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Chapter 7 - Peace Was a Dream

The days had been tense, like walking through a house filled with smoke—no fire, but something suffocating lingering in the air between Pearl and Pauren. It started quietly, almost imperceptibly: missed glances, clipped tones, minor misunderstandings that, in any other life, would have been forgotten. But when love is tender and tired, even silence can hurt, twisting in the heart like a cold wind through fragile glass.

Pearl tried, as she always did, to soften the sharp edges of his moods. She cooked his favorite evening stew, leaving herbs floating like whispers of care. She left sketches near his reading table, subtle little drawings of hands brushing, eyes that seemed to follow, constellations spilling into margins like private stars. Sometimes, she would lightly brush her fingers against his hand when he sat too long staring into space, hoping her presence could anchor him.

But Pauren… he was drifting. Physically there, but emotionally elsewhere, pulled in a thousand directions—his heart split between the woman who had waited for him, unwavering, and the weight of his family's expectations. His mother's voice, long absent from the walls, seemed to curl around him in every word, every glance at Pearl. She's using you. She's distracting you. She will ruin and leave you. Each laugh of hers became a shadow, each smile a subtle accusation in his mind.

One evening, after a minor disagreement about the simplest of things—how much wood to chop, whether to visit the market—the tension snapped.

"You don't understand what I carry!" Pauren's voice rose, breaking the fragile silence like a glass shattering. "You're not the one with a family to protect!"

Pearl froze, eyes wide, stunned.

"I can't… I can't do this right now. You should leave," he said, each word colder than winter's edge.

"Pauren—" she began.

"I said leave, Pearl. Go back. Just go. I need to think."

He didn't allow her to pack anything—not her brushes, not her favorite dress, not even the wooden pendant he had carved for her during last year's festival. She left the cottage with nothing but her shoes and the ache in her chest.

Back in Moonvale, her small home felt smaller than before. Empty shelves where her beloved books once sat. Blank walls that had once blossomed with her sketches. The loneliness was no longer quiet—it screamed, wrapping around her in waves of grief, confusion, and disbelief.

Pearl tried to sleep. She tried to paint. Nothing came. Even her hands, once capable of coaxing beauty from blank pages, froze under the weight of absence.

Meanwhile, Benior watched from a distance, smug satisfaction curling his lips. That night, he penned a triumphant letter to their mother:

"It's done. He sent her away with nothing. The charm must've worn off. He's thinking clearly now."

The reply came swiftly:

"Good. Our boy is back. That girl was a shadow on his destiny."

They celebrated her absence without guilt, believing they had protected their own. They didn't understand the depth of Pauren's feelings, nor the quiet, stubborn strength of Pearl's love.

A week passed in silence. Pearl barely ventured outside her small house, haunted by empty streets and abandoned dreams. On the eighth day, as sunlight kissed the edges of her window, there was a knock—gentle, hesitant.

Slowly, she opened the door.

Pauren stood there. Hair messy, face weary, but his eyes… softer than she had seen in weeks. Eyes that carried remorse, clarity, and something like hope.

In his arms was a box, neatly packed with her belongings: sketchbooks, her favorite dress, the shawl she wore each morning, even the wooden pendant.

"I brought your things," he said, voice hoarse with unspent emotion.

Pearl remained silent, hand frozen on the doorframe.

"I was wrong," he continued, stepping closer. "I let the noise get too loud. My anger… it ruins the good in my life. And you… you were the one person trying to stay, no matter how many times I pushed."

She still didn't speak. He moved carefully, reverent, like handling fragile glass. "I'm not here to beg. I just… I saw the house without you. I saw my days without your laughter. And I couldn't breathe."

Her chest tightened, a storm of memories and heartache crashing through her. "Why now?" she whispered.

"Because I remembered the prophecy," he said, voice breaking. "I remembered what she said—to hold on to the one who makes you better. And you do, Pearl. Even when I don't deserve it."

Pearl stepped aside, allowing him into her home. She didn't hug him immediately. She simply watched as he gently placed her belongings on the table, each item handled as if it were a fragment of her soul, treated with care and reverence.

After a long pause, she spoke softly, "You hurt me, Pauren. Not just by sending me away, but by not trusting me. Again."

"I know," he admitted. "But I want to try again. Not perfect… just better."

Her gaze softened. Despite the pain and scars, her heart still beat for him. "I forgive you," she whispered.

He blinked, surprised. "You do?"

"Not because you earned it," she said, "but because love… deserves a chance to grow again."

And so, they returned to the cottage. The walls that once held fights and silence now carried quiet hope.

Benior was furious. He sent another letter home, but Pearl ignored it. She saw clearly: Pauren had chosen.

But while Pauren tried to build something sacred away from family interference, he unknowingly lit a greater flame.

One late afternoon, as the wind carried the scent of wild jasmine, Pauren returned from the town market, holding a crumpled piece of parchment he had found among Benior's things. It was a copy of a letter, sent just days ago:

"He bought her new shoes again. Gold-lined. All she does is cook, clean. She can't even spend on him the way she used to. This girl will ruin him."

Signed: B

Rage, hot and sickening, boiled beneath Pauren's skin. He stormed into the house, door slamming behind him.

Benior looked up from the table, casually chewing roasted almonds. "Brother?"

"You've been writing to Mother. Spying. Reporting every moment I share with her as if our love is your battle to fight," Pauren said, voice raw.

Benior's face tightened. "She's worried. We all are. It's not hate—it's protection."

"Protection from what?" Pauren demanded. "From happiness? From the only girl who stayed by me while I was still learning to be a man?"

Benior said nothing.

Pauren's decision came swift, heavy, and irrevocable. "Pack your things. You're going back to the main house. To Mother."

Benior blinked. "You're sending me away?"

"I should've done it long ago," Pauren said. "I need peace in my home. Pearl needs peace. And clearly, you cannot give it."

By evening, Benior had left.

Pearl hadn't witnessed the argument, but she felt its weight. When Pauren returned to their bedroom, his eyes were tired—but clearer than ever.

"He's gone," he said simply.

Pearl didn't ask who. She already knew.

Later, as night deepened and stars spilled across velvet skies, Pearl sat by the window, arms wrapped around her knees. The quiet should have been comforting, but it wasn't. It echoed.

Pauren knelt beside her, warmth settling near.

"I know you're quiet when something is heavy," he said softly.

"I'm scared, Pauren," she admitted.

"Of me?"

"No. Not you. Of everything this could become. Sending Benior back may feel like peace now, but it could also add fire to the storm. Your mother… she'll hate me more. I don't want that for us."

Pauren reached for her hand, lacing his fingers gently through hers.

"You didn't do anything wrong, Pearl."

"I know," she said, voice cracking. "But sometimes being right doesn't stop things from going wrong."

He watched her silently, candlelight flickering across her features, strong but worn.

"I didn't ask to come between you and your family," she continued. "I would have loved them if they'd let me. But the more you choose me, the more they turn against you. I don't want you to carry that weight."

"You're not," he said firmly. "They're choosing hate over love. Fear over understanding."

Pearl leaned her head against his shoulder, eyes closing.

"Promise me," she whispered, "if it goes wrong, you won't fight with fire. Fight with truth. Fight with love. Even if it hurts."

He didn't answer immediately. When he did, his voice was low and unwavering:

"I'll protect this love, Pearl. Even if I have to do it alone."

"You're not alone," she said, eyes wet but steady. "You never will be."

Outside, the wind picked up, rustling through the trees. Somewhere beyond the hills and sleeping stars, fate was watching, waiting.

But in this moment, in the fragile warmth of candlelight, there was peace.

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