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Chapter 18 - 18 Even the strongest grief needs care

The morning light filtered weakly through the heavy drapes of the Smith mansion. Ann sat on the edge of the couch, her hands clasped tightly in her lap. The tea Oliver had prepared that morning sat untouched on the side table, steam curling slowly into the air, unnoticed. Oliver stood nearby, quietly reviewing documents for the company. He glanced at her from time to time, each look measured, careful. "Ann," he said finally, setting the papers aside. "Have you eaten anything today?" She shook her head. "I'm not hungry." Her voice was flat, almost hollow. "You haven't been eating well," he said softly, walking over and sitting beside her. "You need strength." "I have enough strength to exist," Ann murmured. "That's all I need right now." Oliver studied her, his brow furrowed slightly. "Existing… is not living, Ann. You know that." She looked at him briefly, eyes dull. "Living is… impossible without them." He reached for her hand again, but she pulled it back gently. "I know you're trying," she said quietly. "But it's not going to help. Nothing can." A pause settled between them, heavy and suffocating. The house was silent except for the faint hum of the city outside, as if the world had slowed to match her grief. Later that afternoon, a knock echoed softly through the hallway. Ann didn't move. Oliver answered the door. Two professionals in crisp uniforms stepped inside, introducing themselves with polite, careful smiles. "Mrs. Author?" one of them began. "We're from St. Luke's Hospital. We've been following up regarding your well-being." Ann's lips pressed together tightly. "I'm well," she said. The man continued gently, "We're concerned about your recent health patterns , sleep, appetite, emotional state. Nothing critical yet, but we'd like to offer support." Oliver cleared his throat softly. "She's managing," he said carefully. "These past weeks have been… difficult. She's coping in her own way." Ann finally looked at the professionals, her voice calm but cold. "I do not need help. I am grieving. That is my right. I lost a child. I lost my son. My only child. Please leave me to it! The woman nodded, not pressing further. "We only want to ensure your safety and well-being, Mrs. Author." "I am safe," Ann said simply. The visitors left after a few minutes. Oliver closed the door behind them, letting out a long, quiet breath. "See?" he said softly. "You're fine. You passed their checks without issue."

Ann turned her gaze to him, a faint, sad smile touching her lips. "I can still think," she said. "I can still function. They should know that."

"I know," Oliver replied. "But they care. And I care too. I'll do whatever it takes to keep you safe, even if you refuse help." That night, Ann wandered through the house, moving from room to room, tracing memories with her fingers. She touched the edges of Davis' bed, lingered at her parents' photos, whispered to the empty air. Each room was a shrine to what she had lost, and she spoke as though speaking aloud could summon them back. "Do you remember the time you insisted I bake cookies?" she murmured softly to Davis' empty room. "I burned half the batch, and you still ate them with a grin. You were always so forgiving." Oliver appeared quietly in the doorway. "You talk to him as though he's here." "I am," she said simply. "He's everywhere I need him to be."

He nodded, carefully choosing his words. "And I'll stay, too. Even if you can't see me as part of it yet." Ann's gaze returned to the photos lining the wall, lingering on her parents' smiling faces. "They would be proud if they could see me now," she whispered, more to herself than anyone else. "But they're not here." Oliver moved closer. "I know," he said softly. "And I wish I could change that." She shook her head. "You can't. No one can." Days blurred together. Ann continued to refuse meals, sleep little, wander the house silently. Oliver maintained his presence like a constant shadow, always near, always attentive, careful never to overstep. Her friends stopped calling. The housekeeper whispered occasionally, checking quietly on her, but even familiar voices felt distant, meaningless. The mansion became a cathedral of sorrow, where the echoes of the past drowned out the present. By the end of the week, Oliver called the hospital again. "She's still stable," he said into the phone. "Intelligent, aware, fully oriented. But… exhausted. She refuses help, refuses visits. I'm concerned, but I can manage her here for now." He hung up, walking toward Ann. "I spoke with them again," he said gently. "They only want to make sure you're safe. Nothing else."

"I am safe," Ann replied quietly. "I don't need anyone else." He nodded, settling into the chair beside her. "I know. But even the strongest grief needs care. And you're stronger than most, Ann. But even the strongest can falter." Her eyes met his, and for a long moment, she said nothing. Finally, she whispered, "I won't falter. Not yet."

Outside, the rain began to fall, softly at first, then heavier, tapping against the windows. The rhythm matched her pulse , relentless, steady, a reminder that the world continued despite her loss. And though she didn't realize it, even in her quiet, withdrawn state, a subtle awareness began to bloom. Something was off. Subtle. Almost imperceptible. Yet it gnawed at the edges of her mind. The chapter ended with Ann staring out the window, watching the world move on without her, whispering softly into the rain: "They are gone. And the world… will never be the same."

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