth full of fluffy, syrup-drenched pancakes. She looked up with wide, pleading eyes. "I haven't done my homework. Can I please not go to school today?
"No, Meera, skipping school is a bad habit," Win murmured, gently feeding her a piece of pancake. "You have more than enough time to finish your work. You'll have everything wrapped up before the car even arrives."
Meera smiled, she set her panda plushie carefully on the empty chair beside her. She climbed up to stand on her own chair, leaning precariously across the space between them, Because she was so small, she couldn't reach Win from her seated position, even though she was sitting right beside him. Win had been patiently feeding her bites of pancake.
She reached out and pinched both of Win's cheeks with her small hands, squishing his face until his lips puckered.
"Win brother... you are so intelligent and super smart," she chirped, her face only inches from his.
"Umm...?" Win blinked, his eyes wide and slightly crossed as he looked at the tiny girl hovering over him. He was trapped by her grip, his expression a mix of confusion and suppressed amusement.
"I heard Big Brother coaxing you to skip your classes this morning," she announced with a mischievous grin. She pointed a small finger at Mark, spared a judgmental glance toward Mark. "He is not as smart as you."
The effect was instantaneous. Both men flushed a deep, betraying crimson. Win instinctively adjusted the high collar of his silk shirt, hiding the blossoming pink marks that were the reason for Mark's "coaxing." Mark, the ruthless leader of an underworld empire, almost choked on his coffee, his composure shattered by a little girl.
The reaction from the surrounding staff was a masterclass in suppressed chaos.
The two maids and their superior standing by the sideboard suddenly found the wallpaper fascinating, their shoulders shaking with the Herculean effort to remain silent. One of the younger footmen turned a shade of white that rivaled the linen napkins, his eyes darting toward the floor as he prayed the Master wouldn't notice he had heard every word. The Butler, a man of decades-long stoicism, merely adjusted his white gloves, though the slight twitch at the corner of his mouth was a dead giveaway.
To the staff, seeing the "Devil" of the underworld being lectured by a child on the merits of education—while wearing the guilt of a lover on his face—was a sight they would whisper about in the kitchens for years.
Win was the first to recover. With a playful glint in his eyes, he reached out and caught Meera by her shoulders, guiding her to sit. He looked at Mark, his gaze lingering on the man's flustered face with a teasing, secret heat.
"Then make sure, Meera... not to be like your brother... okay?"
"Okay!" she agreed brightly, clutching her panda plushie back to her chest and returning to her pancakes.
Mark remained silent, staring at Win. He was simpering, his heart aching with a blissful, desperate love. He looked at them and saw the only two things in the world worth the blood on his hands. He was the Devil, yes—but for this breakfast, he was simply theirs. In fact, he found himself relishing these blissful, ordinary moments—the kind of life he never thought he was allowed to have.
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On the way to their destinations, the atmosphere was initially peaceful. In the backseat, Meera was lost in her own world, whispering secrets to her panda plushie. Win, sitting in the passenger seat, watched the morning scenery blur past before turning to Mark with a hopeful light in his eyes.
"I want to go see a movie after my classes..." Win said softly. "Can I go with my friends?"
The reaction was instantaneous and violent.
Mark slammed on the brakes, the tires letting out a piercing, metallic screech as the car jerked to a bone-jarring halt. The air inside the cabin, which had been warm with the scent of plumerias, turned arctic in an instant. The "Doting Brother" was gone; in his place sat a man radiating a thick, suffocating malice.
The words "my friends" acted like a trigger, flooding Mark's mind with the image of Justin—of the way that man looked at Win, with eyes that wanted to touch what belonged only to the Sovereign. The jealousy didn't just burn; it blinded him, turning his grip on the steering wheel into a white-knuckled vice.
Win's first instinct wasn't fear for himself, but for the child. He twisted in his seat, his face pale as he stretched his arms out toward the backseat to steady the little girl. "Meera! Are you okay?" he cried out, his heart hammering against his ribs—not from the car's jolt, but from the sudden, predatory stillness of the man beside him.
Meera nodded with a small, confused pout, leaning briefly into Win's comforting palm before settling back into her seat. Win turned back, but he didn't offer a word of comfort to the driver. Instead, his gaze was sharp and glacial, his frown a silent, blistering accusation. He was condemning Mark for his lack of control—for letting the stench of his darkness taint the air Meera breathed.
They were mere yards from the school gate. Without a word, Win kicked the door open. He stepped out and reached into the back, hoisting Meera into his arms with a protective strength Mark hadn't seen before. In the rush, the panda plushie was left behind, abandoned on the leather seat like a casualty of the storm. Win didn't look back; he left the car door gaping wide open—a jagged, defiant middle finger to Mark's need for order.
Mark sat paralyzed. For the first time, he wasn't facing Win's fear—he was facing Win's fury.
The realization hit him like a physical collapse; his heart dropped into a hollow, freezing void. Panic, raw and unfiltered, surged through him. He scrambled out of the car, his movements lacking his usual predatory grace. He slammed the door shut and hurried after them, his towering frame and expensive trench coat looking absurdly out of place as he chased them down.
The atmosphere around the preschool was a cacophony of normal life—the screech of yellow bus brakes, the high-pitched chatter of children, and the rhythmic thwack of car doors closing. It was a world of primary colors and innocence, a world where Mark's expensive suit and dark aura looked like a stain.
But Mark didn't care about the parents staring or the teachers whispering. His pride was discarded on the oil-stained pavement, crushed under his own bespoke boots as he rushed to catch up.
"Baby... wait," he rasped, his voice a frantic, broken thread. "Let me hold Meera. My arms are strong... you'll get tired. Please... Baby, please."
He reached out, his large hand hovering near Win's shoulder but not daring to touch. "Okay, I'm sorry. I—I was out of line. I won't do something like that again, hmm? I promise. Baby... look at me."
The Sovereign Devil was gone. In the middle of a crowded school drop-off zone, the most feared man in the city was nothing more than a shattered man begging his heart not to stop beating.
Win completely ignored him, treating the man who ruled a city with the same indifference one might show to thin air.
Meera, perched in Win's arms, looked over his shoulder and giggled at the sight of her brother's frantic face. She was finally discovering the true hierarchy of their world—who the real boss of the house was. "Brother, you should behave," she chirped, her small voice ringing out like a royal decree.
Mark didn't even have a comeback. The "Sovereign Devil" could only follow behind them, his long, predatory strides reduced to the stumbling gait of a lost kitten.
At the school gate, Win set Meera down with practiced tenderness, ignoring the whispers of the other parents who were backing away in terror from the tall man in the trench coat behind him. Win stayed until Meera's small form vanished inside the building. When he finally turned back, Mark was still there, hovering in his personal space, his eyes wide and bloodshot with anxiety. "Kitty... please. I'm sorry," he whispered, but Win offered no mercy. He met Mark's gaze with a wall of absolute, freezing silence.
When they reached the car, Win didn't move toward the passenger side. He walked straight to the driver's door and held out his hand, palm up.
"I'm driving," Win declared. "You're the Passenger Prince now."
Mark didn't hesitate for a single second. He would have crawled into the trunk if Win had asked. He handed over the keys with a trembling hand, agreeing instantly. As Win slid into the driver's seat, Mark leaned over the center console, his voice a low, desperate rasp.
"You will have to talk to me after this... okay? Just... don't stay silent. Please?"
Win gripped the steering wheel, his profile sharp and unforgiving. "Okay…"
It was a single word, clipped and cold, but to Mark, it was a lifeline thrown to a drowning man.
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Sitting behind the steering wheel, Win tilted his head, a small, sharp smile playing on his lips—a smile that held a new, intoxicating power. He looked at Mark, his eyes flashing with a challenge that made the Sovereign's breath hitch. "Let me give you a good ride," he promised.
He thumbed the ignition. The engine roared to life, a low, predatory growl that vibrated through the floorboards and deep into Mark's chest. With his foot commanding the accelerator with rhythmic, punishing precision, Win merged into the morning traffic like a streak of jagged lightning.
He didn't just drive; he manipulated the physics of the road. Striking a perfect balance between calculated chaos and absolute control, he pushed the needle higher and higher. Mark, the one who never listens to anyone and leads every aspect of his life, found himself white-knuckled, pinned against the expensive leather by the sheer G-force of Win's ambition.
Win rolled the steering wheel with a casual, one-handed grip, feeling the pulse of the machine through the leather rim as if it were an extension of his own nervous system. He drove like a gale-force wind, hitting the gas with swift, violent movements that made the engine scream—a high-pitched mechanical wail that mirrored the frenzied racing of Mark's own heart. As they hit the open highway, Win shifted gears with a snap of his wrist so sharp it sounded like a gunshot, the sudden surge of power slamming Mark back into the headrest.
Win's fingers traced the arc of every high-speed turn with a fluid, terrifying grace. He didn't blink. He didn't waver. His gaze was fixed on the horizon with the cold, unblinking intensity of a predator who had finally found his speed.
Mark sat paralyzed, his eyes anchored to Win's profile as if he were witnessing a miracle. He was captivated by the fluid dance of Win's hands and the firm, confident set of his shoulders. That intense focus in Win's eyes—cold, sharp, and absolute—made it look as if he were engaged in a private, high-speed conversation with the road. It was a dance of pure command that Mark had never seen from his "Lamb," and it terrified him as much as it enthralled him.
The air in the cabin felt charged with ozone, thick with the scent of scorched rubber and the expensive, woodsy cologne Mark wore. Mark didn't flinch, even as they sliced through a sharp corner at a heart-stopping speed that made the chassis groan. He found the sight devastatingly, dangerously sexy. Seeing the man he worshipped take complete control of a ton of steel was a revelation—a reminder that Win wasn't just a prize to be kept, but a force to be reckoned with.
Mark's eyes darkened, the pupils blowing wide with a devotion so heavy it felt like a physical pressure on his lungs. His blood ran hot, his gaze tracking the subtle move of Win's throat as he swallowed, his focus never wavering from the asphalt. All Mark wanted was to climb across the console and claim the man behind the wheel right there, while the world was still a blur of motion outside the windows.
The car finally glided into the university parking lot, coming to a perfectly smooth, clinical stop. The sudden stillness was deafening, the silence ringing in the air like a struck bell.
Win didn't say a word. He reached over, briefly patting Mark's hands—a gesture that felt more like a dismissal than a comfort—and moved to step out.
Mark, suddenly sobering up from the thrill of the ride, felt a spike of pure, cold panic. He reached out, his hand snapping shut around Win's wrist like a drowning man reaching for a lifeline. His grip was firm, but his fingers were trembling.
"Where are you going?" Mark asked, the words sounding strained, as if they were being forced through a throat tight with anxiety.
"We are at the university, and I have classes here. So, I am leaving," Win replied. His voice was calm—terrifyingly so—as he gently, but firmly, uncurled Mark's fingers from his wrist.
The loss of contact sent a visible shiver through Mark. He didn't let go; he lunged, capturing Win's hand again before it could retreat. His face was woebegone, the sharp, predatory lines of his features collapsing into a mask of pure, desperate supplication. He was begging for even a shred of mercy, a single crumb of the "Babe" he had been that morning.
"Can you skip your class today? Please?"
"Why?" Win asked, tilting his head with a calculated curiosity. He looked like a scientist observing a specimen under a microscope, enjoying the way the powerful man squirmed under his gaze.
"I want to make up for my mistake," Mark said without a second of hesitation. His eyes searched Win's face, hunting for any spark of warmth, any sign that he was no longer invisible air to the man he worshipped.
"And how will you do that?" Win side-eyed him playfully. A small, triumphant smirk tugged at the corner of his lips—the look of a man who knew he held the leash of a dragon.
"I will do anything," Mark promised, his voice dropping into a thick, raw register of undeniable devotion. "Just say the word, Kitty.
Anything you want, anywhere you want to go... I am yours to command. But... Just don't leave me like this."
Win relented, checking his watch with a slow, deliberate tilt of his wrist. "Okay... I'll think about your offer. But I can't miss my class today; it's a critical lecture." He leaned in closer, his scent—a mix of fresh rain and the adrenaline of the high-speed chase—filling the small, heated space. "However... I still have twenty minutes to spend with you."
Mark didn't waste a heartbeat. He didn't even breathe.
With a sharp flick of a switch, he triggered the electronic tint. In one fluid motion, the car windows turned opaque, instantly swallowing the outside world, the university, and the prying eyes of the public into a pitch-black, silent vacuum. The world vanished. There was only the hum of the cooling engine and the sound of their breathing.
Mark reclined the leather seat with a heavy thud and pulled Win over him. His strength was possessive and absolute, yet his hands handled Win like the finest porcelain. Win was well aware of Mark's wild, hungry intentions; he didn't struggle, letting his body sink into the Master's tectonic frame, feeling the erratic, violent thumping of Mark's heart against his chest.
Threading his fingers into the hair at the nape of Win's neck, Mark began to unbutton Win's shirt. His fingers, usually so steady when holding a weapon, were trembling with a raw, jagged need. He buried his face in Win's shoulder, his lips seeking the beautiful, ivory column of the neck he had claimed the night before.
He didn't just kiss him; he inhaled him. Mark's hand crept slowly around Win's thin waist, his palm searing through the fabric. He leaned up, his breath a scorching, seductive gale against Win's ear.
"Baby… you can't show that side of yours to anyone but me," Mark rasped, the Sovereign's growl returning to his voice. "While driving... you looked magnificent. So lethal. So sexy. I want to be the only man on this earth allowed to see that fire in you. If anyone else ever sees you look like that... I might just have to burn the world down to keep the memory for myself."
He bit down gently on the sensitive cord of Win's neck, a sharp, stinging claim of ownership. "You're my secret, Kitty. Tell me you'll stay my secret."
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