As the sunrise, a child got up from his bed as his room full of books was on the ground and two book's on his lap as the book cover name icarus, and another named Hercules
As the child wakes up he said
(Now my friend I will leave you to the child feeling and thought)
Another nightmare nothing new, I just wish if I wasn't lost I wish if I could find my answer for anything
Morning my friend I'm Joseph star a 14 years old kid who is trying to find himself in world which which I don't trust nor understand the world he is in, at first I thought it was common thing but overtime I start realizing this world make no sense, when my mother giving birth to me until I became 11 I believed how the world operates but overtime when I told my parents about it they said that wasn't normal and send me to mental institution which was hell for whole month while I was there I deduced overtime Manny thing yet no answer satisfied me.
As I paid on my couch bed I was thinking about everything that happened last week as if time itself was repeatedly Restarted everytime nothing different from the movement to there way of speech I grown worried
And my mentality was breaking down overtime I became depressed and anxious about everything I doubt everything was happening to everyone and everything I seen
As I looked in my room books writing by scientists to story's and theorist novels, it felt more like library then room, I got up and tried to find my school uniform it was beneath one of Daniel buck books
I put bowtie and hat besides my uniform as I got the bathroom to wash my face which didn't have that much sleep only reading novels and stories as I finished washing
uniform and bowtie and got ready but when I tried to find my hat, I couldn't it
Weird I remember I putting it here
When I finished I gone to school
I felt shiver run in my spin to my toenail as if I was being watched, but it isn't the first time I felt like that.
I continue my walk to school as if nothing happened, when I arrived the shiver almost gone, but not fully
3 hours later
I was in my school I was thinking what happened to my hat while I was thinking about it I felt something on my head I touched it lowered my hand looking at my last hat, I thought I wasn't the only one Et I didn't know that uncommon I was used to those things once I was child, nothing make sense if I was child until now
I was in the library, thinking over everything of my life just repeatedly doing the same things the same acts and the same loneliness everytime, when I'm left alone with my thoughts I feel like I'm in novel or story as if everything isn't real and my mind trying to break through it, through the lies, throught the loneliness yet in reality I can't because that the real world... Right?
I can't distinct reality from imagination or dreams, I can't even distinct my memories everytime I try to remember something I forget about it for the next 12 second Pacivicaly, and I felt something through my body always moving as if my body was getting subjected by unbelievable pain yet I feel nothing else then quietness in all this.
1 hour later
It happened again the memories and the people around me start acting weird I
I arrived to my home
Mom I'm home
It was quite as usual
I just entered my room trying to think for myself,
I had the feeling of being losing myself everyday and less strength I felt my body was dying as if something was killing it I felt heart and soul leave my body, and have almost real dream of scientists testing my body as if I was something when gone to sleep, I had the same dream but it felt way more real then before but I couldn't as if my body couldn't listen to me
But this time I seen the scientists but blood on there coat and see some of them on the ground, dead and some were trying to fight someone when I tried to look closer I felt pressure from my body as if I was dying I try to speak but it come out whisper
When I was inside I looked around and there were wires every part of my body and green liquid under me but it was raisin up, and the smell reminded me of my mom cooking, before I fall sleep, though that was dream but it too painful and it feel to real to be dream, I thought for myself I might be in pod
i saw the people in black tight exoskeleton suit, the same people who were killing the scientists they did something outside that stoped everything inside the pod, and letting my body move when I looked at my hand it was pale as the clouds and, I was so skinny my skeleton was very obviously to the naked eye, and there was reflection front of me I was bald and my eyes where recent thing I every seen, I wanted to laughter but shade tiers of fear in the same time, a lot things were running through my brain, where mom, where dad, where am I, there one word came out of my mouth
Please help me...
I didn't know what say else than that, I was dying I was comfortable yet I felt fear, et I felt nothing
As they broke the pod, they lefted me up and
They start talking
Shit where the energy resource diya you said the information was bulletproof, but we found almost dead child which isn't bad at self yet we did all that by you now what should I do LEADER
As the woman was putting the together by the looks of her eyes, she realized something before I could hear her, I fall sleep to tired to think I didn't do nothing yet I felt weak
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Ok I know it kind cringey but I tried my best to writing but I couldn't I'm kind new to writing and that my first story
And the reason I'm writing this is because The site/app want me to write over 4,000 words so I don't know what to do