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Chapter 17 - Chapter 7 Post 2

Honey checked his phone , there was a message from Priyanshi....

23min ago ...he opened chat and started reading her texts line by line.....

He didn't reply immediately.

Not because he didn't know what to say —

but because for the first time in a long while, his thoughts failed him.

The room around him felt suddenly smaller. The fan kept spinning, the clock kept ticking, life kept doing its ordinary things — and yet something inside him had gone completely still. The image his mind had built refused to leave: rain, trees, a narrow path, breath too close behind.

He read her last line again.

"My past is not good."

His fingers hovered above the screen. He typed something. Deleted it. Typed again. Deleted that too. Anything dramatic felt wrong. Anything comforting felt insufficient. He realised, painfully, that there are wounds where words don't enter easily.

Finally, he wrote — slow, careful, honest.

"I'm… really sorry you had to go through that."

It looked small on the screen. Almost useless.

But it was true.

A few seconds passed.

He added another line, because silence felt like abandonment.

"You didn't deserve that. Not even a little."

That one stayed.

When she saw the message, she didn't reply immediately either. And in that shared pause that quiet gap between sent and seen — something shifted. Not loudly. Not romantically. Just… humanly.

Honey leaned back against the wall. His chest felt heavy, not with fear, but with a kind of grief he couldn't name. Not guilt exactly — something deeper. The uncomfortable realisation that the world he walked through so casually was full of corners where others learned to be afraid.

After a minute, she replied.

"I know."

Just that.

No emoji.

No explanation.

No defence.

And somehow, that hurt more than paragraphs would have.

Honey swallowed. His mind wanted to ask more — when, how often, were you okay after — but something held him back. For once, he didn't want to satisfy his curiosity at the cost of her comfort.

So he didn't push.

Instead, he wrote:

"If you ever feel like talking about the rest… I'll listen. No pressure."

A long pause followed.

Then:

"Thank you," she sent.

"I'll tell you… some other day."

That was all.

They said goodbye soon after. Simple. Ordinary. As if the conversation hadn't cracked something open inside him.

When the phone went dark, Honey stayed where he was. Not overthinking — surprisingly not. Just… sitting with the weight of what he had heard.

That night, something subtle changed.

The next day at school, he noticed things he hadn't before.

The way girls adjusted their bags closer.

How they chose seats near friends.

How silence sometimes wasn't shyness — but caution.

He didn't announce any resolution.

Didn't make promises to himself.

He just… became gentler.

More aware.

More careful with words, with glances, with space.

And somewhere inside him, without realising it fully, Honey understood one quiet truth:

Some stories don't ask to be fixed.

They only ask to be believed.

He began to read the room differently after that.

Not like an observer collecting details, but like someone who had finally learned the grammar of fear written into ordinary gestures. The way a girl paused before entering a crowded classroom. The instinctive half-step back when footsteps grew louder behind her. How laughter sometimes arrived a second late—checked, measured, safe.

He noticed how conversations among girls carried quiet codes. A raised eyebrow that meant stay close. A hand on the wrist that meant don't go there. Warnings passed without words, faster than sound. Survival made efficient.

And he understood, slowly, uncomfortably, that much of this choreography had nothing to do with weakness. It was intelligence shaped by risk. Awareness sharpened by repetition. The body remembering what the mouth never said aloud.

Honey thought about how boys moved through the same spaces—loose, careless, unafraid of being misunderstood by the dark. How freedom looked invisible when you'd never been denied it.

For the first time, he questioned his own stillness. His watching. His silence. Not with guilt that demanded punishment, but with responsibility that asked for restraint.

Where do my eyes rest?

How close is too close?

When does curiosity become intrusion?

These questions didn't accuse him. They educated him.

He realized that respect wasn't loud or heroic. It didn't arrive with speeches or sudden transformations. It lived in smaller things—in waiting, in stepping aside, in letting someone exist without being studied.

And so Honey learned something unspoken but permanent:

That being kind wasn't about intention.

It was about impact.

And that awareness, once earned, never truly leaves.

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