Keifer's POV
I have been sitting on the floor clutching my knees and praying to God since the doctors have taken jay in the operation theatre....this 5 hours went into a blur ...the only thing I remember is calling jay again and again throughout the ride while Angelo sped up his car to take Jay to nearest hospital...the doctors checked Jay's pulse and took her for operation...I stood there soaked in Jay's blood ... kaizer's words hit me again and again....the more I think of the incidents the more I feel guilty... Jay my Jay is fighting for her life there and the reason is my so called dad....her life is miserable just because of the Watson 's .....I couldn't think anymore...tears gathered in my throat...my body started shaking.... section E...my kuya even Angelo has tried to confront me ...but my mind couldn't accept the fact that my Jay is shot ...
After 3 hour
It has been three hours since the doctors have started operating her ....all of us were sobbing and praying to God for Jay's recovery...the Seconds were turning into minutes with constant fear of lossing my love ... suddenly the doctors came out ..I ran to them ..
Keifer: doctor how is jay ? Is she awake?? Is she responding?
The female doctor hesitated for a second then Said...
Doctor: mr Watson please calm down....we have treated her wound and operated the bullet but due to a heavy blood loss ...she is still in critical condition...her body is very weak...we are observing her 24/7 ...but it's impossible to tell anything before 24 hours...all I can say is that...try to wake her up ...the anaesthesia we injected shouldn't stay this long ...if she doesn't wake up before 24 hours then sorry to say but we have to transfer her to ventilation...or she can also go to coma ...
The second these words left doctor 's mouth ..my whole world tilted ...I sobbed...
Keifer: doctor..p... please don't say it like that... please do something to wake her up ...
Doctor: mr Watson we can understand your condition but all I can say is that ... believe in God ...
The doctor left me there by saying that ..I wanted to speak to her again but section E and Aries calmed down me ...
Yuri : keifer...you have to stay strong....don't loose hope ...she is our mutya keifer...she will surely come back...
Aries: keifer..I know though I am her kuya ...still she trust you more than anyone... don't break down...she won't be happy to see you like this ...
Jennie: guys ... let's go and meet her ... let's try to wake her up ...I know my twin will never leave me ..she will never leave us ... let's not losse hope ...
I looked at everyone... their words gave me confidence..my Jay will surely come back... I wiped my tears and went to her ICU ward ,..she was lying there looking pale .. life less...her fingers were resting like they were drained out of strength...her whole body was attached to different machines...she looked like a sleeping Beauty lying there on the bed peacefully...
I went to her bed and took her hand...
Keifer: Jay Jay...look I am here ...your keifer is here with you ... section E...your girl friends...your kuya ..your family everyone is here ... please wake up ... don't sleep so long ...
Yuri : bestie ...I promise I will never tease you about being lesbian...I will give you the first spot in my Best friend list ... don't sleep please..wake up ...
Ci-n: Jay I will never still your chocolate...I will always share every gossip with you ...I will give you my chips ... please wake up and say ci-n don't forget your promises....
Aries: Jay..I am sorry that I hurt you... please give me a chance to reconcile our sibling relationship... don't just shut me out ...
Percy: baby sistahhhhhh... please wake up ..who will compliment my handsome face if you don't wake up ...who will fight with me for the last pancake?? Who will watch horror movies with me at night?? Who will be my crime partner in stealing choclate icecream from fridge ??..
Keiran: ate ...you promised that you will always love us like mom ...we have never experienced mother's love ...you gave us warmth.. don't go away ate ... don't leave us like mom...
Keigan: why every single person who loves us has to leave us kuya ?? Why can't we Watson 's get unconditional love ?? Is it so expensive that we can't afford it ??
Of all the things keigan and Keiran 's words broke all of us ...we all broke in tears...I looked at my brothers...they were sobbing in kuya Prince 's embrace... nothing came out from my mouth except a cry...
I said in my mind...
" Jay please wake up ... please wake up once...I promise I will never bother you ....I will never let you get hurt....I will stay away from you ...you deserve a better person Jay...I am a mess who shouldn't be there in your life ...you are always getting hurt because of me ... please my mutya...wake up ...my Mrs Watson I can't see you like this....I love you Jay...I love you my Jasper Jean...and I don't know how I can let go of you .."