Max's perspectives:
What is Dating? Huh- I wonder.
But for me it is the following.
Dating is the aspect of the male and female spending time together. Enjoying each other's youth. Going to fancy places together, the aspect comes in many merits ways but as merits exist, its drawback will also.
I have dated a girl for about a year now,
And yet, never once in our time of dating. "Did I feel the feelings called love or in other terms romantic affections".
But I continued on, trying my hardest to feel that affection, but as always you cannot force yourself to love anyone. Can you?
Or is it that I am not strong enough?
And as I looked back on it, I made the right decision.
I broke up with her. And though it pained her greatly she had grown and stopped her parasitic nature.
Long ago, she had been bullied for the wrong reasons which only me and her know. And due to this she had developed a nature.
A poisonous nature that causes, her to live on a host strong enough to protect her and for a time her boyfriend. Mike, her boyfriend, protected her but even he had enough of her nature. He tried to build her, so as she could protect herself but it ultimately caused them to break up. That was where I showed up in her life, and because we had a similar past: being abused and used by people with power. We chemistry but not a single affection for me. And over time I had decided to date her to learn about the topic called love.
Love was my ultimate goal.
But since Ruby was not the right textbook to learn from, I decided to try and see if I would eventually fall in love.
And the question on my mind is who will it be?
Looking back on it, the break was quite painful. I bet it could even make a grown man cry.
Flashback:
Ruby and I, had walked through the beautiful snow, which was making the road ahead white as the sun above. And as we came to stop at the road side near the quiet side of town.
The words just left my mouth before I would finish:
I am breaking up with you.
Rudy turned confused by what the words of my mouth spoke.
C-can you repeat that?
Ruby stuttered seemingly unable to believe the words I had yet spoken.
Sure. I said that I am breaking up with you and I'm so sorry.
Ruby winched as she slowly heard my words again. She was probably wishing this would be a horrible nightmare, she could wake up from.
W-why? Did I do something wrong? D-do you like I-I?
She was struggling to find the right words at this moment in time. And it's a natural human reaction at a time like this particular moment.
I'm afraid I don't understand.
I confessed however one could easily tell what she was asking. However I wanted to hear her say it.
A-are you breaking up w-with me....because you've fallen for someone else?
Despite the tears that were about to fall Ruby had managed to ask such a difficult question. The idea of your boyfriend falling for another girl can always be difficult and painful to grasp, not even understand.
Should I be honest? Yes I should, I owe her this much of honesty. It's the least I can do, right?
"Who knows, maybe or maybe not."
I responded, no one knows what gonna happen in the future. However, for me I already knew, my destiny was set. And I know that Ruby had failed and I've finished reading the book Ruby.
Aha..... I see.
She awkwardly chuckled with tears streaming down her face. It seems she didn't care about ruining her makeup.
However something seemed off. Shouldn't she be mad? Shouldn't she be throwing things? Yelling at me? Is that not what's supposed to happen?
You are mad, Rudy?
I confessed confused by her actions.
W-why would be mad, Max.
She softly asked, trying to recover from earlier.
"Your boyfriend is breaking up with you potentially because of another girl."
I confessed,
"It does sting, it hurts a lot..... but I know Max didn't have an easy childhood".
She slowly whispered.
"I guess I failed to help you understand. I just hope that someday, someone that would help you achieve your goal. Someone that would be the love you are hoping for."
She paused.
"I just want you to be happy Max."
"Even if I can't have you, I will always be by your side. Maybe I will meet someone who would love me and help me but as long as I live I will always be by your side."
"How strange, her words are almost comforting. What is this strange feeling, this urge?
Humans are indeed fascinating, it seems I was wrong about you Rudy. You really have grown. I never could have expected this outcome."
T-thank you Ruby?
I said finally, kicking back into the present. What a sad thing to see.
"Rial".
Rial's perspective:
And as I sat there, watching them break up.
The scene almost seemed like a movie, straight out of a cinema. Christina and I sat in silence enjoying the sight before us.
We had agreed on a meeting, she had promised to teach me something around the school. And second, to find out about our spiritual relationship. And as we sat there searching for any document about spiritual relationship textbooks.
I couldn't find a thing, anything leading to it had either been destroyed or taken out.
Ahh, this is the worst. she uttered.
It is not that bad, you know.
Ease for you to say, what if one of us dies, then the other person also dies. She asked seemingly bad at the comment I made.
Listen, that is not how spirit interconnects, we only have a spiritual relation not a spirit covenant. Only that works like that. I explained the differences between the two to her.
Oh, so if you die I wouldn't die too, but I would lose a part of myself.
Probably, but the chances are low.
What are you two looking for.
An old lady's voice would be heard.
Oh, I are looking for a spiritual textbook, it is for an assignment.
Ah, then you can only find one here, follow me.
Then we followed, then she took us to the top of the library, where many books could be seen. But one stood out the most. It was a thin blue book and an older book at that.
We thanked the lady and left.
And as we opened the book, both our special eyes viewed into someones moment.
It was a break, Max and Ruby's. But I felt strange, I felt as if I was watching from Christina's eyes. Maybe I was but I didn't care at the moment.
It was strange because as painful as that was, it was almost beautiful as well. A boy trained under strict super vision. A boy who had been stripped of all his emotions except for some which he copied. Now wanting his freedom and the ability to love.
Now I understand, we had a lot in common, "two people who do not know how to fall in love".
And now I know what my relation with Christina is. A future relationship which is only built at the bottom but will come to fruition later. And even though I saw from Christina's eyes she didn't see Max's past only his break up.