The house should have felt familiar by now.
And yet, as Zara stood just inside the doorway of the study, watching Adrian from across the room, it felt like she had stepped into unfamiliar territory—one shaped not by walls and furniture, but by unsaid words and fragile truths.
Adrian was standing near the bookshelf, his jacket draped over the back of a chair, sleeves rolled up once again. He looked relaxed on the surface, but Zara had learned to recognize the signs beneath: the tension in his shoulders, the way his fingers tapped lightly against the spine of a book he wasn't really reading.
They were alone.
Truly alone.
The kind of alone that invited honesty… and fear.
"You've been quiet since we got back," he said without turning around.
"So have you," she replied.
He glanced over his shoulder, meeting her eyes. A faint smile tugged at his lips, but it didn't quite reach his eyes. "Fair."
Zara stepped fully into the room, the door closing softly behind her. The click echoed louder than it should have, sealing them inside the moment.
"I keep thinking about what happened tonight," she admitted.
Adrian nodded. "Me too."
Claire.
The name hovered between them like a shadow neither wanted to acknowledge directly.
"She made you uncomfortable," he said after a beat. It wasn't a question.
Zara hesitated, then shrugged lightly. "Not uncomfortable. Just… aware."
His brow furrowed. "Aware of what?"
"Of how complicated your world is," she said honestly. "Of how many pieces there are that I don't fully understand."
He exhaled slowly, setting the book aside. "That's not your fault."
"I know," she said. "But it's still something I have to face if… if this is going to keep going."
If this.
The words lingered.
Adrian straightened, turning fully toward her now. "Is that what you want?"
Her heart skipped. "What?"
"For this to keep going."
Zara's breath caught. This was it. She could feel it—the way the air shifted, the way her pulse thundered in her ears.
"I don't know how to answer that without crossing another line," she said softly.
He took a step closer. "Maybe we need to stop pretending the lines are still intact."
She swallowed hard. "Adrian…"
"I know," he said gently, lifting a hand as if to steady her. "But every time we come close to saying what's really there, something pulls us back. Fear. Timing. Other people."
His gaze searched her face. "I don't want another almost."
Her chest tightened painfully. "Neither do I."
Silence fell—not empty, but full. Heavy with possibility.
Adrian closed the remaining distance between them, stopping just inches away. Zara could feel the heat of him, the steady rhythm of his breathing. Her fingers curled at her sides, resisting the urge to reach out.
"There's something I need to say," he murmured.
Her heart stuttered. "Then say it."
His jaw flexed. For a moment, she thought he might pull back again. But he didn't.
"Zara," he began, voice low and unguarded. "What I feel for you isn't confusion. It isn't convenience. It isn't just attraction."
Her breath came shallow. "Adrian…"
"It's the kind of feeling that changes the way I think," he continued. "The kind that makes me question every decision I've made before you."
Her eyes burned. She shook her head slightly, overwhelmed. "You can't say things like that unless you're ready for what comes after."
"I am," he said immediately.
The certainty in his voice made her chest ache.
"I care about you," he went on, his voice softer now. "Not in a way I can explain away. Not in a way I can control."
Her heart felt like it might burst.
"Adrian," she whispered, tears slipping free. "I—"
A sharp knock at the door shattered the moment.
Zara flinched as though struck.
They froze.
Another knock followed, louder this time.
"Mr. Blackwood?" came the house manager's voice. "I'm sorry to interrupt, but there's an urgent call. It's about the board meeting tomorrow morning."
Adrian closed his eyes briefly, jaw tightening.
Of course.
Always.
Zara stepped back instinctively, the space between them rushing back in like a tide.
"I should go," she said quickly, wiping at her cheeks.
"Zara—"
"It's fine," she insisted, forcing a small smile. "Really. This is… important."
He hesitated, torn. Then nodded once. "I'll come find you later."
She nodded, even though they both knew later rarely meant uninterrupted.
As she left the study, her chest felt hollow.
In her room, Zara sat on the edge of the bed long after the door closed behind her. Her hands trembled slightly as she clasped them together.
Almost.
Again.
She pressed her palms to her face, trying to steady herself.
Why did every truth between them feel so fragile? So easily broken by the world outside?
She knew this wasn't Adrian's fault.
But knowing didn't make it hurt less.
Across the house, Adrian stood motionless for several seconds after Zara left.
Then he ran a hand through his hair, frustration coiling tightly in his chest.
He hadn't planned to confess tonight.
He hadn't planned to say any of it.
But once he'd started, stopping felt impossible.
And now… now she was slipping away again.
The call dragged on longer than it should have. Logistics. Power plays. Numbers that suddenly felt meaningless.
When it finally ended, he checked the time and cursed softly.
Too late.
By the time he reached Zara's door, the light beneath it was already off.
He raised his hand, hesitated… then lowered it.
Some things couldn't be forced.
The next day arrived with an uneasy calm.
At breakfast, they were polite. Careful.
Too careful.
To anyone watching, nothing was wrong. They discussed schedules, upcoming meetings, trivial things.
But every glance carried weight.
Every silence screamed.
Later that afternoon, Zara stepped out into the garden, needing air. The sky was overcast, clouds heavy with the promise of rain.
She didn't hear Adrian approach until he spoke.
"Running away?"
She turned, surprised. "Just breathing."
He joined her, hands in his pockets. "I owe you an apology."
She shook her head. "You don't."
"I do," he insisted. "For not finishing what I started."
Her throat tightened. "Maybe it was better that way."
His brows knit together. "Do you really believe that?"
She looked away, watching the leaves sway gently. "I think we're standing on something fragile. And if we rush… we might break it."
He was quiet for a long moment.
"Or we might lose it by hesitating too long," he said.
She met his gaze then, eyes full of uncertainty. "That's what scares me."
He reached out, stopping just short of touching her hand. "Me too."
They stood there, suspended between courage and caution.
Once again, the confession lingered—unfinished.
And once again, fate seemed determined to keep it that way.
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Author's Note 💙
Chapter 29 is about tension, restraint, and the fear of crossing a line you can't uncross. Thank you for staying with Zara and Adrian through the almosts and maybes. Your comments and votes mean more than you know.
With love,
Amanda Ahamefule Ugosinachi