Browse Try Premium The Painting || BTS KIM TAEHYUNGby Emily_as_Em Chapter 35: Same sky 4.4K 191 85by Emily_as_Em
"Missing you comes in waves and tonight I am drowning"
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When a girl falls in love nothing will ever be the same again because she saw her dream with her own eyes, she felt it, smelt it and lived it, the rhythm of her heartbeats changes, the way she breathes feels different because it got mingled with his breath, her hands start shaking by the call of his name, flushed from the heat of her love everyone smells her burning heart because it has his name deeply engraved inside it.
But once you take the source of her pumping blood away from her, her world collapses, her heart stops beating, her breath stays stuck in her lungs and suffocates her, a fire will rise through her veins which will mingle sinfully with his throbbing love left inside her and make her capable of turning water into fire, she, chaos intertwined with beauty, is what love does to a girl, rising her into a woman controlled by the power of his name deeply engraved inside her heart, eternally, makes her stand up again with his strength remaining inside her, broken from the inside but graceful on the surface, her colorful wings will open and she will fly across the same sky she once fell
from.
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A rhythmical beeping sound filled my ears and the smell of disinfectant made me scrunch my nose. I slowly gained my consciousness back and winced in pain when I felt the throbbing of my skull spreading through my muscles.
"T-Taehyung " I whispered, ready to flutter my eyes open and look into his smiling face just like he always does when I wake up inside his arms, sun rays shining on his golden skin and lightening his dark alluring irises which made my breath stuck with his.
"Taehyung?" I said a bit louder after there wasn't any reaction coming from him while opening my eyes to bright lights which made me wince and shut my eyes again.
Where am I?
Panic broke out inside me because I wasn't feeling Taehyung, Tae wasn't next to me, he wasn't even near me.
I opened my eyes again despite the painful lights to understand where I was and why I was
here.
"Y/n?!" A delicate voice sounded and I froze, I felt my blood freezing inside my veins and a sudden shiver running down my spine when I turned my head over to the person who called my name.
The same long brown hair, the same thin waistline and long legs, the same emotional eyes and delicate voice.
"J-Jisoo?" I asked but more like asking myself why? I grabbed onto the sheets when suddenly a flash of memories started playing like a movie in front of my eyes, each scene felt like a stab into my heart while my nails digged deeply onto the sheets and I screamed out his name.
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"DOCTOR!" People started rushing in but my mind was dizzy which made me shut my eyes to reach out to him but he was nowhere to be seen.
Taehyung where are you ?
"Miss where does it hurt?" I kept my eyes shut, trying to hear his deep and calming voice while my tears were escaping my eyes.
"Y/n why are you crying? What has happened?
Please say something, talk to me"
I clenched my fingers into a fist and started hammering against my chest, numbing the pain of the reality, I felt my throat tightening, I was suffocating without him as if someone took away the purpose of my life.
I desperately started moving my legs, I felt devastated all I wanted was going back where I should be right now back into his warm protective arms around me, back to the only person who would be able to calm me down in this devastated state I was in right now.
"Fucking do something can't you see she is in pain?!"
I started crying out loud while recalling our last kiss over and over again, the way he tasted and the way his lips moved against mine, the way he held me as if I was all he needed in live.
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My body was shaking and the uncontrollable sobs left my pulsing lips but the sad truth was that none of these falling tears would take me back to him.
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I slowly fluttered my eyes open to the calm darkness of the room, I quickly turned my head over to where Taehyung would always lie down and sleep peacefully next to me but my heart sank painfully when I realized that I was still caught in the same room where my heartbeats were loudly filling the room by the machines next to the bed, heartbeats he used to listen to while falling asleep, it was the rhythm of us riding with the horse through the fields and the breeze hitting against our glistening skin.
I tried to gulp down the growing lump inside my throat and avoid the same tears which were again starting to build up inside my swollen eyes, I was tired of the same tears running down my cheeks, tired of this pain and tired of thinking about the past and the future.
But I frown and exhaled deeply when I glanced over at the corner of the room finding my two best friends asleep, my eyes softened at the sight of Jisoo's head resting against Lisa's shoulder while Lisa's head was resting against Jisoo's head.
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I quickly wiped away the rolling tears while watching them carefully and realizing how much I have missed them, how intoxicated I was into the other world that I didn't even realized how much I needed them, how much I needed to talk to someone and share my pain and fears with them just like we used to do.
How it hurted to keep it all to myself, putting my best smile on and lying to everyone to save my love.
I quickly placed my hand on my lips to not sob loudly but it was already too late because Jisoo started moving and immediately opening her eyes. She jumped up when she found me sitting up and watching them while crying quietly.
"Y/n?! Do you feel better ?" Her voice sounded hoarsely while her hair was still messy from the deep sleep she was in, I quickly shook my head to make her feel less worried but nonetheless my tears started falling.
Jisoo was the daughter of our neighbor, the best friend's of my parents and my childhood friend.
While growing up she would accompany me to my grandparents house and we would stay there until afternoon listening to the stories and tales my grandfather would tell us and fall asleep while dreaming of all the fairytales we would want to play in. Together we decided that acting is what brings joy into our lives, from dressing up in Kindergarten and being part of tons of drama classes throughout middle school and high school we never stopped dreaming.
"H-Halmoni.. haraboji" I pressed out and the thought of them made something twist in my stomach and a shiver running down my spine.
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How could I've been so drown into the world I have created for myself that I lost the sense of reality, family and friendship.
But I can't help it but to chose Taehyung over and over again
"Don't worry about them, your father drove them home because the environment wasn't doing them good, finding you in this state caused your grandmother having a panic attack and Grandpa. he didn't talk once to anyone and stayed silent until they went home. Because of Junho your mother decided that it would be the best to wait at home for you but she has called me and I've assured her that you are save now and not in a serious condition anymore."
I nodded while my chest heaved up and down, I felt sorry, I felt embarrassed to feel this way and worrying everyone, I thought the day would never come where I had to explain myself why I felt this way, I thought I would never see my parents smile again and my little brother giggle again, my thoughts were caught between the two worlds but my heart was at home.
My heart was with him
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"I-I have missed you" I pressed out and she immediately pulled me into a warm hug while sitting on the edge of the bed.
When her familiar scent filled my nose I couldn't help but let out a sob because it only confirmed that I was back.
I was back in 2019
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"Missed me? It's been only two days since we saw each other baby" She whispered, trying not to wake Lisa up who was sleeping like a stone.
"W-What..?" My eyes widened and I stopped breathing, the sound of my heartbeats coming from the machine fastened and Jisoo's expression turned scared.
"I-Two days ?" I repeated her words in shock, not being able to move my body and comprehend what she has just said to me.
Two days ?! Two days ?!!
"Yes the last time we saw each other was after Uni when we walked home and you told me that you would stay at your grandparents again" She wiped my tears away and I flinched, my lips parted in fear while I was unbelievably staring into her worried eyes.
"Jisoo this can't be" I almost begged her while the lump inside my throat was increasing dangerously.
How could it only have been two days since I saw Jisoo?!
"Y/n tell me what has happened, why are you like this? Please angel talk to me, we are all worried to death" She tilted her head to the side and seeing her tearing up broke my heart but I didn't know how to tell her, where should I even start?! Would she even believe this fairytale?
"Y-You wouldn't believe me Jisoo, maybe I wouldn't believe myself either if I was in your shoes" I lowered my head, fighting with my own tears, when would all of this end already?
"How can I not believe you? You are my best friend Y/n we went through so much, we grew up together and seeing you in this state breaks
my heart"
"Are you two making plans again behind my back you little brats ?" Lisa yawned while stretching her long beautiful arms but froze when her eyes met mine and she realized that I was fully awake which made her immediately jump up from her seat and excitedly ran towards me.
We met Lisa in middle school, with her big smile and cute giggles she became our best friend and never left our sides. She was always the kind of a friend who would tear someone's ass apart if they dared to hurt her Bestfriend's, she was our happy vitamine, our long leg dancer and LiLi.
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"My little baby is awake" She started attacking my cheeks with kisses and I couldn't help but chuckle and hug her tightly while she caressed my hair and comforted me.
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I took a deep breath when both of them sat on the hospital bed patiently waiting for me to start opening up about what has happened inside my grandparents house, what has turned me into this emotional mess who didn't even know how breathe in this world anymore.
But how could I tell them about the fairytale which page's are deeply engraved in my head and only existing in my heart?
My eyes shifted to the wide windows of the room where the bright moon was perking in and filling the cold room with its warm light.
Are you looking at the same moon Taehyung?
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While my eyes were focusing on the bright moon a little smile appeared on my lips followed by a hot tear slowly running down my cheek before I started telling them about the story of a modern girl who traveled 200 years back in time and fell head over heels for the King of a nation.
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"Have you ever paid attention to the moon and it's unspoken raw beauty? There is someone who payed attention to every little detail of the moon which tends to get overshadowed by the bright sun but he saw it he saw everything in her, there was this man named Kim Taehyung, the King of a nation called Mahiron..."
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"And no matter how hard I tried to open the damn door it got sealed again and the wish of seeing him again will forever stay as an unfulfilled longing inside my heart, it hurts i-it hurts so bad that I feel like I'm suffocating, all I can see are his eyes, his smile, I can still feel his touches on my skin, I feel like I'm burning alive without him..I-I" A sob escaped my lips and my voice broke down, embarrassed from everything I have just told my bestfriend's I slowly lifted my head while nervously playing with my fingers, chest heaving up and down while breathing irregularly.
Lisa was sniffling, eyes still widen from the shock before shaking her head and signaling me to stop feeling embarrassed and giving me an encouraging smile while Jisoo on the other hand turned her head to the side to wipe her tears away, a rare sight which broke my heart.
A heavy silence filled the room, we were sniffling while I lowered my head and stared blankly at my lap before Lisa carefully broke the silence and made me lift up my head.
"Time travel.." Lisa started while staring absently at one spot and make me nibble nervously on my lower lip but Jisoo placed her hand on Lisa's thigh to stop.
"First of all we believe in you Y/n, every word and every emotion you have felt was real and as your best friend's we should believe in you, never question this again. It may have been only two days for us but for you it was more than that and it shows baby, you have changed you have grown so much and I wish we could have been by your side to share your happiness and your painI'm sorry that you had to go through this but now we are here, never leaving your sides again." Jisoo
catched my falling tear and smiled softly at me, I gulped while feeling the heavy weight being lifted from my shoulders.
For the first time I have told someone about our story Taehyung
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They both pulled me into a group hug while we were sniffling and chuckling into the depths of the night, I knew it was hard to believe in this story and I knew they both needed time to comprehend all of this but for me they were still trying their best.
"Now spill the details was he a good fuck or no
?" Lisa teased me and I hid my face in embarrassment while my heart started racing.
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"I have heard that the Kings back then were hella rough and angry sex was kind of their Kink" Lisa giggled while wiggling with her eyebrows which made Jisoo shook her head in amusement and my eyes widen, my body tensed up and I could almost feel his warm breath on my skin, his large hands grabbing my body and making my knees tremble.
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"Lisa behave it's not the right time" Jisoo glared at her while Lisa nodded and pressed her lips together to not burst into laughter which made me smile deeply in thoughts.
"Y/n so you think that your grandfather knew about all of this right? That's why he was protecting you in the first place" She confirmed my thoughts and I nodded.
The missing puzzle pieces started appearing, he had his good own reasons why he tried to protect me from the door, he knew what would haven happen if I set a foot inside it, he knew about the consequences but I still opened it despite his warnings.
"Should I just break the door for you ?" Lisa asked and I shook my head while chuckling at her words and effort to put us in a better mood.
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"But from what you have told us all of this sounded legit as if you were over six months caught in 1819, how could it be that it's been only two days for us..?" Jisoo looked between at Lisa and I, trying to put the puzzle pieces together while my heart clenched painfully.
"I wish I could find the answer to it. all of this sounds so absurd that if it haven't been so vivid in my memories I wouldn't believe myself" I lowered my head while clenching my hands into a fist.
"Hey the most beautiful things are felt with the heart because real life isn't a Instagram story, the most beautiful moments aren't caught by a camera but felt with the heart" Lisa smiled cheerfully while Jisoo nodded in agreement and I smiled weakly.
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"You said something about an anklet, if it all was a dream it shouldn't be there, right ?" My eyes widened and I immediately pushed the sheets aside to check if it was still there and all of us gasped loudly when we caught the sparkling bracelet around my ankle shining in the darkness.
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"Holy shit!" Lisa's jaw dropped while I smiled softly and caressed the anklet the way he caressed it while putting it around my anklet, my heart started racing and filling the room when I remembered the way his dark irises gazed at me when he put it on me.
"There was so much going on that I hadn't even had the time to properly look at it" I said deeply in thoughts of that day at his grandmother's house, the beautiful fields and our moment at the swing of his childhood.
"It's beautiful Y/n" Jisoo smiled while lifting her eyes from the sparkling anklet and looking into my teary eyes.
"Ahh getting all emotional again" She chuckled, carefully wiping her tears away.
Lisa and I chuckled softly before they looked at each other knowingly and all of a sudden pushed me back on the bed and sneaked themselves on each side of me while covering us with the white sheets.
"The night is still young my lady and we have many things to catch up on" Jisoo grinned and I couldn't help but chuckle and exhale deeply before nodding at them and dive deep into the world where I left my heart.
I glanced over at sky through the wide windows and gulped down the growing lump inside my throat.
It was the same sky
but in a different time
Jisoo's POV
In the morning Lisa and I carefully sneaked out of the hospital room where Y/n was still asleep and went downstairs to the cafeteria with Lisa's laptop.
"It was Mahion right?" I nodded while Lisa started typing something and I closed my eyes, praying for the best to come out because I couldn't handle to see our joyful angel so broken that even breathing is hard for her.
"There aren't many things about him but. WAIT!" Lisa almost screamed and my eyes widened when everyone turned their had over at us.
"Yah idiot ! We are still at the hospital" I tried to hold my laughter back while staring at her unapologetic grinning face.
"An exhibition?" I read out loud and arched my eyebrows at the article Lisa had just clicked on.
"In honor of Kim Taehyung's 200th death anniversary the Contemporary Gallery holds an exhibition at the old ruined castle of his Kingdom placed in old city. Masterpieces of the unspoken and mysterious era about the life of The former King, hidden letters and new found antique pieces of that era are on the entire basement floor (1,300 square meters).
BLUE ROSE by Mark Tuan tells the story of a hidden affair of the King which led him to death, unfulfilled longing is deeply engraved into every masterpiece..." Lisa read out loud and I gasped, my eyes widened before we both stared at each other in shock.
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"Oh my god, I'm shivering Jisoo" Lisa quickly took off her fingers from her keyboard and started rubbing her arms in fear.
"200th death anniversary" I read out loud while my eyes grew even wider.
"H-How did he die ?" Lisa asked while staring at the article before she slowly started typing something again while I was nervously nibbling on my lower lip.
"I have found something, look here Jisoo " I lifted my head when she turned her laptop over to give me a better view of the display.
"Mahiron's greatest ruler King Taehyung married his spouse Princess Aera of Jeonsan at the age of 25 after a tragic injury which paralyzed her whole body except for her face and drown her into the pain of depression.
The great King has accepted her though she wasn't able to grow his bloodline. Later, mysterious letters of the King for a Princess he himself called the Princess of Seoul have been found which was till today biggest mystery of the history. Seoul wasn't existing in the 18005, so who was the mysterious affair of the King? How could he know about Seoul?
Which princess was he referring to?
Many more questions might be answered on the upcoming grand exhibition in honor of his 200th death anniversary in old town." I read out loud before gasping loudly and staring with widened eyes at Lisa who's soul just left her body, my chest started heaving up and down while letting my eyes run over the lines again which were all about our friend who was deep asleep in the hospital room.
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"Jisoo.. it's Y/n t-they are talking about.?" She asked me while breathing heavily and I nodded while staring at the display in shock.
"It's not that I didn't believe her but seeing it with my own eyes. is different" Lisa gulped while my eyes were glued on the display.
"He married that girl" I ran a hand through my hair and sighed while drumming my fingers on the table and thinking hard about everything we have just found.
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"Why did he do that ?" Lisa asked deep in thoughts, eyebrows furrowed while staring at the display.
My thoughts immediately drifted to our best friend who was finally able to sleep peacefully not knowing what has really happened in her absence which made my fingers clench into a fist.
"She got paralyzed Lisa, it's obvious he didn't loved her but pitied her just like Y/n told us, Aera was about to marry him." I said before nervously nibbling on my lower lip.
"Wait a minute. that means they couldn't have sex! Never thought that King's back in the day could be a keeper" Lisa's eyes widened and she started clapping excitedly and nodding proudly.
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"Yah!!" I started laughing while pushing her hands down to stop her from clapping loudly afraid the nurses would throw us out any minute.
"He has wrote letters to Y/n and it does make sense because it's been only one day since she has been back but it could have been a month since she has left 1819." I said and Lisa's eyes widened before nodding
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"And that's why his death anniversary is in a few days which means that he didn't die right after
Y/n came back, he has survived the attempted coup" Lisa added and we both nodded in agreement before she raised her hand and I gave her a loud high five which made the seniors shake their head at us which made us chuckle.
"You know I have never believed in something like time traveling but in just two days our best friend has traveled back in time, met a King and fell head over heels for him and now she is back with that unbearable pain. life is full of turns and surprises Lisa, who would have thought that something like this would happen to someone so close to us? Something we only saw in movies or read in books has happened to her and I can't imagine how hard it was to make all this decisions all alone on her own in a whole different time..." I sighed and shifted my eyes over to the bright display of her Laptop and the open article.
"To be honest when she started telling us about what has happened I thought maybe she hit her head somewhere and is imagining things but the more she went on the more I realized that it sounds too true to be just an imagination and this is the proof that she has met him" She pointed with her index towards her the display and I smiled
"Do you think there is a photo or something of him? I'm dying to know how that hot King looked like" Lisa smirked before chuckling and scrolling down the article.
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"We have to take her to the exhibition"