I wanna be inspired,
But all I feel is tired.
I wanna feel alive,
But this brain is on fire.
I'm sitting in the ashes,
Of my deepest desires.
I'm sleeping in,
The embers of regrets.
I wanna feel alive
But I let it burn, (didn't I?)
Thoughts flow like lava
But I set them on fire (didn't I?)
I can't think,
can't breathe
can't speak I.. I.. I can't
The fire burns through me, aching
Smoke so thick, confusing
Dried up now burnt out, sparks dying
My tears've dried up now
Yeah, too tired to grieve, how
Can I go another day without rain?
I just keep getting used to the pain.