POV: VIVIAN
I am running before I've decided to run.
This is accurate. The decision happens below the level of decision, in the place where the body knows things before the mind has caught up to them, and what the body knows is that it is at an altar with a bouquet on the floor and vows half-spoken and a man at the back of the room who is alive and who is not dead and who is standing in dark clothing with his whole attention on her face, and the body has done the calculation that the mind has been doing for three weeks since the Portuguese kitchen and has produced an answer.
I run toward the side exit. Not the back of the room, not toward Chase, just out, the specific direction of out, because what the body is doing is not running toward him, it is running toward the truth of what I said in front of a closet on a Wednesday, and the truth and he happen to be on the same side of the altar.
