I’m an omega who is a top. I’ve never felt the need to be submissive— The idea of bending myself to take it never felt right. So I stayed alone, because every alpha wanted to soften me, quiet me, turn me into someone who isn’t me, to force me to submit and turn into a bottom.
Then my father started dying, and I was bound to an enigma I didn’t ask for but couldn’t ignore. Sebastian doesn’t try to own me. He stands beside me. And somewhere between him and a masked (male) witch who sees right through every wall I built between myself and them, my life begins to unravel—and remake itself.

“Please,” he says quietly, “let me help you get through your heat.”
I meet his eyes and shake my head. “You can’t. You're an Enigma.” I say. “ And I’m a top.”

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WARNING!!!!!! This book contains a huge plot twist!!!!!!!

My stomach tightened instantly. My mind went straight to the worst place. Does he want to use it on me? The thought alone made my nerves flare. I don't like pain. I don't like being restrained. I don't like not knowing when something is going to hurt.


I swallowed hard, my body going tense without me meaning to. If Elias wanted that, though… if that was what he needed… I wouldn't say no even if I hated it, even if it made me uncomfortable. I told him to do whatever he wanted to me. I meant it.


But deep down, another voice whispered something quieter.


Chapter 39 - Liked The Idea