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Chapter 7 - XXIX - XXXII

CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE ALDRIC

I walked into the seminary like a man walking into his own funeral.

Not because I expected to die—though that was a possibility. Because the person I'd been, the true believer who had served the divine order with absolute certainty, was already dead. He'd died in a Churn archive, surrounded by evidence he couldn't ignore. What walked through the seminary gates now was something else entirely.

Something dangerous.

"Brother Aldric." Father Veritas found me in the scriptorium, exactly where he'd found me before. Exactly where the doubts had first taken root. "I heard about the rally."

"Everyone's heard about the rally."

"A man died and came back. In front of ten thousand witnesses. The relay crystals carried it to every corner of the Reaches." Veritas sat down across from me, his old bones creaking with the motion. "The hierarchy is in chaos. Half the senior clergy are calling for suppression. The other half are asking questions they've never asked before."

"Which half are you?"

"I've been asking questions for three thousand years." His eyes—ancient, patient, carrying secrets that predated the current calendar—met mine. "I showed you the hidden archives. The records we've kept. You know what I am."

"I know what you were. What you've been waiting for." I leaned forward. "Cael Morrow sent me. He has a message for the doubters. For everyone who's been keeping the truth alive in secret, waiting for the right moment."

"What message?"

"The moment is now."

The meeting happened at midnight.

Not in the scriptorium—too exposed. Not in the hidden archive—too obvious, if anyone was watching. In the crypts beneath the seminary, where the bones of dead priests lay in niches older than the current theology. The kind of place nobody visited unless they had a very good reason.

Seventeen people came.

Seventeen, out of a seminary of three hundred. It wasn't many. But they were the right seventeen—senior clergy, respected scholars, people whose words carried weight. People who had seen the rally and watched the recordings and found themselves unable to dismiss what they'd witnessed.

"I know what you're thinking," I said. "You're thinking this could be a trick. A test of loyalty. That I've been sent to identify the disloyal so they can be purged."

Murmurs. Glances exchanged in the torchlight.

"It's not. I'm here because I stopped believing three weeks ago. Because I went hunting for a heretic and found the truth instead. Because the angel told me 'the theology is not your concern,' and I realized that was exactly backward."

"The rally—" one of them started.

"Was real. Morrow died. A blade through the chest, in front of ten thousand people. And he came back. Not through divine intervention—through something else. Something the Thrones don't understand and can't control."

"What something?"

"I don't know. He doesn't know. His wife—the one who holds the thread that keeps him anchored—she doesn't fully understand it either." I looked around the circle. Saw fear, doubt, hope, the specific expression of people who wanted desperately to believe but couldn't quite commit. "What I do know is this: the math he talks about is real. The ledger exists. I've seen the records in our own archives—records that prove the Thrones have been harvesting souls since the Ascendancy began."

"If that's true—"

"It's true. You can verify it yourselves. The evidence has been hidden for millennia, but it's not gone. It's here, in this seminary, in the basement archives that nobody visits because they're too dangerous to acknowledge."

Silence. The kind that happens when people's worldviews are crumbling and they're not sure what to build from the rubble.

"What does Morrow want from us?" Veritas asked.

"Voices. He wants people who can speak with authority—priests, theologians, respected members of the establishment—to confirm what he's saying. Not just repeat it, but validate it. The faithful won't listen to a heretic, but they might listen to their own clergy."

"You're asking us to commit heresy."

"I'm asking you to commit truth." I stood. Let them see me—the inquisitor who'd hunted heretics for years, who'd been good at it, who'd believed with absolute certainty that he was serving divine justice. "I know what I'm asking. I know the cost. But I also know what happens if we stay silent—if we keep the secrets we've kept for three thousand years and let the Thrones continue feeding on the people who trust us to guide them."

"What happens?"

"More of the same. Forever. Generation after generation of souls harvested, beliefs manipulated, truth suppressed. The Gnaw spreading. The wheel wobbling. Everything we've been warned about, coming true inch by inch while we pretend nothing's wrong."

"And if we speak?"

"Then maybe something changes. Maybe we're the spark that starts a fire. Maybe we fail and die for nothing." I smiled—a strange expression on my face, unfamiliar. "But at least we'll have tried. At least we'll have been honest. After three thousand years of lies, that has to count for something."

CHAPTER THIRTY SORROW

The information spread like blood in water.

I watched it happen through my networks—the smugglers and fixers and boundary-walkers who moved things (and ideas) from place to place. Every hub I touched was buzzing with it. The rally. The resurrection. The heretic who couldn't stay dead and the gods who couldn't shut him up.

Within a day, the whole Threshold knew.

Within two days, it had leaked into every Reach.

By the third day, the first temples started burning.

"That's not what we wanted."

I was standing in the Socket's back room, staring at reports that painted a picture of chaos spreading across the world. Not organized resistance—anger. The unfocused rage of people who'd just learned they'd been lied to their entire lives.

"No," Cael agreed. He was still recovering from his latest death—pale, moving carefully, the wound in his chest closed but far from healed. "But it was always a possibility. You can't drop a truth that big into a population and expect them to respond with calm, rational deliberation."

"People are dying."

"People were always dying. They're just dying differently now." He pulled up one of the maps, traced a finger along the lines of conflict. "The temples burning—most of them are Furnace-aligned. The Throne of transformation. She's the one who's been most aggressive in suppression, and people remember. They're fighting back against the god who hurt them most."

"That doesn't make it right."

"No. But it makes it understandable." He looked at me—those shark eyes that I'd known since childhood, that had seen too much too young and never learned to look away. "We lit the fire, Sorrow. We don't get to control how it burns. All we can do is try to guide it somewhere useful instead of letting it consume everything."

"How?"

"By giving people something to fight for, not just against. The rage will burn itself out if there's nothing to sustain it. But hope? Hope can last. Hope can build." He turned back to the map. "That's what the seminary doubters give us. Respected voices saying 'yes, this is true, and here's what we do about it.' A framework for the faithful. A path forward that isn't just destruction."

"You think that'll work?"

"I think it's better than the alternative." He smiled—that broken smile I'd hated and missed in equal measure for twenty-eight years. "I grew up in the Seams, remember? I know what happens when desperate people have nothing to hope for. They tear everything down, including themselves. But give them a reason to rebuild..."

"They become something else."

"They become dangerous. In a good way."

CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE THE EMBER

The Furnace's temples were burning.

I felt it through the passion-flows—the rage, the grief, the wild terrible joy of destruction. Mortals who had prayed to the Throne of Transformation for generations were setting fire to her sacred spaces, screaming curses that had been building for centuries.

She deserved it. That was the terrible truth I couldn't quite admit.

The Furnace had always been the cruelest of us. The most willing to use force, to break what wouldn't bend, to transform through violence when gentler methods might have worked. She'd justified it as necessity—transformation required destruction, change required pain—but I'd always suspected she simply enjoyed it. Enjoyed watching mortals suffer and grow stronger through suffering. Enjoyed being feared.

Now they'd stopped fearing. And she didn't know what to do.

"You did this."

Her voice found me in the divine frequencies, hot with rage. I could feel her presence bearing down on me—a pressure like standing too close to a star, the kind of heat that didn't burn but transformed, reshaping anything it touched into something else.

"I withdrew an angel. One angel. Everything since then has been mortal choice."

"You showed weakness. You let him live—"

"I let him make fools of us in a way that was less damaging than the alternative." I held my ground. Matched her heat with my own cold. "If I'd let that angel keep trying to kill him—if the crowd had watched him die five times, ten times, and keep coming back—do you think the outcome would have been better?"

"We would have learned what's protecting him—"

"We would have proven every word he said. 'The gods are desperate. The gods can't stop me. The gods are exactly what I claimed they were.' " I let the words hang between us. "Is that what you wanted? To validate his message in front of ten thousand witnesses and every relay crystal in the Reaches?"

She didn't answer. Which meant she knew I was right.

"Your temples are burning because you spent eight thousand years making people fear you. You called it transformation. They called it cruelty. And now that they're not afraid anymore, they're taking back everything you took from them."

"And your temples?"

"Intact. For now." I paused. Let her feel my satisfaction, petty as it was. "The Throne of Passion has always been more... popular than the Throne of Transformation. People want to feel things. They resent being broken."

"This isn't over."

"No. But the shape of it has changed." I shifted my attention—away from her, toward the mortal realm, toward the chaos and the pain and the terrible hope that was spreading like wildfire. "The Sun is talking about stepping down. The Corona still hasn't spoken again. The Blaze is wavering, the Flame is calculating, and the Spark is doing whatever the Spark does when no one's watching."

"And you?"

"I'm waiting."

"For what?"

"To see which way this falls. To decide if I want to fight it or help it or simply get out of the way."

"That's cowardice."

"That's wisdom. Something you've never had much use for." I started to withdraw. "Let your temples burn, Furnace. Let the mortals have their rage. It'll fade eventually—rage always does. And when it does, we'll see what's left."

"If you think I'm going to let this stand—"

"I think you're going to do whatever you do. And I think it won't matter much, in the end." My presence faded. My parting words lingered. "The wheel is turning, sister. It's always turning. The only question is whether we turn with it or get ground under."

CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO VERAINE

I dreamed of fractures.

Not the ordinary kind—the cracks in objects and structures that my gift showed me every waking moment. These were deeper. Vaster. The fractures in existence itself, the fault lines that ran through reality like cracks in a frozen lake.

The wheel was breaking.

Not from what we'd done—not directly. The damage was older, deeper, the accumulated weight of eight thousand years of divine parasitism. Every soul that passed through the Thrones left the cycle a little weaker. Every piece consumed was a piece the wheel could never get back.

And underneath everything, the Gnaw waited. The wound at the bottom of existence. The place where souls fell through and never returned.

It was growing.

I woke with Cael's arms around me, his breathing slow and steady against my neck. For a moment, I just lay there—feeling his warmth, his presence, the thread between us humming with the connection we'd created and never fully understood.

"You dreamed," he said. Not a question.

"The wheel. I saw it. Really saw it, not just the pieces we interact with." I turned to face him. "It's worse than we thought, Cael. The damage isn't just from the harvesting. It's structural. The whole system is failing."

"How long?"

"I don't know. Centuries? Decades? Could be years, if something accelerates it." I touched his face. Traced the lines that hadn't been there when we were children—the markers of everything we'd survived together. "We're not just fighting the gods anymore. We're fighting entropy. Decay. The natural consequence of a system that was broken before we were born."

"Can we fix it?"

"I don't know that either. My gift shows me fractures, not solutions. But if there is a way..." I trailed off. Looked at him with all the fear and hope I'd been carrying since the rally, since watching him die in front of ten thousand people and knowing I couldn't survive losing him. "If there is a way, it's going to cost something. Something big. The kind of price that changes whoever pays it."

"V—"

"Don't." I pulled him closer. "Don't tell me it's going to be okay. Don't promise me we'll both survive this. I've seen too many fractures to believe in promises anymore."

"Then what do you want me to say?"

"Nothing. Just... hold me. For right now, just hold me. The world can keep spinning toward disaster for five more minutes while we lie here and pretend everything's going to work out."

He held me. He didn't say anything. Outside, the world was burning—temples and faiths and the careful structures that had held existence together for millennia. But in this moment, in this room, there was just us.

Two broken people, holding each other, waiting for dawn.

The sun rose on a changed world.

Reports came in through Sorrow's networks all morning. Temples burned across three Reaches. The Furnace's priesthood was in open conflict, factions fighting each other as the divine mandate that had held them together dissolved. In the Chronicle, scholars were pulling pre-Ascendancy records from archives that hadn't been opened in centuries—finding, confirming, spreading the truth that Cael had revealed.

And in the seminaries, the doubters were speaking.

Aldric's message had spread. Not just the seventeen who'd met in the crypts—others had heard, had found their courage, had stepped forward to add their voices to the growing chorus. Priests and theologians and respected authorities, all saying the same thing:

The heretic is right. The math doesn't balance. The gods have been lying.

"It's working," Sorrow said, reading the reports with something like wonder. "It's actually working. The whole system is wobbling."

"Wobbling isn't falling," Cael said. "Not yet. The Thrones still hold. The gods still feed. Until we actually remove them from the wheel—"

"One step at a time, Gremlin." She looked at him. "Three weeks ago, you were a hunted heretic with a theory nobody believed. Now you've got priests speaking for you, temples burning for you, an entire world asking questions it's never asked before. That's not nothing."

"It's not everything either."

"Nobody said it would be." I stood. Moved to the window, looked out at the strange geometry of the Threshold—the impossible architecture that existed because reality was negotiable here. "We've started something. Something bigger than us, bigger than the gods, bigger than anyone's ability to control. Now we have to figure out what to do with it."

"What can we do with it?"

"Guide it. Shape it. Try to make sure that when the wheel finally breaks—and it will break, one way or another—something survives on the other side."

Cael joined me at the window. Took my hand. His grip was warm, solid, the same grip that had held me through every crisis since we were children.

"Together," he said.

"Together."

Outside, the world kept burning. Inside, we started planning for what came next.

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