By Encounter Forty, the notebook felt heavier.
By Forty-Two, he started skipping meals without noticing.
By Forty-Seven, Jonah began texting him things like Have you talked to her yet? and You're not a ghost, you know.
Elias never replied.
Encounter Fifty happened at a pedestrian crossing, their shoulders almost brushing as they waited for the light to change. She was humming softly, something tuneless but sincere.
Elias wanted to say something then. Anything.
The light changed. People moved. The city reclaimed her.
That night, Elias stared at the number fifty written on the page for a long time.
Halfway.
The thought frightened him more than comforted him.
Because for the first time, he allowed himself to imagine what might happen if he actually reached one hundred.
And for the first time, a darker thought followed close behind.
What if one hundred arrived… and he didn't?
