[AUTHOR'S NOTE:-So guys it's basically on the upcoming track of AMNSE where jay and keifer will have there conversation.The scene started from when keifer had asked her if she likes yuri and she said yes]
Keifer-But why jay?Cause of that fucking engagement?!
Jay-I don't know...but it should be yuri...it's the right thing...He also deserves love...
His knees got weak.He was on ground now crying hard which made jay guilty.Her heart arches.She wanted to cry and hug him but she didn't and stay still.After crying a lot he stopped and pause for a moment.He wipe off his tears and turn towards her.
Keifer-You are right....you are right jay....yuri also deserves love....
He said with a cracked voice almost pleading and her heart skipped.
Keifer-And i decided that from now onwards I will never disturb you or be an obstacle in your life....I PROMISE😞I GIVE UP JAY....I GIVE UP FOREVER🥺
Jay doesn't know what to react and what to say.The only thing she knows is she has to stay strong and sacrifise her love for the sake of rooster(oops yuri😆😅)
Keifer-It's dark now.Let me drop you home.
He said with a fade smile and sign her to get in.Then he drives away to her house.He stopped the car infront of her house at then look at jay with watery eyes.
Keifer-Jay....I know i don't have any rightes on you but still for the last time....
He kissed her lips and she froze.A soft kiss full of emotions.He pour all his love in that kiss but she didn't response back which make him pull apart quickly.He felt guilty on his act.Jay didn't utter a word as she was completely froze and lost.Then keifer cupped her cheeks gently and look into her eyes.
Keifer-My only wish is that you always stay happy in your life jay....
He said with smile and watery eyes.Then he kissed her forehead and warm tears started to roll from his eyes like a stream.He stayed like that for a moment then pull apart.Then jay get out of the car emotionless.She was about to go inside but he called her.
Keifer-Good night JAYJAY....takecare...
He weight of pain in his voice is completely visible.She nodded and went inside.Then he also drive away.She straight went to her room.The jump to her bed and started to cry.
JAY's POV:
Why?Why?why?Why always i have to suffer in everything?Why it's always me?Why?I burry my feelings sacrifise my love my love for keifer😭And now the results...he gave up on me and he even promised me that he will never interfere in my life but he don't know that how will i survive without him.He is my family,my comfort zone,my everything,I can be myself infront me😭I hurt him i hurt my keifer my love and the moment he brokedown....my world shattered into million pieces💔He cried and cried and cried but i didn't do anything except standing like a statue.He cried cause of me...The one and only MARK KEIFER WATSON who never apologize anyone or bend his head infront of anyone he cried for me!!!!😭😭😭😭😭
POV ENDS...
She cried so hard untill her breath hiched.ANd now she was sobbing.But then something comes to her mind and she paused.She stopped crying and wipe her face as her inner voice started to talk with her.
Jay's inn vo-Why are you crying now jay?
Jay-What do you mean?!
Jay's inn vo-Don't you know?This is what you wanted right?!
Jay-No i don't....i never wanted keifer got hurt cause of me!!!
Jay's inn vo-I'm not talking about that jay...I'm talking about yuri...You are the one who wanted to make him happy right?Then why are you crying now?
Jay-Cau....cause....he deserves happiness...
Jay's inn vo-Huhh!!!Happiness?!By sacrifising your own love jay?
Jay-Cause it's the right thing...we are engaged and he's my fiance now....
Jay's inn vo-And what about keifer ha?!Don't you love him?!Don't you care about him?!
Jay-No...no....i...i...don'...don't....
Jay's inn vo-Then who the fuck's sake you are crying here jasper jean mariano?!😠If you don't love keifer then you don't have any rights to think about him and cry over him!!!
JAy didn't answer.
Jay's inn vo-See...this is what you can do jayjay....just keep quite without answering anything...You think you have achieve a milestone by breaking keifer's heart?!No jay you broke your own heart...you love keifer but you denied it cause of that rooster?!Who didn't even care about you except manipulating.ANd if keifer do he will say "I'll fight for you jay!!" I mean wtfuck?!!He is?!You did wrong jay you did wrong....
The voice started to eco in her ears.She closed her ears in frustation to avoid it.Then she screamed.
Jay-Enough!!!! I don't meant to hurt him but i already have done this and I'm not backing down.It's all for yuri's happiness and if it's mean to sacrifise my own happiness then i will.
On keifer's side:~
He parked his car and lock himself in his room.He brokedown.
KEIFER'S POV:
Why jay why?You also choose yuri over me?why?😭just for his happiness?I don't deserve happiness?!Don't i deserve love?!😭Evertime it's always me....Everyone pretend to love me but thet didn't.For the very time someone loved me for real but now she also choose someone else over me why?!!Why Universe why?Why i always end up to be suffer?! I know she loves me but still denied and what can i do for that?Cause fighting for her when she doesn't want to accept her feelings is not worthy.Now I can't even try to make her realise her feelings and i guess i shouldn't too cause unless she wanted it.Her love for me is visible but she don't want to accept it.And today i gave up on her with a promise that i will never interfere in her life but how?How can i manage to stop myself thinking about her?!She's my everything and i can't survive without her.But may be this is my karma for which I'm suffering.And if it means to stay away from her i will for sure cause i don't want any false hope.I will "LOVE HER IN SILENCE"without disturbing her.
POVE ENDS...
And he slept while crying like that.
the end!!!
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