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Chapter 17 - Chapter 17: Secrets Between ThemBy Amanda Ahamefule Ugosinachi

The office hummed with the usual afternoon energy—phones ringing, keyboards clicking, printers whirring—but for Zara, it all felt muted, distant, as if the noise existed in a separate world she wasn't part of. Her thoughts, as always lately, kept returning to Adrian.

He had been unusually quiet all morning, moving through the office with that sharp, composed demeanor, yet something in the way he avoided her gaze set off alarms in her chest. It wasn't the first time she'd seen him like this, but this time it gnawed at her differently. It was heavier. Closer to a wall she didn't know how to scale.

Zara sighed, trying to focus on the pile of documents in front of her, but her fingers tapped a restless rhythm against the desk. The air felt tense, almost charged, as if the room itself were aware of the unspoken distance.

Just as she reached for her coffee, Adrian appeared beside her desk. His presence always drew her attention, but today, there was a subtle hesitation in his movement, a caution that only made her pulse quicken.

"You've been quiet," she said, testing the waters, trying to sound casual, though her voice betrayed her concern.

Adrian glanced at her briefly before returning his gaze to the window overlooking the city. "I've been thinking," he replied slowly, his tone even, but his eyes held a storm Zara couldn't quite read.

"About what?" she asked, leaning forward slightly. She hated how much she cared about the answer.

He hesitated, and for a moment, she thought he might turn and walk away. But then he shifted closer, resting one hand on the edge of her desk. "About us. About… everything."

Her heart thudded painfully. "Us?" she echoed, her voice barely above a whisper.

"Yes," he said, and she noticed the rare vulnerability in his expression—the kind he never showed anyone else. "This… fake relationship… it's becoming real in ways I didn't expect. And I don't know how to handle that."

Zara's chest tightened. The truth in his words was both terrifying and exhilarating. She had felt it too—the shift from pretending to something much more dangerous and complicated. She wanted to reach out, to bridge the small distance between them, but she hesitated, unsure if she'd overstep.

"I… feel it too," she admitted, her fingers brushing against a stack of papers as if they were a shield. "I didn't expect it, but… it's there. And I can't ignore it."

Adrian's lips curved into the faintest smile, fleeting but full of meaning. "That's what scares me," he confessed. "I've been careful for so long, avoiding attachments, avoiding… complications. And now, with you… I don't know where the line is anymore."

The office seemed to shrink around them, the usual background noise fading into nothing. Zara could feel the warmth radiating from him, see the intensity in his dark eyes. She wanted to lean closer, to reach for him, but she forced herself to remain composed. Instead, she said, softly, "Adrian… whatever this is between us, we'll figure it out. Together."

He studied her face, his eyes lingering on her lips for a brief second before dropping to her hands. "You make it sound easy," he said quietly, though his tone carried a weight she recognized. "It's not easy for me. I… have things in my past I haven't shared. Things that could complicate everything."

Zara felt a pang of curiosity mixed with unease. "What kind of things?" she asked, though she already suspected—after all, she had glimpsed the shadows he carried in fleeting moments.

He shook his head slightly, a shadow passing over his face. "Not now. I'm not ready to fully open that door. But I want you to know… it exists. And I need you to be patient with me."

Her heart softened. She had expected him to share everything at once, but now she understood—the slow reveal was part of who he was. "I can wait," she said firmly. "I want to be here for you, even if it takes time."

Adrian's eyes met hers again, dark and serious, before a flicker of relief crossed his features. "Thank you, Zara. That… means more than I can say."

For a moment, neither of them spoke. The tension was not uncomfortable—it was something else entirely, a quiet understanding that they were navigating uncharted territory together.

Then, Claire appeared at the doorway, tapping lightly on the frame. "Zara, the client for the Rossetti event is on line one. And they need some last-minute adjustments before the presentation."

Adrian straightened, his usual composed demeanor returning like a switch had been flipped. "We'll handle it," he said, though the softness in his eyes lingered.

Zara smiled faintly, returning to her work, but she couldn't ignore the small flutter in her chest. Their conversation, brief as it had been, left her feeling both closer to him and painfully aware of the secrets he still kept.

The day wore on with the usual flurry of activity, yet every now and then, Zara caught Adrian watching her from across the office. Small moments—his hand brushing against hers when passing documents, his chair moving slightly closer during meetings—were enough to set her pulse racing. The line between professional distance and personal connection blurred more with each passing hour.

Later, as the office began to empty, Zara found herself lingering at her desk, pretending to organize files, though her attention was elsewhere. Adrian was still at his workstation, typing with a focus she knew was partly a mask for the emotions he tried to suppress.

Summoning courage, she approached him, standing just behind his chair. "Do you want to grab dinner later?" she asked casually, though her heart betrayed her nerves.

He looked up, and for a fraction of a second, his usual guarded expression faltered. "Dinner?" he repeated, as if tasting the word.

"Yes," she said, smiling slightly. "Just the two of us. No work talk. No fake relationship rules. Just… us."

Adrian leaned back in his chair, his fingers drumming lightly on the desk. He considered her offer, and she saw the internal struggle—the careful weighing of risk and desire, hesitation and longing. Finally, he nodded. "Alright. Dinner. But… only if you promise we won't talk about work."

"I promise," she said, her grin widening. "No spreadsheets, no emails, no office politics. Just us."

He allowed himself a small smile, a rare, genuine one that reached his eyes. "Okay. It's a date."

The promise of dinner brought a warm anticipation, yet beneath it lingered an uneasy tension. Zara knew that Adrian's past was a shadow hovering over their growing connection, a secret he wasn't yet ready to share. But for the first time, she felt that she might be trusted enough to be let in, step by step.

As the evening descended, she packed her things, her mind swirling with thoughts of him. Then her phone buzzed—a message from an unknown number.

"He's hiding more than you think. Be careful."

Zara froze, her fingers hovering over the screen. The message made her heart race and her stomach churn. Who could it be? And what did they know about Adrian?

She looked across the office at him, already gathering his coat and briefcase, unaware of the message that had arrived. Something in her gut told her this was more than idle warning—it was a thread connected to the secrets he had hinted at, a thread that might unravel everything if pulled the wrong way.

Determined, she typed a reply to the unknown sender: "I'll handle it. But he needs to know I'm here. No matter what."

Her finger hovered over "send" for a moment before she pressed it, and a small shiver ran through her. The world outside was quiet, the city lights twinkling faintly against the evening sky. But inside, she felt a storm gathering—a storm of secrets, revelations, and emotions she was no longer willing to ignore.

Meanwhile, Adrian's mind was far from the office. He was already sensing the ripple of events that might force him to confront his past sooner than he wanted. There were messages, phone calls, shadows from a life he had tried to leave behind. Yet, as he glanced toward Zara, a flicker of hope appeared—hope that for the first time in years, he didn't have to face everything alone.

Dinner would be the first step. A small, ordinary step in a world that had been anything but ordinary for him. And Zara… she would be by his side. Slowly, carefully, he would let her in.

For now, though, the secrets between them remained just that—secrets. Hinted at, sensed, but not yet fully revealed. And the tension, the unspoken bond, the almost-touching feelings—they were enough to make Zara's heart race and Adrian's chest tighten in a way neither could fully explain.

It was a quiet evening, yet it carried the weight of everything to come. The mysteries of Adrian's past, the intensity of their feelings, the uncharted path of their relationship—all waiting silently in the shadows, just beyond the reach of light.

And both of them knew, deep down, that when the truth finally surfaced, nothing would be the same again.

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