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Chapter 198 - Chapter 196  -  Your Name

"Taki... are you there?"

Beneath the setting sun, at the top of the crater ringed by mountains, two people stood facing each other.

That image alone was enough to draw silence across the entire theater. Three years separated them. Three years of distance, distorted time, broken memories, and emotions that had nowhere to rest. And yet, in that instant washed in the orange glow of twilight, the two of them had finally managed to meet.

"I came to see you," Taki said, smiling at Mitsuha with a tenderness that almost hurt. "It wasn't easy. You were so far away..."

Mitsuha stared at him, as if every word passed straight through something she herself had been struggling to understand.

"But you... three years ago, I should have already..."

It was obvious that Mitsuha knew. She knew that, three years earlier, Itomori had been struck by a meteorite. She also knew that, faced with that disaster, she could not have escaped on her own. This was no vague premonition, no inexplicable fear. It was the awareness of a death that had already happened somewhere in time.

Taki explained to her, as clearly as he could within that impossible moment, that he had drunk the kuchikamizake she had left behind. That was why the two of them had been able to form a connection once more.

It was the first time they had seen each other face to face. And there, atop that crater, beneath a sky about to lose the last of its light, they finally voiced the thoughts that had until then existed only as fragments, sensations, and memories slipping through their fingers.

Anri watched the scene with an involuntary smile on her lips.

By this point, the greatest difference between this film and Sora's previous works had become clear to her. Although some parts still hurt, although there were still moments capable of tightening one's chest, the work as a whole leaned toward something brighter, warmer, almost hopeful.

The sun was about to vanish completely.

The hour of twilight was coming to an end.

"Mitsuha, so we won't forget when we wake up... let's write our names."

Anri straightened in her seat.

There it was.

The title of the work had finally revealed its true meaning.

Because of the temporal distortion and the laws of causality involved in their exchanges, the memories of this encounter would be corrected the moment the phenomenon ended. Lovers who crossed through time would inevitably forget what they had experienced. So, if they wrote their names on each other's hands beforehand, perhaps they would still be able to remember.

But would it really work that way?

Anri remembered an earlier scene, when every piece of information related to the girl had simply disappeared from Taki's phone.

If even digital records had vanished, wouldn't a name written on skin disappear just the same?

While Anri was still thinking about it, Taki froze.

The sky darkened.

Night fell.

He only had time to write something on Mitsuha's hand.

In the next instant, she disappeared.

She returned.

To three years before.

At that moment, the hearts of Anri and everyone else in the theater seemed to clench at the same time.

Mitsuha, why did you have to leave now?

Taki still had not written your name on his palm.

Then came the scene Anri and all the other viewers least wanted to see.

Under the night sky, Taki murmured to himself:

"Your name is Mitsuha. It's okay. I remember. Your name is Mitsuha. The name is Mitsu..."

His voice faltered.

"The name is... you are... who?"

He brought a hand to his head, as if trying to grasp something that was already dissolving inside him.

"Why did I come here? I came to meet her. I came to save her. I wanted her to stay alive."

But the next question emerged hollow and cruel.

"Who did I come to meet? Who did I want to save? Who did I want to live?"

The camera slowly rotated. The soundtrack rose in the background. Taki's face twisted in despair while, above him, the sky filled with stars and a sea of clouds seemed so close it could almost be touched.

"Who is it? Who are you? What is your name?"

Anri's nose stung, and she nearly burst into tears right there.

What kind of cruel rule was this?

He could not even remember her name.

Only then did Anri understand just how precious the abilities of the protagonists in Steins;Gate and Re:Zero truly were, allowing them to retain their memories even after crossing into new world lines, untouched by the corrections of causality.

Taki had none of that.

He was only an ordinary person. His extraordinary experience with Mitsuha had happened only because of the ancestral ability passed down through her family. He had crossed through that miracle, yes, but in the end, he was still just a normal boy, powerless against the invisible laws that erased his memories.

"So, in the end, was Mitsuha saved or not?"

"The protagonist has already forgotten her. How is he supposed to know whether he achieved his goal?"

"Even if Mitsuha is saved and the world line changes, if they both forget each other, they'll just live the rest of their lives as strangers."

"Damn it, this movie isn't going to end like Five Centimeters per Second, with the two of them forgetting each other in the crowd, is it?"

Around the theater, some viewers began whispering.

Meanwhile, in the film, Mitsuha woke on the night from three years earlier, carrying the memory of the meteorite's fall with her. She rushed toward the town, clinging to the hope that the evacuation plan Taki had set in motion during the day, while he was in her body, would succeed.

In the sky, the shooting star shone brilliantly. Its trajectory could already be seen with the naked eye.

In the small town of Itomori, families were still celebrating peacefully. The streets were calm, lit by the festive atmosphere of the evening. No one imagined that destruction was already tearing through the sky above them.

Mitsuha's friend Tesshi, believing her warning about the meteorite, infiltrated the electrical substation.

And blew up an important part of the town's power supply system.

But that still was not enough.

Mitsuha needed to find her father, the mayor, and convince him to use the power outage as a reason to issue a town-wide announcement, ordering every resident to evacuate to the shelters.

On the dark road, Mitsuha ran with everything she had.

Then, in an almost painfully classic way, she tripped on flat ground and fell hard.

That was when the scene appeared that made Anri's eyes fill with tears.

On Mitsuha's wounded palm, where Taki had written something during twilight, she finally saw what he had left behind.

It was not a name.

It was three other words.

I love you.

If a name would be erased by causality, then would those words, which represented his feelings, disappear as well?

The answer was there.

No.

Seeing those words, Mitsuha cried and laughed at the same time.

Inside the theater, many of the more sensitive viewers also began to cry.

In the sky, the meteorite tore across the night. A massive fragment broke away and fell toward Itomori.

At the final moment, Mitsuha reached the town hall. She argued fiercely with her father, and after an intense confrontation, finally managed to make him accept her emergency evacuation request.

Of course, in real life, a compulsory government order like that could never be approved so easily.

But the narrative had already planted hints earlier. Mitsuha's father knew about the mysterious ability passed down through her family. And when his daughter stood against him with such firmness for the first time, he yielded.

He chose to believe her words about the disaster falling from the sky.

Then, a violent roar echoed through the theater.

The meteorite fell.

Itomori was destroyed by the shockwave.

Anri stared blankly at the screen.

In truth, at that moment, she did not care that much whether the residents of Itomori would be saved or not. In this kind of story, no matter how long the tension dragged on until the end, she knew the conclusion would probably move toward something warmer, more familial, less cruel.

What truly worried her was something else.

What about Mitsuha and Taki?

The words "I love you" written on her hand were undeniably moving.

But if that was the case, then Taki had also forgotten Mitsuha in the real world.

And Mitsuha, even if she survived, would also forget Taki.

When the film reached this point, every viewer who realized that felt their chest grow heavy.

"So how is the story supposed to continue now?" Anri murmured, blinking slowly.

The animation did not take long to answer.

The scene shifted directly to several years later, after Taki had already graduated from university.

He faced job interviews, failures, rejections, and ordinary gatherings with friends. On the outside, he continued living like any young adult trying to find his place in Tokyo. Inside, however, from those past years up to the present, he carried the persistent feeling that he had forgotten someone.

More than that.

He felt as if he was searching for someone.

Wasn't that exactly like the state of the protagonist in the later part of Five Centimeters per Second?

He could barely remember the girl anymore, yet deep in his subconscious, he continued searching for her.

"The experience of watching this film feels so similar to Five Centimeters per Second," Anri thought, her expression serious.

A quiet expectation began to grow inside her.

The ending of Five Centimeters per Second had been the protagonists' final separation in the middle of the crowd. They had not even managed to see each other one last time.

And what about Your Name?

What would happen to Taki and Mitsuha?

Would the ending also be tragic, or...

At that moment, the animation began playing with ambiguity.

Taki was sitting in a café. Behind him, Sayaka and Tesshi, now adults and working, were seated at another table, talking about marriage.

When Taki left the café and passed over a pedestrian bridge, Mitsuha walked beneath the snow, head lowered, holding an umbrella.

The two passed by each other.

Both felt something strange.

First one, then the other, turned around to look at the silhouette moving away.

But neither managed to see the other's face.

"Damn it, Sora, don't start this."

"This is sick."

"Just let them meet already!"

"They literally brushed past each other and you're still doing this? I'm going to mail blades to this Kantoku."

"No, seriously, Kantoku Sora is torturing us on purpose."

Around the theater, murmurs spread again.

But precisely because of that, the audience's anticipation for the two of them to meet once more reached its highest point.

The crowd flowed endlessly. In Tokyo, a metropolis of millions, Taki and Mitsuha lived and worked within their own daily circles.

Their routines had no reason to intersect.

That encounter under the snow was nothing more than coincidence.

Both carried the same emptiness. Many times, they woke in the morning with tears running down their faces, feeling that they had forgotten something important, though they could not remember what it was.

Then, inside the subway, Taki and Mitsuha stood before the windows of different trains.

By chance, they looked outside.

And saw each other.

On the other side, in another carriage, on another line, there was someone with the same shocked expression.

"I have always been searching," Taki's narration said.

"Searching for someone," Mitsuha's inner voice completed.

The camera pulled upward. The two trains continued in different directions through the city, and that brief meeting of eyes was also dragged farther and farther away.

The music reached its climax.

At the next station, the two of them ran out almost at the same time.

Through broad streets and narrow alleys, through crowds and between buildings, they searched for each other's figure.

Anri watched with her heart clenched tight.

Kantoku Sora, you really know what you are doing.

Search.

Search.

Until, finally, on a certain stairway, Taki, standing at the top of the steps, and Mitsuha, standing below, looked into each other's eyes.

Thousands of words passed through both of their hearts.

But not one came out.

What could they say?

What can you say to someone you are supposedly meeting for the first time, yet your heart recognizes before your memory does?

Mitsuha was already shy by nature.

Taki, for his part, was visibly torn.

In the end, the two of them pretended to be nothing more than strangers. One went up the steps. The other went down.

Seeing that, Anri felt her heart tighten once again.

But in the end, those two did not conclude like the lovers in Five Centimeters per Second.

"Excuse me... have we met before?"

It was Taki, as the boy, who took the initiative.

As soon as those words echoed out, many viewers in the theater smiled.

It was practically the universal line for trying to start a conversation.

"Me too..." Mitsuha replied.

And the moment she heard him, her tears fell all at once.

The title Your Name appeared on the screen.

The story ended at a point that left the imagination wandering for a long, long time.

Anri sank back into her seat.

In her mind, the images of Your Name were still playing.

Compared to Five Centimeters per Second, this story was a hundred times more healing.

And yet, the ending still made her want to cry without stopping.

People cry when they are sad.

But they also cry when they are deeply moved.

Your Name and Five Centimeters per Second offered very similar viewing experiences, but their endings walked toward completely different destinations.

Time, space, and love remained the cores running through the entire work.

But unlike Five Centimeters per Second, whose entire story seemed not to believe in love at all, Your Name expressed, from beginning to end, its creator's willingness to believe in it.

Even if memories disappear, even if two people are lost in a sea of countless others, the moment their eyes meet once, something inside them will know:

you were the one I was searching for.

Memory can be erased.

Feeling cannot.

It merely sinks into the deepest part of the body, waiting for an opportunity to awaken once more.

Inside the theater, some people had red-rimmed eyes. Others wore hollow expressions. Some looked sad, while others smiled with joy.

A good film always leaves something behind in those who watch it.

Viewers who had never fallen in love might see it only as an excellent romantic story with fantasy elements.

But those who had once lived through a relationship, those who had lost someone within their own lives, felt a much deeper resonance in that moment.

Anri's first reaction after finishing Your Name was not as intense as the one she had experienced the previous year, when she watched Five Centimeters per Second.

But the longer she remained seated there, thinking, the more she felt the force of the work slowly rising within her, like a delayed tide.

When she left the theater with the crowd, she saw the viewers for the next screening waiting outside in line. Anri hesitated for a few seconds, then hurried to the ticket counter and bought another ticket to watch Your Name a second time.

And she was not the only one.

Many viewers who had come out of the premiere with reddened eyes also went to the box office to buy another ticket.

Anri opened the three Sora fan groups she belonged to on her phone and wrote only a few words to express her impression of the premiere of Your Name.

"Better than Five Centimeters per Second."

The Sora fans in the group would naturally understand the weight of that sentence.

Perhaps Five Centimeters per Second was deeper and more realistic in its view of love and in the construction of its story.

But when it came to the emotion the work delivered, Your Name undoubtedly surpassed Five Centimeters per Second by a wide margin.

After all, reality was already painful enough.

Once in a while, people also needed a love that did not hurt quite so much.

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