Chapter 45: So Just Grow Up Quickly
I lost my first time before I was even eighteen years old in an accident inside the rift.
It was a horrifying experience that no child would ever want to go through, and even Jae Hyo has always felt guilty about that incident.
All I felt was pain and injury, both physical and emotional. Because of that, later on I requested a restraining order so that Esper would never appear in front of me ever again.
But I still maintain my stance on sex and deep Guiding through the body. All of it causes harm to the Guide, whether it is voluntary or not.
And what the hell is this thing called the G-spot!
Every time that place was touched, my body felt as if it had been struck by electricity, trembling uncontrollably. The numbness made my mind fall into complete chaos.
The memories of those perfunctory and bland sexual encounters throughout my career as a Guide felt like a joke to me right now. Perhaps this was what real sex actually was?
