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Chapter 2 - Chapter 2: Visibility

Nothing dramatic marked the shift.

No confession. No label. No agreement.

By the time Chinedu noticed, people had already decided for them.

It started with greetings.

"Ah, Chinedu. How is Amaka?"

Not her first name alone. Always attached to him.

In class, seats adjusted around them. In the cafeteria, plates arrived together. When she was absent, people asked him why. When he was late, she saved space.

What began as proximity became association.

Association became expectation.

Amaka leaned into it easily.

She stopped knocking before entering his space. His room became her default. His fridge, her snacks. His charger, her charger. His silence, her background.

She spoke freely now. Complained without filtering.

"My friends think I'm settling," she said one afternoon, sprawled on his bed, scrolling. "They don't say it directly, but you know how girls are."

He sat at the table, laptop open. "What do you think?"

She shrugged. "I don't like stress."

He waited.

She added, "But I like stability."

The word landed cleanly.

That night, he paid her department dues without her asking. She noticed the receipt on his phone.

"You didn't have to," she said.

"I know."

She smiled. Kissed his cheek. Left it at that.

On campus, the competition intensified.

Her friends measured days in outings, outfits, attention. Someone always had something new. Someone always had someone richer. Better-looking. Louder.

Amaka watched closely.

"Deborah's boyfriend just bought her a phone," she said one evening, casual. "iPhone."

He did not respond.

"Not that it matters," she added quickly.

He transferred money later that night. Sent it without message.

The next day, Amaka arrived with a new phone.

Her friends noticed.

She did not mention him.

That was the first time something tightened in his chest.

Not anger.

Absence.

Weeks passed.

Projects piled up. He carried most of them. Wrote. Edited. Corrected. Explained. Sat through her frustration.

"If not for you, I would have dropped out," she said once, laughing.

He did not laugh.

At night, his work bled into his dreams. Numbers. Errors. Fear. He started keeping the laptop farther from the bed.

He wanted distance.

But distance cost money. And money was the only language that still felt certain.

Her family entered the picture quietly.

Phone calls that made her mood shift. Messages she did not read aloud. Comments framed as concern.

"My mum thinks you're too quiet," she said. "She says men like that hide things."

He smiled faintly. "She's not wrong."

She did not smile back.

When the first argument came, it was small.

He asked where she had been.

She asked why he needed to know.

Silence followed.

He apologized.

That was when he realized the balance had tilted.

One evening, as they walked back from class, she stopped suddenly.

"You know we can't do this forever," she said.

"Do what?"

"This," she gestured between them. "Undefined."

He nodded. "What do you want?"

She looked away. "Peace."

He paid her rent the next week.

It tightened.

The relationship became visible.

The cost became routine.

And Chinedu, without saying it aloud, accepted a role he had not applied for.

The money changed tone.

Before, it had moved quietly. Now it announced itself through absence. Through expectation. Through silence when it did not arrive fast enough.

Amaka stopped saying thank you.

Not fully. Just enough to notice.

She assumed. She hinted. She delayed conversations until solutions appeared on their own.

Chinedu watched himself adjust.

He skipped meals without noticing. Worked longer. Slept less. His grades stayed fine. His focus did not.

In class, she grew louder. More confident. More distant.

She debated hard. Enjoyed attention. Laughed with people who did not know her well enough to ask questions.

He stayed nearby. Present. Useful.

One afternoon, a lecturer announced a major group project. Panic rippled through the hall.

Amaka turned to him immediately. "We're together, right?"

He nodded.

That night, she did not touch the work. She talked about her friends. About a party coming up. About how people judged her choices.

He wrote.

By dawn, the outline was finished.

She woke and skimmed it. "You're too good to me."

He did not reply.

At school, whispers followed them now. Not admiration. Assessment.

"Guy dey try too hard."

"She fit do better."

"She go leave am soon."

He heard. Pretended not to.

One evening, she returned upset.

"My aunt called," she said. "She says I should focus on my future. Not distractions."

He closed his laptop. "Am I a distraction?"

She hesitated. "They think so."

He nodded slowly. "What do you think?"

She sat on the bed. Looked at her phone. "I think you're kind."

Kind.

Not chosen. Not desired. Kind.

The word stayed with him longer than it should have.

That night, his work almost went wrong. A small mistake. Caught just in time.

Fear sharpened his focus.

He sent money to a different account. Safety move. Habit.

The next morning, Amaka asked for money for transport.

He sent it without comment.

At the cafeteria, her friends laughed loudly. Compared plans. Compared men.

One looked at Chinedu. "So what do you do again?"

"I study," he said.

She smiled like that answered something.

Later, alone, Amaka said, "They don't mean harm."

He nodded. "I know."

But he did not.

The pressure built in small ways.

Her tone changed. His posture did too.

He leaned in more. She leaned back.

When he asked about her day, she shortened answers.

When she needed something, she was detailed.

One night, she said it plainly.

"I don't like feeling like I owe you."

He looked at her. "You don't."

She replied, "That's the problem."

He did not understand then.

He would later.

The relationship stayed visible.

The imbalance grew.

And Chinedu, still silent, paid for peace he no longer felt.

He started noticing time.

Not hours. Patterns.

She called when she needed something. She texted when bored. She went quiet when satisfied.

Chinedu adjusted himself around that rhythm without announcing it. He became available in advance. Anticipated needs before they formed.

That felt like care.

It was control disguised as devotion.

One afternoon, rain trapped them indoors. Power was out. Heat clung to the room.

Amaka lay on the bed scrolling. He sat on the floor with his back against it.

"Do you ever think about after school?" she asked.

"Yes."

"Doing what?"

"Working. Building something."

"With who?"

He paused. "Why?"

She rolled onto her side. "Just asking."

Silence followed.

Later, she added, "My friends say men promise a lot before reality hits."

He nodded. "They're right."

She looked surprised. "You agree?"

"Reality always hits."

She turned away.

That night, she went out without telling him. Returned late. Smelled different. Not perfume. Distance.

He did not ask.

The next day, she was sweet. Overcompensating. Laughter returned. Touch lingered.

He knew the pattern.

Still, when her school fees deadline came up, he paid it in full.

She hugged him tightly. "I don't know what I'd do without you."

He felt it then. The weight of being necessary.

Not wanted. Needed.

On campus, people began referring to him differently.

"Her man."

"The guy funding her."

"The quiet one."

He accepted it all without defense.

Work grew riskier. He noticed it. Ignored it.

One night, an error slipped through. Not fatal. But close.

His heart raced. He shut everything down and sat in the dark.

Amaka slept beside him, unbothered.

He watched her breathe.

He wondered when love had started feeling like responsibility.

The first real argument came on a Sunday.

He asked why she hadn't come home the night before.

She asked why he was monitoring her.

Voices rose. Accusations flew. She cried.

He apologized.

After, she said, "You should trust me."

He nodded.

Trust cost nothing.

Everything else did.

The next morning, she left early. Did not say goodbye.

He sat alone longer than usual.

moved forward quietly.

No explosions.

Just erosion.

And erosion, unlike storms, left nothing dramatic to point at when the damage became obvious.

The shift showed up in small refusals.

She stopped explaining. Stopped updating him. Stopped pretending his concern mattered.

If he asked where she was going, she answered later. If he asked who she was with, she laughed it off. If he asked twice, she called it stress.

"You worry too much," she said.

He reduced the questions.

At night, she stayed on her phone longer. Turned the screen away. Smiled at messages he did not see.

He noticed. Did not confront.

He had learned that peace cost silence.

Midsemester pressure hit. Deadlines stacked. Her panic returned.

"I don't understand this," she said, dropping her laptop in front of him.

He took it without comment.

Hours passed. He explained. Corrected. Simplified. She nodded like she was listening.

When he finished, she kissed him quickly and said, "You're the best."

Then she went out.

Alone, he stared at the screen. His name sat on half the document.

He deleted it.

Left only hers.

That night, he worked again. Longer. Harder. The risk rose with every click. He felt it. Accepted it.

Money came in.

The next day, she needed clothes for a departmental event.

He paid.

At the event, she stood with her friends. Laughed. Took pictures. Accepted compliments.

He stood at the edge.

Someone asked if he was her brother.

He smiled and said nothing.

Later, when he mentioned it, she said, "Why does everything bother you?"

He dropped it.

Her family calls increased. She stepped outside to answer. Returned distant.

"My mum says I'm losing myself," she said one evening.

"In what way?"

"She says I depend too much."

He nodded. "On me?"

She hesitated. "On the situation."

He understood enough.

The first real lie came casually.

"I'm sleeping over at Deborah's," she said, packing a small bag.

"Okay."

She did not go to Deborah's.

He found out days later from a friend who did not know it mattered.

He said nothing.

When she returned, she acted normal. Warm. Familiar.

He matched her tone.

That night, lying beside her, he felt it clearly.

He was financing a version of her that did not include him.

He made the decision on a quiet afternoon.

No argument. No tears.

Just a number.

Amaka sat on the bed, legs folded, scrolling through messages. Her tone was light.

"My school fees deadline moved forward," she said. "They're stressing us."

He did not answer immediately.

She looked up. "I'll pay you back when I can."

He knew that would not happen.

He opened his phone. Checked the amount. Transferred it.

She watched the screen. The alert came in. Relief flashed across her face before she masked it.

"Thank you," she said. "You saved me."

He nodded.

That payment did something final.

It removed choice.

From that day, her presence felt settled. Secure. She unpacked more clothes. Left shoes by the door. Used his card without asking.

He did not stop her.

On campus, people assumed permanence.

"So when's the introduction?" someone joked.

She laughed. Did not answer.

That weekend, she hosted her friends in his space. They ate his food. Charged their phones. Took pictures.

One asked him, "You no dey tired?"

He smiled. "It's fine."

After they left, she lay back and said, "They like you."

He knew that was not true.

That night, his work crossed a line he had avoided for months. Bigger risk. Bigger return.

He hesitated.

Then clicked.

Money landed.

He closed the laptop and felt nothing.

The next morning, she mentioned a trip she wanted to take. Not with him. With friends.

He agreed.

Paid part of it.

She kissed him quickly and left.

Alone, he sat on the edge of the bed and stared at the wall.

He knew the shape of this story now.

He knew where it went.

Still, he stayed.

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