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Chapter 703 - Extra 10: The Genuine Thing

Time passed.

​Inside the villa.

​Hikigaya lay on the hospital bed, his mind in a daze, like a wooden stick stirring mercury; even thinking became laborious.

​Wanting to open his eyes.

​Hikigaya felt his eyelids were exceptionally heavy, and it took a long time before he managed to open them.

​Just as he wanted to get up.

​He found his hands were like slender branches, as if they could break at any moment from weakness.

​Hikigaya lowered his gaze to take a look.

​What met his eyes were arms as thin as branches, the skin like withered wood; they were indeed his arms.

​A woman was resting by the bed, tightly grasping his palm.

​Pink-gold hair was coiled on her head mixed with some white strands; her skin seemed younger compared to people of the same age.

​Hikigaya felt she looked familiar, but no matter what, his mind remained chaotic; he couldn't remember who it was.

But the warmth from her hand couldn't help but make him feel a sense of comfort.

​Hikigaya couldn't help but hold the other party's hand back.

​Speaking of which.

​How long had he been asleep? He couldn't seem to remember.

​"Hmm?"

​Just then, the woman leaning by the bed seemed to notice something, and she quickly opened her eyes; the two couldn't help but meet each other's gaze.

​"Hachiman, Hachiman, are you awake?"

​"I... Ichinose?"

​Although his voice was a bit hoarse, Hikigaya recognized her voice instantly.

​Memories flooded into his mind like a tide; it was truly incredible.

​"Is it... Ichinose?"

​Ichinose was stunned for a moment.

​This name hadn't been used for a long time. Although they weren't married, she still changed her surname to Hikigaya instead of Sakayanagi, but—

—those things aren't important now.

​Hearing the long-lost name.

​Ichinose felt an indescribable joy, her hands wrapping around Hikigaya's palm.

​"Yes, it's Ichinose."

​Hearing such a tone like coaxing a child, Hikigaya suddenly realized.

​He seemed to be sick, a sickness like Alzheimer's.

​Was that why Ichinose was coaxing him like that?

​But for some reason.

​Hikigaya now felt his mind was exceptionally clear, and he couldn't help but find it a bit funny.

​"Really, I'm not a child anymore."

​"Mhm, hikki isn't a child anymore."

​Ichinose wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes, firmly holding Hikigaya's palm, still not taking it to heart.

​Judging by this.

​It seemed this state had been going on for a while; perhaps similar things had happened before.

Understanding that explaining would probably be useless, Hikigaya didn't take it to heart either.

​"Speaking of which... where are Hiyori and the others?"

​"They are resting downstairs. It's my turn to keep watch tonight; I'll go call them up right now."

​"No need, let them rest first."

​Seeing Hikigaya propping up his hands wanting to get up, Ichinose quickly supported his shoulder and lowered the lift handle.

​"hachiman, do you want to drink water or eat something? Just tell me whatever you need."

​"No need, I feel my state is better than ever before; just talk to me."

​Hikigaya leaned on the bed, feeling like he had many things to say, but when the words reached his lips, he didn't know what to say.

​Hearing his words, Ichinose covered her lips, tears falling like a burst dam; she naturally knew what it meant.

​"Really, Ichinose is still as much of a crybaby as before."

​Seeing this, Hikigaya wanted to raise his hand to wipe away her tears, but his arm felt exceptionally heavy. Ichinose quickly pressed her face against Hikigaya's hand.

​"Yes, I'm still as useless as before..."

​"How is that possible? Ichinose is very amazing."

​Hikigaya's fingers wiped the tears at the corner of her eyes.

​"I remember it was you who confessed to me; you were the first girl to confess to me and even twice in a row. I was really shocked back then, and I didn't know how to respond to your feelings."

​"Eh?"

​Ichinose was stunned for a moment.

​Only then was she sure that Hikigaya indeed remembered, but following that was even greater sadness, and her tears became uncontrollable.

She still forced a smile on her face.

​"Yes, I remember you rejected me the first time; I was very sad then.

​"By the way, hachiman, did you find the genuine thing you wanted?"

​"What is that? Can it be eaten?"

​Hikigaya couldn't help but laugh; how could he still care about those things.

​Indeed, it was as Ichinose said.

​The genuine thing is nurtured in failure; only time can prove the genuine thing.

​The fact that Ichinose was still sitting here was the best proof.

​If there were any regrets.

​"I'm sorry..."

​Hikigaya used his strength to place his hand on Ichinose's head.

​His tone was gentle.

​"I've made you suffer along with me."

​"No, that's not it at all. I never felt like I suffered anything."

​Hearing this, Ichinose grabbed Hikigaya's palm and shook her head repeatedly, no longer able to suppress her crying.

​Because she knew very well.

​Hikigaya had been working hard for them all his life, trying to make them live happily.

​Ichinose was naturally not a woman who didn't understand the other party's efforts.

​However.

​Hikigaya also couldn't remain indifferent.

​Ichinose had sacrificed far too much for him; in the end, he couldn't even give them the status of a wife, which truly made him feel guilty.

​Perhaps if Ichinose could fiercely curse him for a few words, it would actually make him feel much more relaxed.

​Unfortunately.

​Ichinose was just that kind.

​Wanting her to complain was probably impossible to begin with.

​All that was left was—

​"Thank you, Honami."

​Hikigaya's thumb wiped the corner of Ichinose's eyes; the wrinkled skin was still reassuring.

​"Thanks to your efforts, everyone has been able to get along peacefully. I'm really sorry for making you endure so much; the rest can only be repaid in the next life."

​"No, I have lived very happily."

​Ichinose still shook her head constantly, crying like a fountain.

​Although Hikigaya was very good to all of them.

​In reality, Ichinose knew very well that Hikigaya would often secretly favor her, so she was already very satisfied.

​"Fool, you're already at this age; crying like this isn't good for your health. You need to pay more attention to your body from now on."

​"I know, hachiman, stop talking and pay attention to your own health."

​In the midst of it, Hikigaya suddenly felt something.

​"Call them up."

​"..."

​Hearing his words, Ichinose cried even more sadly, but she still pressed the call bell and picked up her phone to send messages to the private doctor and the children.

​One after another, Shiina Hiyori and the others walked into the room, surrounding Hikigaya and talking endlessly.

​Until two hours later, the room was already packed with people.

​Karuizawa and the others were all there, along with some young people who looked very similar to Ichinose, Karuizawa, and the rest.

​Watching this scene, a smile couldn't help but appear at the corner of Hikigaya's mouth.

​In this life, he had cried, laughed, been tired, and struggled.

​It was enough.

​Being able to live a life like this was mainly due to luck; they were truly very kind and good girls...

​"I suddenly feel very sleepy, I want to sleep for a while."

​"Mhm..."

​Ichinose covered her lips, tears faintly overflowing from the corner of her eyes.

​"hachiman ..can sleep for a while; we will always be with you. How about I wake you up in the morning?"

​"Alright, then I'll leave it to you."

​Saying that.

​Looking at the worried or tear-holding gazes before him.

​Hikigaya closed his eyes, his vision falling into darkness, and his arm slowly slumped down.

...

​(The story is complete.)

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