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LOVING YOU WAS THE DANGEROUS PART

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Chapter 1 - CHAPTER 1:THE GIRL WHO NEVER STAYED

1

There are people who enter your life gently, like rain.

And there are people who arrive like fire—beautiful, consuming, and impossible to control.

Mara Vale was fire.

I didn't know that the first night I met her. I only knew that she was standing under a flickering streetlight at 11:47 p.m., holding a cracked phone to her ear, arguing with someone who clearly wasn't listening. Her voice carried in the quiet street—low, sharp, controlled—but her hands shook.

I should have kept walking.

I was already late. Already tired. Already trying to avoid trouble because trouble had followed me faithfully for most of my life. But something about the way she stood there—like she refused to beg, even when she needed help—made me stop.

She ended the call abruptly and stared at the dead screen, as if daring it to turn back on through sheer will.

"Battery's gone," she muttered to no one.

"You can use mine," I said before thinking.

She turned, startled, eyes narrowing like she was deciding whether I was a threat or a lifeline. Her eyes were dark—not just brown, but the kind of dark that swallowed light. The kind that made you curious about what they'd seen.

"No strings?" she asked.

"No strings."

She studied me for a long moment, then stepped closer. I handed her my phone. Our fingers brushed.

That was the moment.

I just didn't know it yet.

2

Mara didn't say thank you when she finished the call. She simply handed my phone back and exhaled, like she'd been holding her breath for days.

"You didn't have to stop," she said.

"I know."

"Why did you?"

I shrugged. "You looked like someone who wouldn't ask twice."

She laughed softly at that—not amused, exactly, but not bitter either. Something in between. She looked past me, down the street.

"I'm waiting for a bus," she said. "It's late."

"They don't come here after eleven."

She looked back at me sharply. "You sure?"

"I grew up three streets from here."

She hesitated, then nodded once, as if accepting a truth she didn't like.

"Figures."

There was a silence. The kind that stretches, not awkward but heavy, full of unsaid things.

"I'm Elian," I said.

"Mara."

Just that. No last name. No context. Like she was used to being temporary.

"I can walk you somewhere safer," I offered. "If you want."

She searched my face again, weighing risk against necessity. I could tell she was used to danger—used to reading people quickly, precisely.

"Five minutes," she said. "Then I disappear."

I smiled. "Fair."

I didn't know then how often she would disappear from my life.

Or how much damage she would leave behind each time.

3

We walked toward the main road, passing closed shops and broken sidewalks. The city at night was quieter, but not kinder. Shadows clung to corners. The air smelled like dust and old promises.

"You don't talk much," I said.

"Talking gets you remembered."

"That's not always bad."

She glanced at me. "It is when being remembered costs you safety."

That should have been my warning.

"What are you running from?" I asked.

She stopped walking.

I cursed myself immediately. Too personal. Too soon.

But instead of snapping at me, she smiled—a slow, careful smile that didn't reach her eyes.

"Everything," she said. "And sometimes myself."

Then she started walking again.

I followed.

4

We reached a taxi rank still buzzing with a few late drivers. She stopped.

"This is fine," she said.

I nodded. "Okay."

Another pause. I could feel the moment slipping away, already turning into memory.

"You live around here?" she asked.

"Not far."

She hesitated, then reached into her pocket and pulled out a folded piece of paper. She scribbled something quickly and pressed it into my hand.

"Don't call unless you really mean it," she said. "I don't do half-interest."

Before I could respond, she stepped back, raised a hand in a small goodbye, and turned away.

Just like that.

I stood there, staring at the paper.

A number.

And two words written underneath.

Be careful.

5

I didn't call her for three days.

Not because I didn't want to—but because I felt it. That subtle tightening in my chest that always came before things went wrong. I had built a life around avoiding that feeling. Around staying unnoticed.

But on the fourth night, alone in my apartment, with the city humming outside my window, I realized something terrifying.

I was already thinking about her.

About the way she spoke like she was measuring every word.

About how her smile looked borrowed.

About the warning she gave me instead of a promise.

So I called.

She answered on the second ring.

"I wondered how long you'd wait," she said.

"You sound disappointed."

"I sound relieved."

That should have been another warning.

6

We met again the next night. Then the next. And the next.

Mara never told me where she lived. Sometimes she disappeared for days, then returned like no time had passed. She asked questions about me—deep ones—but answered mine with half-truths and deflections.

Still, I fell.

Slowly. Carefully. Completely.

She was brilliant in quiet ways. She noticed things others missed. She remembered details that mattered. And when she laughed—really laughed—it felt like winning something rare.

But there were cracks.

She flinched at sudden sounds.

She checked exits without realizing it.

She never let me walk behind her.

"You don't trust me," I said once.

She looked at me sadly. "Trust isn't the same as care."

"What's the difference?"

"Care is what you feel. Trust is what you survive."

7

The night everything changed, she showed up at my door bleeding.

Not badly. But enough.

I froze.

"Mara—"

"I need to sit," she said, already pushing past me.

I closed the door, heart pounding.

"What happened?"

She wiped her lip, eyes fierce. "I told you not to love me."

"You never said that."

She laughed bitterly. "I didn't think I'd have to."

I reached for her, but she stepped back.

"If you stay," she said softly, "this ends badly."

I looked at her—really looked—and understood something far too late.

Loving her wasn't the danger.

Staying was.

8

Because some people don't come into your life to be saved.

They come to test how much you're willing to lose.

And loving Mara Vale would cost me everything.