Jay Jay pov:
I can't process anything. They seriously used me. To get back at my so-called brother who never cared for me. Then percy dropped the BOMB that I am an illegitimate child and he is my step brother. Lies on lies.
But why? Why no one cared for me when I do everything for them? I know I make mistakes in past but I never want anything for anyone. Why God why? Why no one loves me? Am I that bad?
Now I feel like everything is a lie. My whole world is fake, a lie.
I always tried to be a better person and help everyone but why no one can give me love and care?
Percy said "Jay we are here let's go" That's when I realized that we reached Fernandez mansion. I saw many cars.
My chest tightened. I wanted to scream at them and ask why why did you do this to me when I treat you like my family but instead I clenched my fist and tightened my jaw.
Percy said "Jay you have to face them you can't run from them forever".I swallowed hard.
I said "Percy please come with me".he nodded. He stepped outside of car. He put my bike outside of the car.
I also stepped outside of car. I went inside with Percy. The moment I stepped inside. Kuya was there, Aries, Lola, Tita, My so-called mother and them section E and Keifer. They all were watching me.
"Where were you? We are all worried for you."Mama rushed to me,she tried to hug me but i stepped back.
I asked voice breaking "Tell me Am I an illegitimate child".
Her eyes widened in shock. She froze.Everyone froze. Section EShe grabbed my shoulders tight.
She questioned "Who told you this?"I removed her hand from my shoulder. Her silence told me the truth.
I said voice breaking "So it's the truth wowww how many more lies did you told me? How many more secrets you hide from me?"
Tita and lola said "Jay it's not like this we did this for you and your safety "
I turned to them Anger filled inside. I said "So you did this for my safety"They nodded.
I said "Then I would rather die than live with this safety and not knowing the truth. I don't want this type of safety who uses me in the name of protection".
Kuya said voice breaking "Jay please stop".
I shouted "SHUT UP None of you get to talk me not anymore After using me none of you have the right to talk to me".
Lola shouted at me " Jay Enough you shouldn't shout like this"
I snapped "What? You all don't have the right to keep my life's truth hidden"
I pointed towards my so-called mother and said "This is because of you. You destroyed my life. I wish I would have never been born ".
" Jay please don't say it's not like this I love you jay you are my daughter "Mom said while crying.
"Oh so you remember you have a daughter? I thought you forget If I am your daughter then where were you from 8 years? Where were you when I needed you? Where were you when someone bully me? Where were you when there was my birthday and I wish you would come. Where were you when there was a festival and at every festival I wait for you by door that you would come but you never came? Never.Have you cared about me? Have you ever ask me am I doing fine or not?"I scoffed in pain. Tears were streaming down my face😭😭
"Jay I am sorry baby"Mom said while crying voice trembling. 😭😭
Do you know what it feels like to be all alone and live without your father and used by everyone? Do you know what it feels when you wait for your mother everyday and she didn't even came to see me that how was I did you ever considered my feelings "I shouted angrily. My so-called mother didn't say anything but stared at me with teary eyes.
I shook my Head and shouted"No you don't know anything about me "
Aries shouted " SHUT UPP JAY ENOUGH ".
I snapped "No You SHUT UP Aries you don't get to talk. I don't know what happened between us but you don't get to hide the fact that you are my brother. You know that how long I am dying to meet my brother who was in front of me everyday but hated me which I don't know why. But it's ok from now on I will not considered you as my brother ".
Aries looked down feeling guilty.
I turned to kuya and said " You, when you took me I thought finally I had be matter to someone but no you just wanted to use me for your company. Have you ever think what I am feeling".
Yuri said reaching out "Jay please listen ".
I said "don't you dare fucking touch me"
I said angrily "Why?Why yuri?Why you want to be with me? You don't even love me you just want to win against keifer. That's why you forced this engagement. You know that I never loved you but still you did this"
Yuri said "Jay it's not like this I really love you"
I snapped "well I don't and never will".I turned to section E.
I shouted "From what I remember I have always helped you and cared for you but why did you did this to me? Why did you hurt me?I never hurt you all but you all hurt me why?"tears streaming down my face.
I said "I thought you as my little brother but no you are just taking revenge by hurting me"ponting at ci-n.
Ci_n said voice breaking "Jay it's not like this please listen"
David softly said "Jay please listen to us"
calix said pleading "Jay please listen "
I shouted "SHUT UP".
I grabbed keifer's collar and yanked forward and snapped" You have a problem with Aries then why drag me you think that makes you strong no it makes you coward " For a moment guilt flickered in his eyes but he quickly masked it with cold and empty expression.
He removed my hands and said "Do you really think I will love you.No, I just used you. Do you really think that I will like someone like you"
I stepped back, chest tightening.
I shouted voice breaking "You know what you all are the same you all just use me for your benefit. You all pretend to love me for your benefit. Why don't I deserve love what did I even do"
Lola said voice trembling "Jay please...listen to us".
"No, Don't touch me and Don't follow me"I said voice shaking and run outside.
I took my bike and rode away they were all running behind me
Kuya shouted "Jay please stop "he was running behind my bike. 🚲🚴
Aries shouted" Jay please stop you might get hurt ".Chasing after me.
I saw Keifer came with car and made them sit inside to stop me. But I took a different path which I didn't know. The road was small so a car can't enter. I saw this car straight goes to different city.
I suddenly stop my bike as I feel dizziness. I was going to fall but someone catch me I saw it was a girl. She was in her 20s.
That girl asked "Are you ok?Is there any problem".
I was going to say something but couldn't as dizziness took over me. My knees buckled. That girl was calling my name before I could say something everything went black.
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✨Author's Note ✨
Hey guys this the first chapter please tell me about your thoughts
You guys might be thinking that this is almost same as Written in stars story by moon_flowers then you are right.
Don't worry I have asked permission and this is a different after this chapter the story will be different
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