And if there is no man, then there is nothing else. He said what is going on, I pretended not to say it like him and then I started masturbating for sexual pleasure. He must have felt happy inside. He said what is it, so I spread his legs. He didn't speak for a while and then said what kind of person you are. Slowly I started talking about sex with him. Sometimes he also acted angry but thought it was fun inside. I understood that. Now we used to enjoy talking about sex on the phone. Sometimes he would ask why he sounded tired today and I would say that it must be because he had just ejaculated. He would pretend to be angry and not say anything for a while and then he would laugh. Sometimes while talking about sex, I would pretend to ejaculate myself. He would make a little moaning sound. He would ask again what happened and I would say it's done. His SLC was over. Now she was coming to Kathmandu Model Hospital to take a nursing preparation class. Till then, I had not met her. One day, we waited to meet. She said her eyes were small. I waited but we did not meet that day. The next day, we met. She had just turned 60. Young face, but a tired body. Height 5.4". At first glance I said to myself, "Oh, how beautiful she is." Her face was clearly visible. Her eyes were small but
Ghazal was suitable. She had a bright face. I met her in Jamal. I saw her like that. Miraj Restaurant appeared before my eyes. When I went there, she accompanied me. After entering, she had a milkshake and I had coffee. It was almost time to go to her class. She gave me a CD with her photos. I still don't know why she gave it to me. I have her picnic photos. When we were leaving, it started raining heavily. We sat there for a while. When the rain subsided, we left. She gave me her small umbrella. I opened the umbrella, we both got under the same umbrella and reached the place where her class was. When we reached Jamal with her from Bagh Bazaar, we were in the same hut.
It was natural that we were not in a hug but were clinging to each other. We were. My body was already hot. I saw that her ears were also red. I looked at her and she acted as if she was shy. I asked her what happened and she said nothing. While walking with her, my hand accidentally hit her breast. She acted as if she was scared. I said what happened. She said nothing. We reached the place. I didn't want to leave and she said that I would meet her again and left. We talked again at night. I spent a lot of time describing her appearance and beauty. She told me that you are not that old either. I felt relieved. I described her body along with her appearance. She told me that from the ring on her neck to the nail polish she was wearing, it suited her. She told me all the things she remembered. I didn't get angry and said that when I met her, I would remember all the things all over her body. She asked in English what do you mean? I said no. That.
I said no that. She said come on sir I am not that kind of girl. I asked her is she a lesbian? She said what. I said that I am not attracted to the opposite sex, is that right? She acted as if she was angry. I kept trying to make her feel uncomfortable by talking about myself. I finally asked her why she does not have sexual desire. If she said no, then you are lying. She said yes but I added and then why but. I said to convince her that yes our society does not consider such things good so we do not let her know as much as possible that is another thing but killing our own daughter is another thing. Slowly I understood that she was agreeing with my words. I changed the subject and asked when will we meet again. She said why not for that reason I said not for that reason but it can happen in some meeting. She kept quiet. I understood her agreement. Now I am trying to meet her soon We made plans to meet again in the same week. That day she had left home early and on my request she did not go to class. Today I had a whole day to spend with her. I took her to a restaurant on Durbar Marg and we had lunch. Then I told her that I want to chat with you all day today, why don't you stay here? She said where? I said Udland. She said no, I am scared. I told her not to be scared and not to panic as this is a good hotel. After her acceptance, we went there. I took the room. We went to the room. I closed the door. She was scared so I smiled and kissed her on the cheek. I slowly put my hand on her shoulder. She was looking down. I held her chin and lifted her and started kissing her lips. Slowly, I made myself comfortable and moved my whole face to her face and both my hands behind her.