If thinking about it makes you anxious why don't you forget about it, You are a good person, you are a great person, look, even many great people must admire you, "even if it's a lie you just cover it up, I know you just want me to be happy"
"Don't you care about your parents?"
Silent and staring at him, At the edge of the rice field they sat, enjoying the vast expanse of rice fields under the banyan tree, Subaru smiled slightly, slowly he reached for a dandelion, He walked in front of her, slowly blowing on the flowers, they scattered everywhere.
"The seeds of this flower are on the feathers, look at them"
(he said pointing to some petals that were about to touch the ground).
"When they touch the ground they will come together, slowly and slowly until... one day a new flower will grow, are you still tired?",(Ask him gently)
"Hey Subaru, thanks"
(He answered with a smile looking at Subaru who was looking at the rice fields)
"Be grateful if you change, don't be grateful to people who give advice", (the girl chuckled hearing that)
"Okay, I think my tiredness is gone, we'll be there soon"
I knew a village girl who lived in a wooden hut, Everyone there lives the same way, the village is near Lake Caro, approximately close to the provincial border, When I arrived at the gate there were several knights on guard, at least the security of this place was guaranteed because of that.
"he's my friend, we met in the dungeon"
(the knights are seen whispering for a moment)
"come in"
(He replied in a loud voice)
He guided me to the house, come to think of it I couldn't see his face because of the helmet, As I passed a place a fat man said to him
"Clara stop for a moment, come over, my wife is making a cake"
"I can't right now Uncle, thank you for the offer."
"Okay"
The people here seem friendly, we walked on the path, on the left and right there were clashes of wheat and rice plants, I enjoyed this walk, it felt warm and pleasant, Every now and then Clara pulls a string, the rice paddy dolls move and it seems like sparrows are flying everywhere. since setting foot here he stared at the ground, It makes me wonder, I don't want to bother him, it's obvious she's keeping his problems to himself.
"how long"
"2 more blocks"
"I think the person who built this village was a great person, was the whole village separated and separated by rice fields?" (He asked while feeling the rice)
"yeah, oh by the way, which country are you from? Your clothes look different but your accent is the same as ours".
(she said turning around)
"You're so forgetful, I already said I don't know."
"haha. You're an interesting guy, but are you serious?"
(She said suddenly looking)
"I just remember a few things, I think I hugged this compass, this...emm"
"Anu Subaru"
"What is it"
"I'm not used to talking to men"
"That's your problem, get used to it, one day you'll get married, you know."
"Honestly you're the first man I've ever spoken to"
(She said holding Zu's hand)
Slowly, she removed some parts of the armor, she stop, Subaru saw the vast expanse of rice fields.
"Su.. Subaru, am I pretty?"
(Subaru turns around, falls silent and the wind blows, He was amazed and felt goosebumps)
"Y.. y. You very beautiful", (Subaru reached out his hand, subconsciously trying to touch the girl's face,
"Ah sorry, I didn't mean to.."
(He said removing their hand as the woman looked flushed)
"Thank you very much, um, my house is near, ee, that's my house" (He said pointing to a multi-storey wooden house)
"amazing, that's cool" (Subaru said with a slight smile)
"It's nice, right? That's my house."
(Said a man with a machete in his left hand)
"D-Dad since when.."
(Subaru stared at him, it was clear he was holding back his anger as he stared at this man)
"Yeah, I saw my daughter showing her face to a man I DON'T EVEN KNOW, hmm, you were about to touch her, RIGHT?"
"dad stop you'll scared him, Emma he's my guest"
"Ohhhhh. Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't know. Come on, PLEASE STAY AT MY HOUSE, OK?" (Subaru had been staring at him blankly all this time, then he slowly nodded.)
4-storey wooden house
Weathered? Of course not, I love this place, At least there was a head of the family sitting in front of me, In the living room with a carpet as a seating mat, He sharpened his machete in front of my eyes, he really sharpened it, the embers were clearly visible in front of my eyes, he sharpened it until the blade turned red.
"how much dowry did you bring"
(he asked with a sharp look, he was smoking a cigarette)
"Don't worry, I didn't come to propose."
(he said swallowing his saliva)
"WHAT DO YOU MEANT" (he south suddenly standing up with a sharp gaze, slowly he was about to slash me but luckily his wife came and pulled him gently)
"AAAARHH DARLING DON'T, HE'S OUR GUEST, DARLING STOP IT YOU'LL HURT HIM"
He sat back down next to me
"I was about to chop you up earlier, I'm sorry."
(he said softly, now he released a cup of milk in front of me)
"That's goat's milk, drink it, it's nutritious"
"Where is Mimi's milk daddy, please throw it away if you find it, it's gone bad" (said the little boy who suddenly appeared).
A harmonious family I don't hate it, When I think what kind of family this is an example of, slowly I watch them I think I want to have a family too, I feel emptiness in my heart, I feel happiness, I feel things that make me want to smile, I feel things that make me uncomfortable, I think I really want a family, A family where they share joy and sorrow and jokes in laughter