I should just... try harder.
I have to.
Everyone's getting mad at me and I can't do work anymore because it's either too loud or too quiet in the room.
I can't focus and I can't sit still and I don't have any silent fidgets, so I'll tap on the table or click a pen or something and my keyboard key chain thing that I got on a bracelet? It's really loud.
Apparently louder than everything else.
Funny huh? How small clicks and taps can calm me, but small clicks and taps annoy everyone else in the world.