Anaya didn't sleep much that night.
Not because of noise.
Not because of restlessness.
But because her mind refused to let go of the words Aarav had spoken, the quiet honesty in his voice replaying in her thoughts like a whisper she couldn't silence, a truth she wasn't sure she was ready to face, yet one she couldn't ignore.
*If this wasn't a contract… I think I would've fallen for you anyway.*
The sentence lingered — not loud, not dramatic — but heavy enough to change the way she breathed.
By morning, her eyes felt tired, but her heart felt even more so.
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She found Aarav already in the kitchen, standing by the window with a cup of coffee in his hand, his posture relaxed but his expression thoughtful, as though he too had been awake longer than his body wanted.
"Good morning," she said softly.
"Good morning," he replied, his gaze meeting hers for a moment longer than usual, not intense, not overwhelming — just full.
Neither of them mentioned last night.
And yet, it was everywhere.
In the way their eyes lingered.
In the way their voices softened.
In the way neither of them moved too quickly.
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They went about their morning routines quietly, sharing space without speaking much, yet understanding more than they ever had before, and Anaya realized how strange it was that silence no longer felt like absence, but presence — as though even the unspoken words were now part of their conversation.
Later, as Anaya sat on the couch with her book, she noticed Aarav watching her, his gaze thoughtful, his expression unreadable, yet undeniably gentle.
"You're staring," she said, glancing up.
"I'm thinking," he replied.
"About?" she asked.
"About how different everything feels," he said, his voice low. "Not worse. Just… deeper."
She closed her book slowly. "Deeper things hurt more when they break."
"Yes," he agreed. "But they also matter more when they stay."
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That afternoon, Anaya tried to distract herself by cleaning the kitchen, organizing cabinets that didn't need organizing, and wiping surfaces that were already clean, but no amount of physical movement could quiet the emotional noise inside her chest.
She was afraid.
Not of Aarav.
Not of love.
But of what loving him would ask of her — trust, vulnerability, surrender — all things she had learned to guard fiercely.
She didn't know if she was ready to give them away.
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When Aarav returned from his walk that evening, he found Anaya standing on the balcony, her arms wrapped around herself, the evening breeze tugging gently at her hair.
"You look cold," he said.
"I'm not," she replied. "Just thinking."
"About last night?" he asked.
She hesitated, then nodded. "Yes."
"I didn't mean to pressure you," he said quietly. "I just… didn't want to lie anymore."
"I know," she said softly. "And I don't want you to lie either."
They stood side by side, the city lights flickering below them, the silence between them heavy but not uncomfortable.
"I'm afraid," Anaya admitted.
"So am I," Aarav replied.
"Of what?" she asked.
"Of losing this," he said. "Before I even understand what it is."
Her chest tightened. "I'm afraid of letting it become something… and then watching it fall apart."
He turned to her. "What if it doesn't?"
She met his gaze. "What if it does?"
Silence followed.
Not empty.
Not awkward.
Just full of everything they were too scared to say out loud.
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Later that night, Anaya stood in front of her mirror, studying her reflection, not because she looked different, but because she felt different — softer, more open, more alive — and that scared her more than anything else.
She had spent so long protecting herself that she had forgotten what it felt like to hope.
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In his room, Aarav sat on the edge of his bed, his thoughts heavy, his heart restless, realizing that he no longer wanted to simply fulfill a contract — he wanted to build something real, something lasting, something that didn't end when the agreement did.
But wanting something didn't mean he knew how to hold it.
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The next morning, Anaya found a message on her phone.
> *I don't expect answers. I just want honesty — from both of us. — A*
She stared at the screen for a long moment, her fingers hovering over the reply, her heart torn between fear and truth.
Then she typed:
> *I'm not ready to promise anything. But I don't want to walk away either.*
She sent it.
And for the first time, she didn't feel like she was running.
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Because sometimes, the bravest thing you can do…
Is not leave.
It's stay.
Even when you're afraid.
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