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Chapter 101 - Can't Sleep Without Him

--: Author's POV: --

The tension in the penthouse had reached a boiling point. The air was thick, heavy with the scent of damp wool and the lingering chill of the London rain. Everyone was finally dry, dressed in soft hoodies and oversized sweatpants, but the silence was sharper than any blade.

Mia was curled into a ball on the edge of a velvet armchair, her face blotchy and her eyes red-rimmed. She looked like a child caught in a storm she didn't understand. Noah, however, stood by the floor-to-ceiling windows, her silhouette framed by the flickering lights of the city. She wasn't sobbing; she was simmering with a wounded, desperate pride.

"Ten minutes," Keifer repeated, his voice dropping into a low, dangerous register. "Mia, start. Why are you here, and why did you think it was acceptable to treat me like a toy in front of my university?"

--: Mia's POV: --

I felt like I was shrinking into the upholstery. I've known Keifer since we were in diapers, but I've never seen him look at me like I was an enemy.

"I... I just missed you, Keifer!" I sobbed, clutching a mug of tea I hadn't touched. "I didn't mean to hurt her! I call you 'baby' because that's what we've always done! It was just a childhood joke... I thought it would make you laugh."

"A joke?" Aries stepped forward, his voice a low growl that made me flinch. "You saw her face. You saw her break. You think her heart is a punchline?"

"I didn't know!" I wailed, looking toward Jay-Jay, who was sitting silently in the corner. "I swear, I didn't know he loved you like this! Keifer never loves anyone! He's always been the Ice King! We truly thought... we thought you were just a distraction."

--: Noah's POV: --

I turned away from the glass, my jaw set so tight it ached. I wasn't going to cry like Mia. I was a Watson associate. I had been raised for a purpose.

"I said what I said because it should be the truth," I snapped, my voice trembling with a bitter, jagged energy. I looked directly at Keifer, ignoring everyone else. "I spent my entire life being groomed for this, Keifer. Our families have a merger waiting. I've studied the languages you like, I learned the business protocols of your world, I literally tried to mold myself into the only woman who could ever truly understand the weight of your crown."

I shifted my gaze to Jay-Jay, my eyes flashing with a mix of jealousy and genuine confusion. "I tried so hard to be the girl you would love. I did everything right. And yet, you choose... her? Someone who doesn't understand the sacrifices we make? She doesn't deserve the weight of your name, Keifer. She doesn't deserve you because she hasn't had to fight for you the way I have."

SLAP

The sound cracked through the room like a lightning strike.

It wasn't Jay-Jay. It was Freya.

Freya stood in front of me, her breathing shallow, her eyes blazing with a protective, maternal fury. "Don't you dare," Freya hissed. "You talk about 'deserving' like love is a business transaction. You didn't try to be the girl he loves; you tried to be a trophy. Jay-Jay is the only person who sees the human being behind the Watson empire. She doesn't need to 'understand his world' because she is his world."

--: Author's POV:--

Keifer was fuming, his knuckles white as he gripped the edge of the desk, his eyes dark with a rage that looked ready to consume the room.

"Keifer, stop," Jay-Jay said softly. She stood up, her voice calm despite the chaos. She looked at Mia and Noah—the girls who had shared his childhood, the girls who were a part of his history. "Let them stay. They're your friends, and I won't be the reason you lose people you've known your whole life. Just... let's just eat and go to sleep. Everything is too loud right now."

Dinner was a ghostly affair. The long dining table was filled with food that nobody truly tasted. Section E and F4 sat in a heavy, watchful silence. Eventually, Mia and Noah were shown to their guest rooms, their heads hanging low.

The penthouse finally settled into a deep, expectant quiet. Keifer lingered in the hallway, gathering his courage. He walked toward the master bedroom, pushing the door open slowly, ready to spend the next five hours apologizing.

THWACK

A large, fluffy white pillow hit him square in the face. Before he could even register the impact, a thick duvet followed, tangling around his head like a net.

"Jay?" he asked, peeking out from under the fabric, looking utterly bewildered.

Jay-Jay stood by the bed, her arms crossed over her chest, her eyes still red-rimmed but sparking with a stubborn, cold light. "Don't 'Jay' me, Kwannan. I'm still angry. I'm hurt, I'm exhausted, and I don't want to see your face right now."

"Baby, please, I can explain again—"

"No," she said firmly, pointing toward the door with one finger. "Go sleep on the couch. Think about why you let them stay so close to you. Go."

Keifer opened his mouth to protest, but one look at her determined expression told him he had already lost the war. He let out a long, defeated sigh, gathered the pillow and blanket in his arms, and trudged out of the room like a scolded pup.

--: Jay-Jay's POV: --

I climbed into the massive bed in the master suite, the mattress feeling like an endless, cold desert. This bed had always felt like our sanctuary, but tonight, every inch of the high-thread-count silk felt like ice against my skin. I pulled the heavy duvet up to my chin, staring at the darkened ceiling where the shadows of the London rain danced in the dim light of the streetlamps below.

I turned to my left. Empty. I reached out a hand, brushing the pillow where Keifer usually laid his head. It was cold. It didn't smell like him yet; it just smelled like laundry detergent and loneliness. I turned to my right, trying to find a comfortable position, but my body felt heavy and restless at the same time.

One hour. That's how long I stared at the door. My mind was a battlefield. One side of me was still screaming, still seeing the way Noah had looked at him, still feeling the sting of Mia's "baby" comments. I was angry. I was rightfully, deeply hurt. I wanted to punish him. I wanted him to feel the weight of the silence I was forced to swallow in that cafeteria.

But the other side of me—the side that had seen him broken in the mud—was winning.

I closed my eyes and all I could hear was the sound of his knees hitting the grass. I could feel the phantom vibration of his forehead pressing against my shoes. Keifer Watson didn't just apologize; he had dismantled his entire pride at my feet.

The silence of the room began to feel suffocating. It was too quiet. I was used to the sound of his steady, rhythmic breathing. I was used to the way he would subconsciously pull me closer in the middle of the night, his warmth acting as a shield against the rest of the world. Without him, the penthouse felt like a museum—beautiful, expensive, and dead.

I tossed and turned, kicking the covers off only to pull them back on a minute later. I tried to count my breaths. I tried to think about my lectures. But every thought led back to the man on the sofa. Was he cold? Was he even sleeping? The sofa was too small for him; he'd probably wake up with a cramped neck and a bruised ego.

Finally, I couldn't take it anymore. The anger was still there, tucked away in a corner of my heart, but my need for him was louder.

I slid out of bed, my bare feet hitting the cold marble floor with a soft thud. I didn't turn on the lights. I moved through the dark suite like a ghost, my hand trembling slightly as I reached for the door handle. I opened it just a crack, the hinges let out a tiny, silver groan.

The living room was bathed in the ethereal, blue-grey glow of the London moon. The rain had slowed to a rhythmic tapping against the glass. I crept toward the L-shaped sofa, holding my breath.

There he was.

Keifer looked utterly ridiculous. His long legs were bent at an awkward angle to fit on the cushions, and he had the white duvet I'd thrown at him tangled around his waist. He looked exhausted, even in sleep. His brow was slightly furrowed, as if even his dreams were stressful.

I stood there for a long time, just watching him. This was the man everyone feared. This was the man who could move markets with a single phone call. And here he was, relegated to a couch because he loved a girl in a hoodie more than he loved his own power.

Slowly, carefully, I lifted the edge of the duvet. I moved with the precision of a thief, sliding into the narrow space between his back and the back of the sofa. The second my warmth brushed against him, he shifted.

He didn't wake up. Not really. But his subconscious knew.

A low, guttural hum escaped his throat—a sound of pure relief. Without opening his eyes, Keifer turned onto his side, his large frame curling around mine like a protective shell. His arm, heavy and warm, draped over my waist, his fingers instantly splaying across my stomach to anchor me to him. He pulled me back until there wasn't a single millimeter of air between us.

He tucked his chin over the top of my head, his breath hitching for a second before falling into a deep, synchronized rhythm with mine. He held me properly—not like a prize, but like a lifeline. In that cramped, narrow space on a leather sofa, the "Ice King" looked finally, truly safe.

The anger didn't vanish, but it went quiet. I reached down, lacing my fingers through his, feeling the strength in his hand even in sleep. I buried my face in the crook of his neck, breathing in the scent of his skin and the lingering hint of rain.

Finally, the world stopped spinning. The silence wasn't lonely anymore. I closed my eyes, held tight in the arms of the man who had bowed in the mud for me, and fell into the first real sleep I'd had since the storm began.

--: Author's POV: --

The next morning, the London sun decided to make a rare, brilliant appearance, casting long, golden streaks across the living room floor.

Mia and Noah were the first ones out of their rooms, looking tired and humbled. They walked toward the kitchen for coffee, but stopped dead in their tracks when they reached the living area.

Yuri, MJ, and Gorya, who had come down early to check on the situation, were already standing there, frozen in a silent line.

"Oh my god," Mia whispered, her hand flying to her mouth.

On the sofa, Keifer and Jay-Jay were a tangled mess of black cotton and grey fleece. Keifer's black t-shirt was wrinkled, and his hair was a complete disaster, but he looked more relaxed than anyone had ever seen him. He was holding Jay-Jay so tightly it was as if he were afraid she would evaporate if he let go. Jay-Jay had her face buried in the crook of his neck, her hand clutching the fabric of his shirt.

"I've known him fifteen years," Noah whispered, her voice devoid of its usual bite, replaced by a quiet, hollow realization as she watched them. "I've never seen him sleep like that. He always sleeps like he's ready for a fight... like he's waiting for someone to attack. But with her... he looks like he's finally at peace."

"That's because she's his home, Noah," Gorya said softly, her voice thick with emotion. "You tried to be his partner in business. She's his partner in life."

MJ smirked, pulling out his phone to take a quick picture before Keifer woke up and murdered him. "And here I thought the 'Couch Punishment' was going to last at least a week. Our CEO is whipped. Totally and completely whipped."

Yuri just smiled, a genuine, relieved expression. "He's not whipped, MJ. He's just finally found where he belongs."

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