ASTHERIEN'S POV :-
After what I got to know yesterday, does he still thinks that I can continue living with him?
All this life I was being told only lies.
My parents...they were killed...
By him.
How can I live with my parent's murderer?
Ok he wants to know right? I'll clear everything now.
"Okay so you want to know right?" I said, i didn't want to cry.
"Then yeah, Kevin told me everything... everything!" I said, eyes full of rage.
"What do you mean by that?" He asked in confusion.
Oh now his face colors changed.
"You killed my parents, still expecting me to stay?" I said.
I don't know how i am able to say those words.
I wanted to scream!
I wanted to beat the hell out of him!
But I don't know what's stopping me.
"Killed?" He asked, confused.
"Yeah! I don't wanna explain anymore! Just wait and watch." I said and again tried to open the door.
He pulled my hand off the door knob.
"Leave me!" I tried to remove his grip.
Why is he doing this to me? He doesn't even know how much it hurts.
The one I loved is the one who...
No I don't wanna say it again.
"Can you please stop doing this to me?" I said, doesn't matter how hard I tried to hide those tears, but they didn't stay in.
"You don't know anything...you know what happened?...you know what your dad did to me?...you know who actually killed them?...no you don't." He said.
I don't understand what's he saying?
Actually? My dad did something? Something else happened?
"Is there more left for me to get hurt?" I asked, bitting my own skin.
Trying to gulp those emotions that are going to burst out.
I looked away for a second, i can't hold that eye contact anymore.
Closing my eyes, expecting to open when in a bed, with bright morning.
Trying to escape this situation.
But i have to face it, I've known alot, this should be nothing.
"Fine..go on..tell me." I said.
He didn't say anything, just looking at me.
"Go on!!! Tell me now!!" I yelled.
"Fine!! So you want to know right? Then here you go. Do you know how we promised to stay together whole life since we were kids? Do you know how much I was suffering when you was expecting me to spare some time? Do you?" He said, furiously. Finally a tear escaped from his eye.
"Ash..do you know how i was forced to handle Aurex corp. at the age of just 18? Do you know how your dad tried to kill mine? Do you? You don't know! My mom..she cheated with the rival. The only support, my elder brother, he..also went for money. I was alone left with my dad and my little boy." He continued.
What's he saying? His words were piercing in my heart.
He broke down into tears, flowing non-stop.
I wanted to whip his tears off, but that doesn't change the fact that he killed...my parents.
"You you still....killed them." I said. I could hold back my tears anymore.
"I didn't...."
"Then who did?" I asked, moving forward to him.
"Hmm?" I asked again.
He turned his face.
"...Loris.." then he replied.
"He killed your parents." He turned back to me.
I froze.
"W-what?" I asked. Im so confused.
Who's loris?
"Who's loris? And why did he killed my parents?" I asked, I broke down and fell on the floor.
He tried to hold me, I was in his arms, trying to move away, hitting him continuously.
"Calm down." He said, hiding his own tears.
He's so strong right? Handling all this without any support?
I looked at him. My hand just moved by own to whip his tears.
Before I could do that, he lifted me up in his arms.
And took me to my bedroom.
He layed me on the bed, covering the blanket over.
"We'll talk later, rest first." He said, and left.
I can see that on his face. How much he was trying to hold back his emotions.
Whats happening?
The more I whip my tears, the more they continue to flow.
I still have alot to know, he just left me with even more confusion.
And Kevin? But he told just opposite.
After 2 days, I contacted him just to know that? A whole lie?
But who's telling the truth?
My pillow was too wet already.
I need to talk to Kevin.
I need to know more!
Who's loris?
Why did he killed my parents?
Why did my dad tried to kill his dad?
How am I related to loris?
How my family got into this?
I have alot of questions!
I won't let go!
I've been strong, and i will stay strong.
Don't matter how harsh the truth is!
I'll talk to Kevin!
But wait! He told me he's my brother. How?
Whats even happening in my life?
I exhausted, trying to find the answers, to stay strong even after knowing the harshest truth, that even I never wanted to hear, im just exhausted from this life.