The days came and went by in a blurry, making me dread the wedding day as it gets nearer. I barely saw my father throughout the week except at dinner once we barely exchanged a few words. I have spent most of the night talking to my brother trying my best to treasure every moment.
He had accompanied me to go get my hair and nails done and the bodyguards hover around as usual.. The truth is we are used to them breathing down our neck at this point.
A day before the wedding my mom accompanied me to go get a full body waxed after a quick breakfast. We didn't speak to each other except when she asked me if I was hungry at one point and I said no I wasn't that was it.. I said to myself I will be a better mom than her.
I was sitting beside my widows that evening, looking up advice for Virgin having sex for the first time.. because my mom never talked about anything personal ever before. Just a few things I learnt from school, that's it.
Different options came up all which state that the girl has to be super comfortable being around the man.. something I definitely wasn't around Luca hack I haven't been officially introduced to him, I have no idea what he looked like up close except a few times i have seen him during some events. Another option was lube for much needed lubrication. I know that option was out of it for me.
With a sigh I closed the laptop and laid my head on the cold wall. There were so many emotions running through my head right now.I blinked my eyes twice before squeezing it tight. I have shed a lot of tears since the moment I told about my marriage to Luca Russo.
Remember to smile once he unveils you. My father said to me,as he handed me a bunch of blue flowers which were as big as the dress I was currently in.
Yes father I replied with my heart beating uncontrollably, I was going to be walking down the aisle in a few minutes time with my father by my side and I was going to have a serious panic attack to my horror.
I'm going to miss you so much Airella, my father said as he pulled my veil over my face. I would have quietly snorted if I wasn't silently trying to fight a panic attack back.
Father came out of the car and heard his hand for me but I hesitated, afraid my legs were going to give out if I stood up.
What are you doing Airella? We are going to be called in a few minutes, father demanded impatiently and I tried to push the dizzy feeling back but it was getting worse and more intense, threatening to pull me down in weaves.
Can you get me water please? I whispered and my father became angry before walking off and returning with a bottle of water. Almost immediately I sipped the water and dragged in a deep breath before saying to myself you have got this Airella.
I slipped my hand on my father and was out of the car in an instant. The father wasn't looking happy but couldn't do anything like hit me or shout at me because of the audience he only squeezed my hand harder than necessary for a few seconds before relaxing his hold and wearing a smile for the paparazzi taking pictures. The bodyguards were around us in an instant.
I refuse to look up and instead stared at my feet as we walked slowly trying to block the fast that thousand of people are looking at me walk down the aisle,we arrive at the end of the aisle and I finally Glance up as my father slipped my hands into Luca's hands which made my breath hang in my throat.
I stared up but refused to looked directly at Luca face instead focuse on his neck which a blue colored tie clung to. and trace of tattoos showing he held my hand although the warmth of his palm on mine. All what the priest preached about barely made it to my ears.
The ring bearer who was a little cute girl dressed In blue who I haven't seen before, after the the ring exchange the priest declared us husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride the priest said and I felt my blood rush to my face.
Luca unveiled my face before nudging my face up with a little grip on my jaw leaving me no option but to finally stare into his eyes.
Our eyes locked for the first time and my heart stutter slowly for the first time as his gray eyes framed with curly dark lashes lowered and focused on my lips he leaned down and tugged my face upwards before lightly brushing his lips against mine. My eyes slid shut before his lips touched mine and I felt him pressed his lips firmly against mine sending chills down my spine and my heart beating nervously. He kissed me passionately slow and deep before he pulled away leaving me breathless and people cheered.
and there goes my first kiss.
I was Lagally married to Luca Russo and i will be known as Airella Russo.