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Chapter 43 - Chapter 41 I'm going back to manila (Keifer’s POV)

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🌙 Chapter: One Month Later — His POV

"Good work today, Keifer."

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I didn't look up immediately.

Just signed the last document in front of me, the pen moving smoothly across the paper before I placed it down.

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Honey hesitated for a second, then left quietly.

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Silence returned.

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The office was exactly how I liked it.

Minimal.

Clean.

Controlled.

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Everything in place.

Everything predictable.

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Just the way things should be.

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And yet—

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something felt… off.

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I leaned back slightly in my chair, eyes drifting toward the glass wall overlooking the city.

London looked different at night.

Colder.

Sharper.

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Or maybe that was just me.

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It's been a month.

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A month since the announcement.

A month since the engagement.

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A month since everything was decided—

without me.

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I exhaled slowly.

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"She's… not what I expected."

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The words slipped out before I could stop them.

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I let out a quiet, humorless chuckle.

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"Hey, Mom…" I muttered under my breath, leaning my head slightly back. "You really had to make this complicated, didn't you?"

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Serina Watson.

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Even after everything—

she still controlled the game.

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Even now.

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My gaze dropped to the table.

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That girl.

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The chosen heir.

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I don't know her name.

Don't know her face.

Don't know anything about her.

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And yet—

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we've met.

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Twice.

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Both times—

masked.

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Hidden.

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Controlled.

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"She's… decent," I admitted quietly.

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Calm.

Collected.

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Not loud.

Not reckless.

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Not like—

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I stopped.

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My jaw tightened slightly.

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Jay.

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Jay Jay.

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The name alone—

was enough.

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"She's kind," I continued under my breath. "Composed. Humble."

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Everything people would expect.

Everything people would approve of.

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Everything that makes sense.

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And yet—

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it doesn't feel right.

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Because she's not her.

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My fingers curled slightly.

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Jay wasn't calm.

Wasn't soft.

Wasn't… predictable.

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She was chaos.

Fire.

Trouble.

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And somehow—

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everything I couldn't control.

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A faint exhale left me.

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"I miss her."

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The words came out quieter this time.

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Almost like I wasn't supposed to say them out loud.

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Almost like admitting it—

made it real.

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I leaned forward, resting my elbows on the table, hands loosely clasped.

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"I told myself she didn't matter."

A soft, bitter smile.

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"That was a lie."

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Of course it was.

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She mattered more than she should have.

More than I allowed.

More than I planned.

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And I lost her.

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Because I chose power.

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Because I thought—

I'd have time.

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I let out a slow breath.

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"And now…"

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I glanced at the engagement file lying on the table.

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"I'm engaged to someone I don't even know."

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Silence.

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Cold.

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Unforgiving.

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"And the only person I want—"

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I stopped.

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Didn't finish the sentence.

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Didn't need to.

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Because I already knew.

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Jay.

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Always Jay.

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I leaned back again, running a hand through my hair.

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"This is stupid."

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Everything about this—

was stupid.

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The engagement.

The condition.

The silence.

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The fact that I'm playing along.

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But I don't have a choice.

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I never did.

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My gaze shifted toward the city again.

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Lights flickering.

People moving.

Life continuing.

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And somewhere—

far from here—

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she was living hers.

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Without me.

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The thought didn't sit well.

Didn't settle.

Didn't fade.

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"I can't leave her."

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The words were quiet.

Firm.

Final.

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No hesitation.

No doubt.

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Because no matter what this engagement is—

no matter what this situation becomes—

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that doesn't change.

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She doesn't change.

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I stood up.

Slowly.

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Decision made.

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"Tomorrow," I said under my breath.

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A pause.

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"I'm going back to Manila."

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My jaw set slightly.

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"To find her."

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Not as Mark Keifer Watson.

Not as the heir.

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Just—

as the man who messed everything up.

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And wants to fix it.

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No matter what it takes.

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Because power?

Control?

Empire?

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None of it means anything—

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if she's not there.

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And this time—

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I'm not letting her walk away.

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