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Chapter 38 - Chapter 38-A Place That Isn’t an Ending(Jim)

The applause faded slowly, but the sound itself lingered in the air, reluctant to disappear.

It wasn't the kind of applause that erupted and ended all at once. There was no sharp rise, no clean cutoff. Instead, it stretched—each clap arriving a fraction of a second later than expected, uneven and unhurried.

Old hands came together with limited strength. Some palms barely met. Some fingers trembled slightly as they moved. Yet precisely because of that, the sound carried weight. It wasn't loud. It wasn't impressive. It was real.

Jim stood beside his grandfather and felt the attention settle around him.

Not press down.

Settle.

The gazes he sensed weren't sharp. They didn't probe or evaluate. There was no curiosity sharpened by suspicion, no sympathy tinged with discomfort. What he felt was something quieter, something harder to name.

Recognition.

As if the people around him were confirming a simple fact:

Yes, he is here.

Yes, he is standing with us.

He wasn't being observed as an outsider. He wasn't being placed at a distance. He was simply being acknowledged as someone who belonged within the same shared moment.

Danny stood farther away, close enough to observe but far enough not to intrude. His posture was relaxed, hands tucked into his pockets, shoulder leaning lightly against a structural pillar. He didn't check the time. He didn't signal anyone. He didn't rush the scene forward.

It was as if he had intentionally stepped out of the frame.

Jim felt his grandfather's hand move. A gentle pat landed against the back of his own—light, careful, familiar. The touch carried almost no force, yet the warmth traveled through him immediately, unmistakable and grounding.

"Don't be nervous," his grandfather said softly.

"There's no one here who will stare at you."

Jim nodded, though he hadn't realized he was tense until that moment. His shoulders loosened slightly, but his throat tightened instead. He swallowed, the motion awkward, incomplete.

He wanted to say something.

Anything.

A greeting. A response. A sentence that would justify his presence.

But the words refused to arrange themselves. Every possible opening felt wrong—too loud, too forced, too unnecessary.

The introductions didn't conclude with any formal announcement. There was no signal that marked an ending. The moment simply… eased apart.

The elderly gradually returned to their places. Conversations resumed in low tones. Some people leaned closer to each other. Others reclined back into their wheelchairs, faces angled toward the sunlight, eyes half-closed.

Not resting.

Confirming.

Confirming breath.

Confirming warmth.

Confirming existence.

Null was guided back toward the rear of the group. The motion was smooth, practiced. The child's posture didn't change. His expression remained flat, unreadable.

Jim found his gaze drifting there again, pulled by something he couldn't explain.

For a brief instant, their eyes aligned.

Then Null's gaze shifted—just slightly.

It wasn't avoidance.

There was no tension in it. No reaction at all.

It was as if the idea of being watched hadn't registered.

That absence struck Jim harder than any visible emotion could have. His chest tightened, slow and heavy, like something settling where it didn't belong.

And suddenly, he understood.

This place wasn't designed to put pain on display. No one was asked to recount their worst memories. No one was expected to perform grief or suffering for the sake of others.

Each person simply placed a fragment of their life on the table. Not the whole story. Not the sharpest wound. Just one piece—small enough to hold, light enough to release.

Once placed, it was acknowledged.

And then withdrawn.

Life continued.

His grandfather's wheelchair shifted slightly to the side. The AI assistant adjusted its position automatically, maintaining a consistent half-step distance. The mechanical arm stayed lowered, inactive, waiting.

Jim noticed how little attention the machines drew.

No dramatic frames. No glowing panels demanding notice. They blended into the environment, existing just behind the line of focus—stationary, patient, almost invisible.

Yet when he paid closer attention, the precision became obvious.

The instant an elderly man's shoulders sagged, the wheelchair's backrest tilted by a degree too small to notice consciously. A woman's breathing grew uneven, and the indicator lights changed color without sound. Emotional fluctuations—tiny, involuntary—were tracked and logged in real time.

This level of observation should have felt invasive.

Instead, it felt… accepted.

Jim realized why.

No one here treated care as weakness.

No one equated assistance with failure.

Being looked after wasn't something to resist.

It was something allowed.

"Jimmy."

His grandfather's voice pulled him back.

Jim lowered his head. His grandfather was watching him closely now, eyes steady, unclouded.

"You've been looking at that child."

Jim hesitated, then nodded.

"…Yeah."

There was no accusation in the statement. No curiosity sharpened into demand. His grandfather simply acknowledged the fact and let it rest between them.

"Remember his eyes," he said after a pause.

"That's not indifference."

"It's what happens when someone learns not to expect—too early."

The words were quiet.

They slipped past Jim's defenses before he could prepare for them.

Something inside him flinched.

He wanted to argue. To insist that he was wrong, that he was reading too much into it. But when he searched for the word no, it refused to appear.

Danny approached then, footsteps unhurried.

"It's about time," he said evenly.

"The medical wing is ready."

His grandfather looked up at him and smiled—a small expression, restrained but sincere.

"Thank you," he said.

"I appreciate it."

Danny shook his head.

"It's just procedure."

Yet there was nothing hollow in the way he said it. No detachment. No impatience. It sounded like the voice of someone who had repeated the same process countless times and still chose to do it properly every time.

The wheelchair began moving toward the edge of the plaza.

Jim matched its pace, then slowed slightly, afraid of stepping ahead. The rhythm of his footsteps adjusted instinctively, falling into sync with the quiet mechanical motion beside him.

As they left the gathering, he glanced back.

The elderly had already returned fully to their own worlds. Lunch plans were debated. Old sports results resurrected and argued over. Sunlight claimed closed eyes.

No one watched them leave.

And yet, Jim knew—

He wouldn't forget this place.

The passage toward the medical wing stretched long and open. It wasn't enclosed like a hospital corridor. Transparent material formed the ceiling, filtering sunlight until it softened into a gentle glow.

Plants lined both sides, trimmed carefully, leaves clean and deliberate in their arrangement.

There was no scent of antiseptic.

Only green.

Alive.

Sound existed here, but it was controlled. The wheelchair's movement produced a faint hum, absorbed by the flooring. Conversations drifted in fragments, broken by distance and structure—recognizable as human voices, stripped of urgency.

Jim noticed the absence of signage.

Directions weren't shouted. They weren't posted. Instead, light guided movement. Warmer tones indicated residential areas. Neutral hues signaled transition.

No one explained this.

Yet he followed instinctively.

And then the thought struck him:

I've been here before.

Not physically.

Conceptually.

This place wasn't a destination. It wasn't a beginning or an end. It was something in between—a space that allowed people to slow down, to breathe, to exist without pressure.

The wheelchair ahead moved steadily. No hesitation. No recalibration.

Not because the machine knew the route.

Because his grandfather did.

Jim remembered how recently his grandfather had needed reassurance at every step. Questions repeated. Directions confirmed again and again.

Now—nothing.

No uncertainty.

No doubt.

As if this path had already been walked enough times to settle into muscle memory.

Jim's steps lagged by half a beat.

Not from exhaustion.

From disbelief.

Earlier that day, everything here had been foreign. Equipment. Robots. Space.

Now, none of it felt intrusive.

It hadn't vanished.

It had been accepted.

He noticed the small things. The angle of his grandfather's nod to passing staff. The way he lifted his gaze forward when the wheelchair paused. The timing of his hands resting on the armrests—always just before the AI confirmation tone.

These weren't habits taught through instruction.

They were habits formed through permission.

This place didn't demand adaptation.

It assumed belonging.

Jim glanced down at his shadow, faint and blurred under the filtered light.

His grandfather's shadow was firm—wheelchair and body merged into a single, continuous shape.

As if that was how it had always been.

Something rose in Jim's chest.

Not peace.

Not sorrow.

Recognition.

Some places don't require time to claim you.

"Grandpa…"

"You won't feel… alone here…"

The sentence broke apart before it could finish.

Because his grandfather smiled.

"I won't," he said simply.

"The people you saw today—

they're always around."

"Some leave."

"Others arrive."

The wheelchair stopped.

Glass doors opened smoothly, revealing the medical wing beyond—bright, spacious, orderly.

The AI aligned the chair precisely.

"Today's itinerary confirmed.

Next destination: Medical Wing Cafeteria."

Jim blinked.

"Cafeteria?"

Danny nodded.

"You can eat together."

"It's allowed during visiting hours."

His grandfather's eyes lit up.

"That's good," he said.

He turned toward Jim.

"You were such a picky eater when you were little."

Jim exhaled, faintly amused.

"…I'm better now."

His grandfather laughed.

The corridor stretched onward.

And as Jim walked beside him, he realized—

It had been a long time since he'd walked with his grandfather like this.

Not in a hospital.

Not at an ending.

But somewhere that still felt… open.

And for the first time in a while, his steps felt steady.

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