Some of yall going to be like "Who the fuck are you?"
I'm no big re:zero guy, but I can definitely get behind in giving Subaru a better life.
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"Why!....Why!"
A young man screamed, he felt pain but the pain he felt of what had just happened. Like usual he couldn't do anything, he was to weak to make changes.
"Every time....why save me!"
He grunted, getting off his knees as he turned to face a small girl with pigtails drills.
"I hate having to see you....so pathetic."
She insulted him, her unique pink eyes looked at him. Not with disdain but with worry. Even though she doesn't show it, her relationship with the boy in front was something akin.
"If it's saving someone! Why couldn't it be them!?"
He yelled at the little girl who saved him from a murderous woman that had killed him multiple times.
Elsa Granhiert
A crazy bitch that always stood in his way. Trying to kill him, she had an obsession for his death.
Startled, the little loli stuttered a bit.
"W-Why would I do that?"
She looked at him dead in the eye, as he sat on the ground, bleeding from his wounds.
"I have no reason to save anybody, I just wanted to find a reason to do so."
"Then there was no reason, such bullshit to even think of saving ME!"
He was angry, as he grunted in pain. The loli clicked her tongue not liking seeing him in pain.
"Subaru."
"Who even asked you to save me!?"
The loli trembled, as he was pissed. She shook her head, she sensed his anger.
The boy Subaru gritted his teeth.
"Everything up till now with be rewritten! DO you not know what have you done!?"
He continued as the loli eyes trembled, she felt hurt. She didn't like how Subaru yelled at her, how he was blaming her. But even she knew it was her fault. She only saved him to have others die.
"Should've just killed me!"
The loli gripped the hem of her skirt tightly, she looked down those words really shook her heart.
"I'm...sorry....I don't understand."
"Aaah!"
*Crack*
He got up and thew the table with the tea on the ground. He grabbed a shard of glass as he pointed it at his neck. Everything was not fine, but if he had to make things right. He'll kill himself to revert back in time.
Suffering even more, but with knowledge of the future.
"Dammit all! I'll, have to kill myself if you won't help!"
*THUD*
"Stop Subaru!"
"Why stop me Beatrice!"
Saying the Loli's name, she had pushed him on the floor, grabbing his arm with the shard. Trying to stop him from killing himself.
"W-Why!?"
"Don't die! Not like this Subaru!"
"Let me go right now!"
Beatrice tightly holding him, he grunted as he couldn't overpowered her but he was weak right now. Injured, but Beatrice was able to take the shard and throw it aside.
Pushing him as he fell face on the ground.
He got up, gritting his teeth. His bloody hand touched the shelf, not realizing something amiss. Even Beatrice the guardian of the libraire who supposed to know what is inside the library. Was unaware of a mysterious book that seem to be placed where Subaru hand was.
With blood in his hands, the book glowed and became nothing but dust. A symbol then appeared on his hand.
Beatrice somehow didn't take notice. By some miracle, Subaru may or may not have changed his life there.
"I just need to die! It's that simple..."
A small tear ran down his face.
"I just did! I read something, with it it told me about you, I took pity!"
She shouted back, angry how he acted with her.
"You think everything was done for you!? I do everything for mother!"
Pointing at Subaru as if it's his fault.
"You A human!....Human!"
He slowly got up and walked to her.
"Don't come any closer human! I hate YOU! hate YOU!"
She had a book in hand, Subaru felt everything change. It was a book that knew of his secret. His curse, something he hated to have.
"Stop!"
*thud*
She smacked him with the book, he already was loosing blood, as he fell on the ground. He coughed blood, Beatrice felt shocked of her actions. Tears starting to break out, as the door creaked open.
"My~"
He looked at the woman now standing before him. Elsa licked her lips seeing him so pathetic.
"Ara~ He truly cares for you."
She glanced at Beatrice who was holding a special book. She looked away trembling, she may have regretted her decision.
Elsa pulled her dagger and slammed it onto Subaru's heart. Killing him, as he coughed and grunted in pain.
"Argh!"
He slowly lost the light of his eyes.
He died, but in the next moment he appeared next to someone he cared for.
*cough*
In just seconds he had died, now he coughed trying to regain his breathing. He looked to his right recognizing someone.
"Emilia...."
He looked around, the same place he made it his restart point. He was going to have to go through it again, unless he goes another path.
Not knowing that someone was now inside his body. He then heard emilia move in her sleep as if having nightmares.
"Emilia!"
She stop talking in her sleep, as if she was scared as she opened her eyes. She saw Subaru with a worried look.
"I'm here....don't worry."
It didn't take long for her to calm down. As he took her back to that "place" to have her rest.