— How is that even important at all? — I say, looking him in the eyes.
— So, it doesn't matter? — Adrián asks, grabbing my face. I place my hands on his wrists, but I can't find the strength to push him away — Would it matter if I kissed you now? — he says, so close to me.
— You can't keep kissing me — I say, looking at his lips and then back into his eyes.
— Is that what you think, that my feelings or my desires don't matter? That they are not important? — Adrián says with his lips brushing mine. So close that I can inhale his breath — My desires. Everything I wanna do to make you forget about her, everything I don't dare to say, wouldn't matter, would it?
I close my eyes, and Adrián takes this as a signal, so he kisses me with longing, desperate to have me right now. Adrián pulls away for a moment, but I pull him close, and we kiss intensely again — Why are you doing this? — I ask when we break our kiss. — Why are you confusing me like this? — He doesn't answer, and we bind our lips again as we undress. As I lie back on the bed, Adrián kisses my neck, my chest, and my stomach until he reaches my member and takes it in his mouth. The warm, soft touch of his mouth makes me come really quick. He turns me over, my face pressed against the pillow, and thrusts into me forcefully. The gentle movement of his cock inside me sends shivers through me until it begins to move rapidly. His moans of pleasure as he penetrates me excite me so much that we both climax at the same time.
I didn't expect to feel so good after that, I don't even know why I haven't been able to control myself every time Adrián gets that close. When I sit on the edge of the bed, I see that the door is open and Amelia is looking at us with an expression I can't describe. She seems disoriented, but she doesn't say anything and sits down next to me on the bed. "You can't judge me anymore," she says, intertwining her fingers with mine.
— Please choose me.
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I'm in the shower, my face turned to the roof as the water hits my forehead and cools my entire body. I'm trying to think of what to do. I have a knot in my throat that hasn't gone away since last night when we all sat at the table and ate dinner in silence. No one dared to look up or utter a word. Choose me? Am I supposed to choose? I say, my hands covering my face. "I didn't even consider that" I think as I step out of the shower. After getting dressed, I stare out the window for a long time before deciding to go outside. Ironically, I thought I needed to clear my head, but I haven't really been able to focus on anything.
After hours in the shade of the trees, I decided to return to the cabin. When I enter the kitchen, they suddenly stop talking and look at me expectantly — I think I have to let both of you go — I say.
They look at each other for a second — Why can't you make up your mind? I know you love me — Amelia says.
— But you invited him here. It's obvious you don't solely love me.
— And how could I trust you again? We're so involved with each other that there's no point in continuing — I say, addressing them both, but they don't talk back.
Amelia takes Adrián's hand, and I smile, trying not to look so pathetic. Of course, I was the one in the way here; they were both playing with me, and I was the one left all alone. Then I notice Amelia is quite close to me. She kisses me sweetly, rests her head on my chest, and lets go of Adrián's hand to hug me. At that moment, Adrián grabs my face so that I look into his eyes and kisses me. He positions himself behind me and hugs us both, creating a warm atmosphere that touches my heart – That's a reason to keep going — Adrián says, and I feel his kiss on the top of my head.
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Amelia keeps kissing me while Adrián quickly undresses me. I'm completely naked on the bed as I watch them kiss and undress each other. I'm a little surprised that seeing them like this excites me so much; it makes my penis hard. I see them crawl toward me and wonder if this is really happening. Could I really accept them like this?
Adrian stands up on the bed and brings his penis to my mouth. I'm on my knees and feel Amelia's warm hands on my legs. She's positioned herself between my knees and starts sucking me like she's eating a lollipop. The movements of her tongue send shivers down my spine, and I lift my face to sigh with pleasure when I meet Adrian's gaze. I stick out my tongue, and he takes it all the way down my throat, making me gag slightly, but I control myself and obliges, trying not to bite him while Amelia is about to make me come. When I come in Amelia's mouth, she moves on to kiss Adrian while I still have his penis in my mouth. Fuck! I can't believe how much this turns me on. Adrián stops kissing Amelia and pulls me away from him, making me crawl on the bed. He inserts his fingers into my anus and I feel him push in a warm liquid, but I can't see clearly what he's doing because Amelia is lying with her legs open in front of me. There's no need for words; I know exactly what she wants, and I give it to her. I offer her my tongue with hesitant movements as she guides me with her words, her breath ragged, until I find the right spot. Her moans of pleasure fill the room.
A few seconds later, Adrian begins to penetrate me slowly but forcefully. I try to focus on pleasing Amelia, but the waves of pleasure I receive from Adrian make it difficult. My mind is everywhere, and my hands caress Amelia's body as I devour her. Adrian ejaculates inside me at the same time I bring Amelia to the peak of pleasure.
My breathing is rapid and my heart is pounding. Adrián holds me by the chest and lifts me so I'm lying back against him. His body is warm, drenched in sweat, and his hands caress my abdomen, moving down to my legs. Amelia crawls over and sits on top of me. I realize my idea that the act was over is wrong when I feel her soft, warm vaginal walls brushing against my member every time she moves her hips. She takes Adrian's hands and places them on her breasts, then leans on my shoulders while I hold her waist.
Amelia wiggles and shifts her weight as if she's jumping on me. She kisses Adrián and then me before turning her back to me. I caress her curves and admire her beautiful body. Adrián places his hand on my chest and the other on my jaw, guiding my face. I manage to turn slightly and he kisses me. I feel like I'm about to come, so I push Amelia forward and quicken my hip movements until my fluids flood her inside.
I'm breathless, but I'm so ecstatic I don't care at all. I never thought sex could be like this. Amelia is lying on Adrián's chest, and I'm doing the same to him, on the other side.
— I love you — they say in unison, as if with one voice.