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PROLOGUE

Helena wondered sometimes if she still had eyes. The

darkness surrounding her never ended. She thought at first if she waited

long enough, some glimmer of light would appear, or someone would

come. Yet no matter how long she waited, there was nothing.

Just endless dark.

She had a body; she could feel it wrapped around her like a cage, but

no amount of effort or determination could make it move. It floated

inert and unresponsive except when jerking violently as the surges hit—

jolts of electricity tearing through her, beginning at the base of her neck

and making every muscle in her body seize violently. As suddenly as

they came, they'd be gone. They were her only sense of time.

They were done to ensure her muscles couldn't deteriorate altogether

while she was in stasis. Helena remembered that detail. Remembered

that she'd been placed there as a prisoner, kept preserved, but someday,

someone would come for her.

At first, she'd counted the time in between surges to calculate their

frequency. Second by second. Ten thousand, eight hundred. Every three

hours without fail. Always the same. Then she'd counted the surges, but

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as the number grew and grew, she stopped, afraid to know.

She forced herself to focus on other things, not the wait. Not the

endlessness. Not the dark. She had to wait, so she gave herself a routine

to keep her mind fresh. Imagined walks. Cliffs and sky. Visited all the

places she'd ever wandered. All the books she'd read.

She had to endure. To stay alert. That way she would be ready. She

had to stay ready.

She would not let herself fade away.

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CHAPTER 1

When light came, it nearly split Helena's brain open.

There was screaming.

"Fuck! How's this one awake?" A voice broke through the sensory

agony.

Light was stabbing her. A spike driven through her eyes, burrowing

into her skull. Gods, her eyes.

She writhed. The brightness blurred, careening. The burn of fluid

rushed down her throat. A roar in her ears.

Slick fingers dug into her arms, against bone, dragging her up. Air

hit her lungs, sending them seizing as the fluid came back up.

"Fuck this stasis gel. Can't get a decent grip. Make her shut up! She's

about to drown herself."

Her head slammed into something as she was dropped. Rough stone

tore her hands. She scrabbled blindly, trying to push herself up. Her

eyes squeezed shut, but the light was still a knife in her skull. A hard

object was ripped off the back of her neck, and something warm and

wet ran across her skin.

"How the fuck is she awake? Someone must've fucked the dosage on

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this one. Don't let her crawl off."

Her arms were gripped again, and she was heaved up from the

ground.

She tore herself free, forcing her eyes open. All she could make out

was blinding white. She lunged towards it.

"You fucking bitch, you cut me!"

Pain exploded across the back of her head.

There was still light when she regained consciousness.

It came slowly, as though she were underwater, swimming towards a

surface that rippled just beyond reach, consciousness seeping back in.

Her eyes were closed; the light was just beyond them. She could feel the

pain of it already.

She was lying on something hard. A cold table, its metal inert be-

neath her fingers.

She could dimly make out voices, muffled but close.

"Well?" A woman's voice. "Any others?"

"No." A man's voice. That first voice from earlier. "We've pulled the

rest out. It was just this one stored wrong."

"And she was conscious when you opened the tank?"

"Sure was. Started screaming when we lifted the top and pulled her

up. Gave me a heart attack, I can tell you. Willems was so startled, he

nearly drowned her, and when we did get her out, she was fucking feral.

Scratched the shit out of me until we got her knocked out. Had the

intravenous and all, but the sedation was turned off. Someone must've

bumped it."

"That doesn't explain the lack of records for this one," said the

woman. "Seems odd."

"Probably done in a hurry. Couldn't have been kept for long. Even

the ones properly done are mostly dead. Lot of the tanks are just soup

and bones." The man laughed nervously.

"We'll know more once I have her in Central," the woman said. She

sounded disinterested. "You were right to call this in. It's anomalous.

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Let me know how many of the rest wake. Any corpses intact enough for

reanimation go to the mines. The living stock goes to the Outpost."

"Of course. And you'll put in a good word for me, right? It would

mean a lot if it comes from you." The man sounded hopeful, and his

chuckle was forced. "Not getting any younger, you know."

"The High Necromancer has many petitions to consider. Your work

will not be forgotten. Have a lorry made ready for transport."

There were retreating footsteps followed by an irritated sigh.

"There's no need to feign unconsciousness; I know you're awake.

Open your eyes," the woman said. "I've altered your senses, so the light

shouldn't be too much."

Helena peered cautiously through her lashes.

The world around her was greenish dusk, every form shadow-like.

The vague shape of a person moved on her right side.

Her eyes followed sluggishly.

"Good. You're following instructions and tracking motion."

Helena tried to speak, but a low gasping emerged.

There was a click of a pen and papers shuffling.

"So, Prisoner 1273, or are you Prisoner 19819? You have two inmate

numbers, and there's no record of either in this facility. Do you happen

to have a name?"

Helena said nothing. Now that the mere concept of light was not a

terror, she could think a little. She was still a prisoner.

The woman gave an impatient huff. "Do you understand me?"

Helena gave no response.

"Well, I suppose I can't expect much. We'll know soon anyway. You,

bring her."

The shape blurred away, and new figures appeared. Cold skin pressed

against her wrists. The stench of chemical preservatives and old meat

burned in her nose. Necrothralls. She tried to make out the faces, but

her eyes kept sliding off, refusing to focus.

The table began vibrating as it was rolled across a stone floor, radiat-

ing through her skull into her teeth.

Then it was so bright, it was like needles being driven into her reti-

nas. She gave a muffled scream, squeezing her eyes shut again.

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There was a nauseating lurch upwards, and everything grew darker

again, a motor rumbling to life somewhere beneath her.

She needed to escape. She tried to shift and felt the clank of metal.

"Lie still." The woman's voice was suddenly back. Very close.

Helena jerked away, breath coming in rapid pants and her hands and

feet twisting against the restraints. She had to run. She had to—

"Don't make my day harder," the woman said, her voice icy.

Fingers gripped the base of Helena's skull, and a pulse of energy

flooded through her brain.

Darkness again.

Jolting agony and sudden terror ripped Helena back into con-

sciousness.

She lurched upwards, eyes wide, just in time to see a syringe pulled

away. There was a snap of chains, and she fell back, heart racing, every

beat a throb of pain as though it'd been stabbed through.

"There now." There was the clatter of the syringe being dropped onto

a metal tray somewhere to her right. "That should get you lucid and

talking."

It was the woman from earlier.

Helena was no longer on the table or in a lorry. There was a hard

mattress under her, and the strong sterile scent of antiseptic everywhere.

A dim grey ceiling loomed overhead.

Through the pain, energy was suddenly roaring through her veins,

growing into a searing heat that burned in her hands as they flexed. She

could feel her consciousness sharpening and everything growing

brighter, clearer. She twisted, and metal bit into her wrist.

"None of that. You'll break your bones before you break out of those

shackles. Answer my questions and I might let you get up before that

drug wears off. I understand it can be quite painful otherwise."

Unable to move, Helena felt her mind begin to race instead. An in-

jection, some kind of harsh stimulant. Trapped inside her, the energy

poured into her brain, and her scattered, panicked thoughts were nar-

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rowing into crystalline focus.

"Helena Marino. You"—there was a sound of shuffled pages—

"should be dead according to your 1273 file. You were marked for cull-

ing, due to unspecified 'extensive injuries.' But the 19819 designation

means you were selected for stasis." More pages were shuffled. "How-

ever, there's no record that you ever arrived there or underwent process-

ing." The woman sucked her teeth. "You have not existed anywhere in

our file system since Augustus of last year. Fourteen months. And now

we find you in the very stasis warehouse you never arrived at. How is

that?"

Helena blinked slowly, trying to process the information. Fourteen

months?

"Obviously no one can survive in stasis that long. Even at six months

with perfect conditions it's nearly impossible, and you weren't even

stored properly. So where did you come from? And who put you there?"

Helena turned her head away, refusing to answer.

The woman hummed, stepping closer. "You're not in any trouble. Tell

me the truth and this will all be over. Where were you before you were

placed in stasis?"

The question was enunciated slowly.

Helena said nothing, although her jaw was burning to move. Her

body started to tremble as her heartbeat drove the drug deeper into her

veins.

There wasn't anyone left to protect, but she refused to cooperate with

her captors. To make anything easy for them, even their filing system.

Besides, she hadn't been anywhere else.

"Where. Were. You. Before stasis?" The woman was speaking loudly.

Helena's throat tightened, trying not to even think about the answer,

because it tore her apart to remember.

Before the warehouse, she'd been captured along with everyone else,

crammed into cages outside the Alchemy Tower, where all the prisoners

had been brought so they could witness the "celebrations" of the war's

end.

She could still smell the smoke and blood in the summer heat, hear

the raucous cheers as Resistance leaders died, their screams fading.

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Watching them die, and knowing it was still not over, even then.

Some necromancer in the crowd would hurry forward, eager to show

off, and in a matter of seconds that dead body would get up again.

Someone Helena had trusted or served under, brought back with reani-

mation. A necrothrall, an empty automaton corpse. They'd be slit open,

their skin in ribbons, organs excised, eyes blank, face slack, and they

would be used to kill the next "traitor" in an even more brutal way.

The executions had not stopped until the air was red with a mist of

blood.

General Titus Bayard's dead body was used to kill his wife. Slowly.

Making him eat the strips of her as he cut them off.

Each death had carved out a piece of Helena until there was a cavern

of grief inside her chest. When there wasn't anyone left worth publicly

killing, they'd put her in that stasis tank.

The other prisoners had been unconscious as they were paralysed,

needles inserted in their veins, tubes shoved down their noses, breath-

ing masks adhered to their faces. Not Helena.

She had been kept awake, aware of the claustrophobic horror of all

that was happening to her, as she was locked inside her body and left in

the dark. Waiting for someone to come for her.

No one ever did.

Fingers snapped in front of Helena's face, jolting her from her mem-

ories. The woman was glaring at her.

"I'm not having a filing error damaging my reputation. If you won't

answer, I'll stop doing this the easy way."

Helena flinched.

"See? You do understand me."

Her stomach shrivelled, but she locked her jaw.

The woman stepped closer. Helena's eyes strained to make her out. A

squarish face with impatiently pursed lips. A medical uniform.

"Perhaps an example is in order." The woman's hand pressed against

Helena's neck. Helena gave a sharp gasp as burning-cold energy surged

through her, towards her spine.

It wasn't an electric jolt like in the tank; it burrowed from the wom-

an's hand and into Helena like a needle. The channel of energy sang

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through her like a tuning fork, until both resonated along the same

wavelength.

The woman clenched her fingers. Pain burst through every nerve in

Helena's body. She gave a gasping, garbled scream, body seizing, hands

wrenching at the cuffs.

"Be still."

A flick and Helena went limp. She couldn't feel anything below her

chest. As if her spine were severed. Her blood roared in panic.

A wave of the woman's hand, and the void of numbness vanished.

Soap- roughened fingers trailed dangerously along Helena's arm.

"Understand now?"

The woman's resonance was still running through her like a current,

a visceral warning. Helena managed to nod shakily. She should have

realised: The woman was a vivimancer. Necromancy's inverse twin,

wielded on the living rather than the dead.

"I knew you'd catch on. Let's try again."

Helena's throat grew thick, her eyes burning. Every nerve twinged,

her blood roaring in her ears. What was the harm in answering?

"Where did you come from?"

"Wsss— th— w- housss—" Helena fought to make her tongue coop-

erate.

"None of that foreign nonsense. Speak Paladian," the woman said

sharply.

There was no such thing as a Paladian language; the woman was

speaking in Northern dialect. Helena wanted to tell her that but didn't

think it would help. She swallowed and tried again, but her tongue

slurred everything together.

The woman sighed. "Why do you Resistance fighters always waste

my time? Perhaps if we jolt your brain, you'll remember how to speak a

proper language."

She gripped Helena's head this time. A wave of resonance surged

through from both sides like cymbals slammed together.

Everything went red. The scream wrenched from Helena's throat

was animal.

The hands were snatched back. "What on earth?"

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Helena wasn't sure if the woman was running in circles overhead or

if the room was spinning.

"What is this? Who did this to you?"

Helena stared dazedly up as the red faded from her vision. Her

hands were twitching and spasming, convulsively jerking against the

chains. She didn't know what the questions meant.

"Something has been done to your mind," the woman said, sounding

bewildered but also strangely excited. "Some kind of transmutation. I

have never encountered anything like it. I'm going to have to report this.

I'll need a specialist. You have—" The woman paused. "There's no name

for this! I'll have to come up with a name . . ."

She seemed to be talking mostly to herself. "Transmutational barri-

ers inside a brain. How is that possible? I have never—there are—

patterns in it."

She touched Helena again. Helena flinched, but the resonance was

not for torture this time, just a frisson of energy through her brain that

turned everything luridly red again.

"This is elaborate, beautiful, professional work. A vivimancer manu-

ally rewiring the human consciousness."

Helena lay there, not understanding.

The woman's face came close enough that Helena could make out

blue eyes with deep creases between them and around the mouth. She

stared at Helena with avid fascination, as if she'd been given an unex-

pected gift.

"If Bennet were still here, he would marvel at the precision of this

work." Resonance ran through Helena's mind as tangibly as if fingers

were gliding inside her skull. The woman's pale eyes lost focus as she

worked. "The smallest mistake anywhere, and you'd be vegetative, but

whoever did this kept you almost completely intact. This is genius."

"Whaa— tt?" Helena finally managed a clear word.

"I wonder . . . What does it look like?" The woman walked away, then

returned a minute later, carrying a sheet of glass.

Helena squinted and recognised the object. A resonance screen. They

were frequently used for academic presentations and alchemical medi-

cal procedures. The gas used reactive particles to mirror the shape and

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pattern of a resonance channel.

The woman held the glass overhead, her other hand resting on Hel-

ena's forehead, and ran resonance through Helena's skull. Her vision

turned red again, but Helena squinted through and watched as the dim

cloud between the panes morphed into the vague shape of the human

brain and then into an incomprehensible spiderweb of lines that wound

all over.

"I doubt you understand any of this, but imagine your mind is a—a

city. Your thoughts run along various streets to reach their destinations.

Those lines you see are your streets that have been rerouted. There are

barriers, transmutationally crafted, and so instead of following a natural

pattern through the brain, someone has created alternative routes. Some

areas are cut off entirely. I can't even imagine how . . . The skill this

would take . . ."

Her words trailed off. She set the screen aside and peered probingly

at Helena.

"Who worked on you?" The question was loud, slow, and over-

enunciated.

Helena just shook her head.

The women's expression hardened dangerously, but then she seemed

to reconsider. "I suppose you wouldn't know, given the state of your

brain. You're probably lucky to remember your own name. You were an

alchemy student, I presume." She idly tapped a metal cuff around Hel-

ena's wrist.

Helena gave a wary nod.

"And foreign. Obviously." She gave Helena a pointed once-over.

Helena swallowed. "Etras."

"Ah, quite far from home then. Do you remember your resonance

repertoire?"

"Div . . . erse."

"Hmm." The woman's eyebrows furrowed, and she studied Helena

more carefully. "Wait. I remember hearing about you. You're that little

savant the Holdfasts sponsored. That must have been more than a de-

cade ago, so you must be what, twenty-something now?"

Helena's eyes burned, and she gave a stilted nod.

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The woman raised an eyebrow. "Do you remember what happened to

your sponsor, Principate Apollo?"

"Killed."

"Mhmm. And the war. I'm sure you remember that. Did you help

the Holdfast boy burn down the city? Your darling Luc, as you all liked

to call him?"

Helena's throat tightened. "I didn't—fight."

The woman gave a small sound of surprise, and her eyes narrowed.

"But the final battle? I assume you remember that?"

Helena's mouth parted several times, her tongue struggling to un-

tangle. "We—the— the Resistance lost. There were—executions. M-

Morrough came—at the end. He—he had Luc. K-Killed him—there.

Then— then they— they took me to the warehouse."

"Who's they?"

Helena swallowed bitterly. "L-liches."

The woman chuckled. "I haven't heard anyone dare use that word in

a long time. All of the Undying, regardless of their forms, are the High

Necromancer's most ascendant followers. Their immortality is the re-

ward for their excellence. In this new world, death claims only the un-

worthy. No matter what insults you attempt, it is your friends who are

nothing but ashes to be forgotten."

She tapped Helena's forehead. "You do seem mostly intact, though.

So why go to all the effort? And who could have even—?" The woman

picked up the resonance screen, glancing at it once more, and then dis-

appeared through the curtains.

Helena was relieved to see her gone.

Her memory or mind had been altered?

She would have thought it a trick, but she'd seen the resonance

screen. She knew what a brain should look like. It would have required

a highly specialised and extensive degree of vivimancy to transmute a

mind into that state.

It wasn't something a person would forget having happened to them.

Yet she didn't feel like she'd forgotten anything, except the mention

of an extensive injury.

She couldn't remember any injury, just shock, and grief, and horror.

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She swallowed and blinked hard, trying not to think about it.

Looking around, she tried to make out her surroundings. Whatever

she'd been injected with was a brutally effective drug. There was a sharp

bruise forming on her chest where the needle had punctured its way to

her heart. It hurt with every beat.

She looked down. There were bars along each side of the bed, and

the metal cuffs around her wrists were shackled to them. The skin was

raw and bruised, and beneath the cuffs chaining her to the bed, a green-

ish band of metal was also locked around each wrist.

Those at least were familiar. They'd been snapped around her wrists

during the celebration.

In the darkness, thick with blood, with little torchlight and too many

bodies in a cramped cage, she'd barely been able to make them out. But

she remembered them.

Inside the stasis tank, she'd been constantly aware of them clamped

around her wrists. Their existence had persisted along the edge of her

consciousness, an inescapable presence that stifled her resonance, pre-

venting any transmutational manipulation that might have let her es-

cape.

Even in the tank, she could feel the lumithium inside them.

By its nature, lumithium bound the four elements of air, water, earth,

and fire together, and in that binding, resonance was created.

The Sacred Faith held that resonance was a gift, intended by Sol,

godhead of the elemental Quintessence, to elevate humanity. Reso-

nance was a rare ability in many parts of the world, but not in Sol's

chosen nation of Paladia. The pre-war census had estimated nearly a

fifth of the population possessed measurable resonance levels. The num-

ber had been expected to rise further with the next generation.

Usually, resonance was channelled into the alchemy of metals and

inorganic compounds, allowing for transmutation or alchemisation.

However, in a defective soul which rebelled against Sol's natural laws,

the resonance could be corrupted, enabling vivimancy—like what the

woman had used on Helena—and the necromancy used to create necro-

thralls.

As the element of resonance, lumithium could increase or even cre-

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ate resonance in inert objects through exposure, making them alchemi-

cally malleable. However, pure lumithium was too divine for mortals;

overexposure caused wasting sickness, and for individuals with reso-

nance, direct exposure could result in a raw, metallic pain within their

nerves.

The lumithium in the manacles didn't seem to make Helena sick.

Which meant that something had altered it. The sharp energy inside

was keyed into her resonance, but rather than turn it raw, it blurred her

senses. She could feel her resonance, but when she tried to control it, the

cuffs were like static in her nerves. No matter how she tried, she could

not push beyond it.

All she knew was that as long as those manacles remained locked in

place, she wasn't an alchemist at all.

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CHAPTER 2

There was a necrothrall somewhere nearby. Alone and able

to focus, Helena could smell the rotting meat and chemical preserva-

tives. The Undying used the dead like puppets to perform any undesir-

able or menial tasks. Chained and waiting, she wondered what this one

was being used for. She peered around, looking for any shadows beyond

the curtains.

"Marino?"

Her name was whispered so softly, it could have been a breeze.

Turning, Helena made out a face peeking through the dividing cur-

tain. She squinted hard, and her eyes managed to focus enough to make

out a pale face and hair.

"Marino, is that you?"

Helena nodded, still trying to make out who it was.

"It's Grace. I was an orderly in the hospital." She crept through the

curtains as she spoke. She had a heavy Northern accent, the kind that

pulled hard on the consonants.

"Sorry, I'm—disoriented," Helena said.

"I didn't expect to see you here." Grace came closer, youthful yet

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sunken features emerging from the dimness, her expression both fright-

ened and curious.

Helena's eyes widened.

Grace's face was disfigured with scars, long cuts that bisected her

cheeks and chin and nose. Not the accidental marring of injury. They

were intentional.

Helena tried to lift a hand, but the shackles on her wrists were too

short. "What happened?"

Grace looked confused, and then—following Helena's stare—

reached up to touch her face. "Oh, the cuts? We all have them."

"What? Why would the liches—"

Grace shook her head sharply. "Keep your voice down." She glanced

around quickly, sniffing at the air before looking back at Helena again,

her eyes angry. "They use the greys for listening sometimes. There's one

in here, can't you smell it? You can't call the Undying liches." The word

came out barely a whisper. "If they hear—there'll be—consequences."

Helena nodded quickly, afraid Grace might flee if she wasn't careful.

Grace crept closer.

"The Undying didn't do this." She gestured at her face. "We did it

ourselves. The Undying can do anything they want to us—to anyone

labelled Resistance. It's the thing nowadays to keep greys instead of

staff. Other times—they just want something to play with. At a party

or—after a night out." Her face twisted. "No one interferes. Even the

ones who aren't Undying or in the guilds will go along with it because

they all hope it'll give them a better chance of earning immortality, too."

Grace gave a jerky, stilted shrug. "But if you're messed-up looking,

they won't keep you for long." She drew a shaky breath and then peered

hard at Helena. "Where have you been?"

Helena shook her head, trying to absorb everything Grace had said.

"They took me to a warehouse—after— "

Grace's eyes narrowed.

Helena stared at her searchingly. "Is the Eternal Flame still—"

"No." Grace shook her head violently, and her expression turned

angry. "They're all dead. Every one of them. After Luc was dead, they

sent the rest of us out to the factory Outpost below the dam. Most of us

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can't leave. Takes months of good behaviour to get permission, and we

have to wear these." She held up a wrist cuffed with a copper band,

brighter and more fitted than Helena's. "We have to check in morning

and night. There's a curfew. If anyone's missed for more than twenty-

four hours— " She swallowed. "If they don't turn up, the High Reeve's

sent to hunt them down, and they're always dead by the time he brings

them back. The Warden likes to string them up, leaves them hanging for

days sometimes, and then when they're starting to rot, she'll reanimate

them and have them 'work' with us for a while before they go to the

mines. Says it's so we don't forget the rules."

"Who— " Helena forced herself to ask, even though she was afraid to

know.

Grace hesitated, eyes softening slightly. "Lila Bayard was the first

one he brought back."

Grace was saying something else, but Helena couldn't hear her. All

she heard was "Lila Bayard was the first," over and over.

Not Lila . . .

Grace's voice came slowly back. "The Warden had her put into pala-

din armour and stationed at the gate. She'd been dead awhile already.

Must've gotten pretty far. More than half of her face was missing, and

she didn't have the prosthetic leg anymore, so they welded a steel bar on

to keep her upright. She—It can't really move. Just stands there. We go

past every day." Grace seemed to finally notice Helena's expression; she

looked down. "She's mostly bones now. The Warden thinks it's—funny."

Helena shook her head, struggling to accept it, but of course Lila

was dead. For Luc to be captured and killed, his paladins had to be

killed. That was the oath they took, to die for the Principate.

Helena swallowed hard. "But surely somewhere—the Resistance—"

"There's no Resistance!" Grace said in a harsh whisper. "You think

the rest of us were going to keep fighting, with everyone in the Eternal

Flame dead? There's no point. The High Reeve kills everyone. Any hint,

even whispers get people killed. He has this—this monster he uses for

hunting. There's no point in running away or resisting or organising un-

less you want to be the next corpse."

Helena fell silent. Grace watched her warily, fidgeting and seeming

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ready to bolt at any moment.

"Who's the High Reeve?" Helena hoped it was a safe question to ask.

She didn't remember the title.

Grace shook her head. "I don't know. He still wears a helmet the way

the Undying did during the war. The High Necromancer's too impor-

tant for public appearances, so he sends the High Reeve instead. He's

some kind of vivimancer, but not like the rest. He kills people without

even touching them."

"Resonance doesn't work like that," Helena said, correcting her re-

flexively. "Without an array, a stable channel has to be formed through

contact, and then—"

"I know how resonance works," Grace said sharply. "But I've seen

him do it. Last week—" Grace's voice failed; her throat bobbed several

times. "There was a smuggling ring. There's been a grain shortage. Most

of what we get on the Outpost is rotten. A few people were bringing in

extra food. It wasn't even a lot, but the Warden heard rumours about the

prisoners organising. Ten people in all. Public execution. The High

Reeve did all of them at the same time. Did it 'clean' so they'll last in

longer in the lumithium mines."

Grace seemed to shrivel as she spoke, as if the memory were enough

to paralyse her. "All there is now is surviving. That's all that matters." She

whispered the last words as if they weren't for Helena, but for herself.

"Why are you here, Grace?" Helena asked, glancing half-blindly

around. "This isn't—we're not at the Outpost, are we?"

Grace shook her head. "No. They call this Central now. Houses all

the Undying's experimentation. I—" She choked. "I have three brothers.

They're littler than me. None of them were old enough to enlist, so they

weren't in the Resistance rosters. My brother, Gid, he'll be old enough

to work soon, and he can come off the Outpost. He'll get real wages

when he does. We—we just have to make it till then."

"Grace . . ."

"They're offering really good money for eyes. Just one, and it'd cover

us for months."

Helena looked at her, bewildered. "What do they want eyes for?"

Grace shook her head. "I don't know. I just want the money."

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If she weren't chained to the bed, Helena would have reached to-

wards her.

"Grace, if you do this—that's not ever going to be healable—"

Grace gave an abrupt, almost wild laugh. "I know eyes don't grow

back. That's why the pay's good."

"Yes, but— "

"Why should I keep them?" Grace sounded nearly hysterical. "So I

have two eyes to watch my brothers starve? There's no food!" She wasn't

whispering anymore. The scars on her face reddened, growing stark.

"You don't know—you don't have any idea what it's like now. Where

have you been? Why didn't you save Luc? You were supposed to, but you

didn't. He died! We all watched it. And the Bayards are dead. And ev-

eryone in the Eternal Flame is dead—except you. And you think I

should care about my eyes?"

Before Helena could answer, or Grace could say more, the sound of

footsteps drew close.

Terror washed across Grace's face, and she fled.

The curtains on Helena's other side were shoved aside, and several

figures filled the space. As one came towards the bed, Helena recog-

nised her interrogator. The lines on the woman's face were stark with

tension.

Helena couldn't make out the others behind her, but they were an

unnatural grey that instantly made her skin crawl, the space within the

curtains filling with the smell of preservatives.

"It's this one," the woman said. "Quite secure, as I assured you." She

glanced nervously towards the figures, which seemed to move as a col-

lective.

Necrothralls. They were all necrothralls.

She looked at Helena. "The High Necromancer has sent for you. He

wishes to watch your examination personally."

Helena's chest clenched, and she pulled against the restraints. "No."

She couldn't. She couldn't see him again. The only time she'd ever

seen the High Necromancer, Morrough, he'd killed Luc.

Luc, who'd been the whole world to her.

Helena had enlisted in the Resistance and sworn fealty to the Order

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of the Eternal Flame—not out of faith, but because of Luc Holdfast.

Because she might not believe in the gods, but she had believed in him,

that he was good and kind and cared about everyone.

She'd promised she'd do anything for him.

But he'd died before her eyes.

Her throat was closing. "No," she said again as the bed jolted and

began to roll, her captors paying her no mind.

It was at the lifts that Helena recognised her surroundings, realised

what Central was. The murals and art had been scraped from the walls,

the portraits and gilding all gone, leaving the interior brutal and raw,

but she knew the intricate metalwork of the lift gate.

She'd seen it every day since she was ten.

She was in the Alchemy Tower. In the very heart of the Alchemy

Institute that the Holdfasts had founded.

This was Central.

"What did you do?" Her voice shook with horror and grief. "What

did you do?"

"Calm down," the woman said through gritted teeth, glaring at Hel-

ena. She kept glancing at the necrothralls around them.

Helena couldn't be calm. It was like coming home and finding all the

comfort it had once offered torn apart, the beauty flensed, everything

once familiar peeled off into ruin.

Helena had come halfway across the world to study in this Tower.

Luc had been so proud of the Institute his family had built. It had been

the heart of Paladia. She'd known it through his eyes, all the history and

meaning of it. Now it was ravaged and mutilated.

The breadth of Luc's loss was more than she could hold, but some-

how she had the capacity to grieve this fragment of it. A sobbing,

screaming moan tore from her.

Fingers gripped the base of Helena's skull until nails bit into her

skin.

She was spiralling down. Down.

A long tunnel. Twisting darkness.

Cold dead hands and the smell of death.

When her mind cleared, she was strapped down on a table. A bright

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light hung overhead, the beam directed at Helena so that the room

beyond disappeared.

There was a small man beside her with a pinched nose, and he kept

touching Helena's face with sweaty, damp fingertips, prodding between

her eyes, at her temples, poking through her hair to her skull.

"This is—quite a marvel of human transmutation, I must say," the

man was saying in a high, rapid voice. He had an accent—not the

Northern dialect, but something more western sounding. "Vivimancy

of this skill is—miraculous. Very right to call me."

There was a long, oppressive silence.

He coughed. "The—the thing is. This is— impossible. This—can't be

done."

"It's obviously possible. The evidence is right here," the woman said

sharply from Helena's other side, barely visible in the severe shadows.

"Yes, quite right, Doctor Stroud. Of course, it is as you say. But—the

use of vivimancy on a brain has always been a most delicate procedure.

Transmutation of this scale and complexity is beyond all known scien-

tific possibility. Memory is a mysterious thing, very changeable as it's

moved around. Not a place, it is—the mind's journey. A path. The more

important, more journeyed, the stronger the path. The less journeyed"—

fingers fluttered—"it fades."

"Get to the point," said the woman—Doctor Stroud.

"Yes, yes. There are areas of the brain that can be altered. In the labo-

ratories, we have vivisected countless human brains and reassembled

them in various ways, to some success and also . . . failure. This transmu-

tation, however, is upon—thought. M-M- Memory. What has been

done here— " Something wet fell onto Helena's face, and she realised

the man was perspiring on her. "This is alteration of the unalterable.

Someone— has disassembled the pathways of her mind and created al-

ternative routes for them. How could it be done without knowing all

her thoughts and memories? No. No. This is scientifically impossible."

"I thought the mind was your specialty." A voice emerged from the

darkness, low and rasping.

The man whimpered and looked ready to weep. "The—the brain is,

Your Eminence." He bowed towards the shadows. "But this work is

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beyond me. Bennet and I, you remember our labours for your cause? I

hope . . . Memories cannot simply be regenerated; the mind and spirit

must forge them. The spirit cannot be altered by external force—the—

the fevers— "

"Is there any way to uncover what is hidden?"

The man opened and closed his mouth as if he were a fish, staring

into the darkness as though he expected to be swallowed by it.

"The Holdfasts are dead," the rasping voice said, "the Eternal Flame

erased from this earth. What would they have hidden within her mind?"

The question was met with silence.

"Who placed her in that warehouse?"

Stroud stepped forward. "There's nothing confirming it, but based

on the records, Mandl was overseer at the time. It was shortly before her

ascendance and transfer to the Outpost."

"Send for her."

Stroud nodded and disappeared. As she did, the shadows moved.

Helena could only see from the corner of her eyes, but she could not

fail to notice when Morrough emerged from the darkness.

The High Necromancer was not what she remembered. When he'd

killed Luc, he'd been human. Now he was mutated. His limbs stuck out

in ways that were impossibly jointed, and he was nearly the size of two

men.

She thought, at first, that he was wearing a mask. The High Necro-

mancer had been masked during the celebration, wearing a huge golden

crescent that concealed half his face like an eclipsed sun.

As he drew nearer however, she realised it wasn't a mask she was

staring at. Morrough's face was skull-like, his features so sunken, the

skin so translucently pale, that she could see through to the bone.

Where his eyes should have been were two blackened, empty hol-

lows, as if they'd been burned out with live coals.

Somehow, he still seemed to see Helena.

He walked forward, one hand outstretched, but there was something

wrong about it, the skin bizarrely stretched and over-jointed. Too many

bones inside it. Before his fingers grazed her skin, the pain of his reso-

nance lanced through her skull.

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Her vision turned red.

Screaming surrounded her, blistering her eardrums and going on

and on as her memories detonated inside her brain. A cascade of images

tore through her consciousness.

Everywhere she looked, people were dying. Her hands were covered

in blood. There were bodies everywhere.

She was kneeling on the floor, holding together torsos and faces and

limbs, trying to put them back together, knitting them into wholeness.

Again and again and again. Bodies raw with burns, so consumed by fire

that she couldn't find their features.

Always another body, and another.

The resonance burrowed deeper and deeper, and the screaming grew

louder.

She saw Luc. Vivid as if he were there with her. His beautiful face,

and eyes as blue as a summer's sky, golden sunlight reflecting in them.

Then Luc was gone. Blood was everywhere. All she could see was a

reddened light, fractured and disjointed, swimming overhead. And the

screaming.

Her screams. Her vocal cords were shredded, raw pain tearing

through her lungs and throat. A lancing pain through her heart each

time she gasped for air.

The small man was muttering, "I wouldn't recommend—" over and

over with his arms cradled defensively around his own head.

There was a knock on a door, and Stroud reappeared, barely glancing

at Helena.

"Mandl is on her way. And—" She hesitated. "I brought Shiseo. I

thought he might have some insight into our prisoner. He did consult

with the Eternal Flame. She needs a new nullification set anyway; I

thought he might apply them before his departure."

There was a quiet shuffling in the dark. Helena craned her neck as

much as she could, eyes straining for a glimpse of the traitor.

A round-faced man with dark hair emerged, carrying a small case.

He paused to bow reverently before the High Necromancer.

Morrough waved him towards Helena. "What kinds of vivimancy

did the Eternal Flame utilise?"

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Shiseo drew closer, and Helena realised he was Eastern. Far Eastern.

He only met Helena's accusing stare for a moment before he averted his

gaze.

"I am sorry." He bowed slightly once again. "I was only consulted on

occasion due to my metallurgical knowledge."

Helena released a small breath of relief.

"Surely you know something—you did work in their laboratories."

Stroud said, impatiently. "Do you recognise her at least?"

Shiseo barely glanced at Helena.

"I believe she was a healer," he said quietly as he returned his atten-

tion to his case.

Helena fought back a wince.

Stroud looked sharply at Helena, her eyes narrowed.

"Really? A healer, you say?" The way Stroud spoke was venomous.

She cleared her throat, glancing around. "Of course, I knew there were

vivimancers who supported the Eternal Flame. As if martyring them-

selves could earn acceptance, even though the Faith spurned their gifts

as an abomination." Her eyes were scathing. "I just didn't realise this was

one of them."

No one said anything. Stroud's face reddened. "I'm sure I would have

realised if I'd had more time to retrieve the Resistance's records. But

why would someone transmute a healer's mind?"

Shiseo bowed to Stroud now. "I could not say."

A growing sense of agitation permeated the room.

Morrough sighed like a gusting bellows. "He knows nothing. Apply

the nullification and get him out."

Shiseo bowed and lifted Helena's hand as far as it would go, inspect-

ing her wrist and the cuff around it. He had soft hands for a metallur-

gist.

"These are— a very old model. They do not fully suppress the reso-

nance," he said. He slid the manacle up Helena's forearm as far as it

would go, and it was as if the static of the suppression was pushed up

towards her brain along with it.

His fingers pressed deftly along her arm, finding the dip just below

her wrist between the two bones of her forearm.

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Her pulse beat against his fingers. He felt it for a moment and moved

his fingers away from it, squeezing briefly before he turned to Stroud.

"Just here."

Stroud's dry, hard fingers wrapped around her wrist. Helena felt a

brief tingle of Stroud's resonance before all sensation from hand to

elbow vanished and her body went limp with paralysis. Without expla-

nation or warning, Stroud plucked something out of the case. It gleamed

in the light, revealing the bulbous handle and long pointed spike of an

awl.

With practised ease, Stroud drove the tip straight through Helena's

wrist. Helena felt nothing, but her throat closed, stomach inverting as

she watched Stroud work the awl in slow circles as it sank between the

bones, the tip emerging on the other side.

When Stroud pulled it out, there was a drop of blood on the tip and

a hole running straight through Helena's wrist. The wound was blood-

less, all the torn skin, muscle, and broken vessels instantly closing in the

process.

Setting the awl aside, Stroud manipulated Helena's hand, bending

and arching it back, checking for range of motion. Sensation returned,

but the paralysis lingered.

"Nerves and veins are all intact," Stroud said, letting go.

Helena could do nothing but watch as Shiseo stepped over and

pushed a tiny, notched tube through the hole now running through her

wrist until the ends protruded on each side. The moment the tube

slipped into place, the blurred sense of resonance in Helena's left hand

vanished completely.

It was as if one of her senses had been ripped out.

She could feel the tube inside her, a deadening sense of inertia ema-

nating from it.

Shiseo pulled out a ribbon of metal. It was smooth and shining on

one side, grooved on the other. He slid the groove over one notched end

of the tube before wrapping the ribbon around her wrist and sliding it

over the other, locking the tube in place before he wrapped the rest of

the metal ribbon around and around.

He inspected the tension and fit, lined up all the layers, and with

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little more than a flick of his fingers, the layers morphed into a solid

ring of metal, perfectly fitted.

No lock, no way to open it without resonance.

Shiseo slid a strangely shaped wire into a tiny opening on the old

cuff. A mechanism inside clicked, and it fell off.

He picked it up as if it were a curious antique and put it in his case

before moving around to Helena's right side.

Helena grasped desperately at her dim sense of remaining resonance,

trying to focus, to remember the sensation of who and what she was,

knowing it would be gone in minutes.

Shiseo was just removing the second old manacle when the door

opened and a guard entered.

"Warden Mandl."

A woman in uniform strode into the room with a quick, confident

step that faltered when her eyes landed on Helena.

She had a wide mouth, and it dropped open in shock.

"What did you do to this prisoner, Mandl?" Morrough asked. He

had disappeared back into the shadows, but his voice emerged, even

more dangerous now.

Mandl flung herself prostrate, disappearing from Helena's range of

vision.

"Your Eminence . . ." Her pleading voice rose from the floor.

"I saved you from the Holdfasts and the Faith. Saved all the necro-

mancers and vivimancers like you who lived like rats fearing the Eternal

Flame's punishment for your 'unnatural gifts.' I let you ascend above

those who had sought to subdue you. Now I learn you betrayed me?"

"No! It was not a betrayal! I am loyal. Loyal to our cause, and loyal

to you! It was my foolish desire for vengeance—I confess it. I wanted

her to suffer. But I would never betray you."

"Explain yourself."

Mandl pushed herself up, still kneeling, her head bowed but her

voice shaking with emotion. "She is a traitor to vivimancers! She tor-

mented me! Thought herself better than me for having been a part of

the Holdfasts' Institute, her vivimancy blessed by the Eternal Flame.

She had to be punished!"

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Helena stared at the woman in dazed bewilderment.

"You tampered with a prisoner and her records out of—jealousy?"

Stroud looked astonished. "Why didn't you report her abilities?"

Mandl shrank back. "I feared that she would be favoured if it was

known. That you might find her useful and not punish her as she de-

served to be punished."

Stroud leaned over her. "And what kind of punishment did you think

she deserved?"

Mandl swallowed nervously. "I—left her conscious—in the stasis

tank. I intended to return. I wanted her to be trapped, knowing, and

dreading what I would do to her, but then I was assigned to the Outpost

and selected for ascendance. I was afraid my temporary lapse in judge-

ment would disappoint, so I did not disclose it. But I would never be-

tray our great cause!"

"She has been in that warehouse for the fourteen months since you

were reassigned. Why are there no records?" Stroud sounded highly

sceptical.

"I'd intended to complete her records once I was—done with her.

When I left, I assumed she would die and then no one would ever know.

Forgive me! I did nothing else, I swear it." Mandl flung herself back

down onto the floor.

"I see now I have been too generous," Morrough said. His nightmar-

ish face and looming eye sockets emerged from the shadows. He tilted

his head as though staring down at Mandl. "You were not worthy of my

gift."

"Please! Your Eminence, I beg of you—give me—"

Mandl stopped speaking as she was jerked up onto her feet by an

unseen force. The front of her grey uniform tore open as her ribs un-

furled in a gush of blood, her chest rent apart.

Helena's skin crawled, terror slithering like a worm through her gut

as the warm wet smell of fresh blood and exposed organs permeated the

room. There was a sensation like a hum in the air that she could feel all

the way into her own lungs.

But Mandl, split open as she was, was not dead.

Her hands rose up, and she tried to claw her ribs closed with one

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hand and ward off Morrough with the other, her exposed lungs pulsing.

"Another chance—please! I will not fail you! I swear. You will not regret

it."

"No, you will not fail me again." Morrough said, his rasping voice

almost gentle as he reached into Mandl's open chest, fingers sliding

beneath her lungs and extracting a gleaming piece of metal from some-

where near her heart. Little tendrils of viscera were wrapped around it,

clinging to both the metal and Morrough's fingers as it was torn free.

When it came loose, Mandl's body dropped to the ground. Silent.

Dead.

Morrough gave a low sigh and seemed to shrink momentarily as he

stood, cradling the metal in his hand. Through the blood, the piece had

a sharp, bright, lumithium gleam.

He gestured with his other hand. A necrothrall crawled from the

shadows like an animal. It was a young woman in the early stages of

necrosis, still wearing the tattered remains of the Eternal Flame's hos-

pital uniform. Her expression was blank. A rip in the unform exposed a

chest latticed with blackening veins.

When the corpse reached Morrough, she stood, and he shoved the

metal piece into her. There was a soft crunch of breaking bone that left

a hole purpled with old blood in the centre of her chest.

The corpse-woman shuddered, and then her expression morphed,

the blankness vanishing.

She stumbled and gave a wild screeching moan as she looked down

at her blackened fingers and deteriorating body.

"No! Please, no—it wasn't my—"

"Do not fail me again, Mandl," Morrough said, "and in time perhaps

I will permit you a better reliquary. Perhaps your original."

He gestured at Mandl's corpse on the floor. The air hummed again

as his fingers curled, and the ribs closed. Mandl's body stood. The front

of the uniform was ripped open, exposing her, and she was covered in

blood. The skin knit back together, but her face showed nothing. The

corpse-woman fell to the floor moaning and pleading, clawing at the

oozing wound in the middle of her chest as if trying to rip the metal

back out while Morrough walked back towards Helena.

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Stroud kicked her. "Thank the High Necromancer for his mercy in

allowing you a vivimancer's corpse, that you might earn a chance at

forgiveness and a return to the Outpost, Warden."

The corpse-woman gave one last guttural moan and struggled to her

feet.

"Thank you, Your Eminence," she rasped, and stumbled from the

room.

Stroud joined Morrough, appearing unfazed by what had transpired.

"Is it possible for someone to survive fourteen months in stasis?"

Stroud asked.

Morrough said nothing, but the nervous, perspiring man spoke up

from where he'd been cowering against the wall. "Ac-Actually that idea

does have some potential," he said, stepping forward and then shrinking

back as Morrough's eyeless attention turned to him.

He adjusted the collar on his shirt several times. "Our good friend

from the Far East"—he gestured towards Shiseo, who was absorbed in

cleaning his awl— "mentioned that the suppression she was wearing

was an old model, without a complete resonance block. Perhaps that

explains both her mind—and her survival."

Stroud's eyes narrowed. "How?"

"The transmutation done to her isn't something another person

could do. Those memories are too deeply enmeshed with her mind.

However, if you had someone capable of such complexity—a healer, as

our friend says she was—perhaps she . . ."

"You're saying she did this to herself ?" Stroud gestured towards Hel-

ena with scathing disbelief.

He choked on his saliva. "Well—it seems the most likely explana-

tion. In my opinion." His face was gleaming with perspiration.

Stroud sucked on her teeth. "And the survival?"

"She— did not let herself die. Per-Perhaps a low level of internalised

resonance in a competent healer would provide a sufficient means of

self-sustenance when ordinarily a body would perish under such condi-

tions."

"That's absurd!" Stroud snapped.

"That is immaterial. Can we recover the memories?" Morrough said.

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"The Eternal Flame would not go to such lengths unless the informa-

tion was of vital importance."

"Your Eminence." Stroud sounded pleading. "The Order of the Eter-

nal Flame is gone. Their ashes are all that remain."

"I did not ask you," Morrough said, his focus on the man, who'd

turned a sickly green.

"I don't— believe— "

"Get out." The air hummed.

The man blanched and bowed repeatedly, thanking Morrough for

his mercy and patience as he walked backwards out of the room with

visible relief on his face.

"What are you hiding?" Morrough loomed above her.

Her heart beat faster and faster. She had no answer.

Stroud leaned over as well, eyes narrowed in appraisal. "Your Emi-

nence, perhaps if we removed the frontmost section of her brain, we

might be able to penetrate some of the memories before the fevers be-

come detrimental," she said, trailing her finger thoughtfully across Hel-

ena's forehead. "Or it might alter the pathways enough to revert things.

I would be honoured to maintain her vitals while you perform the vivi-

section."

Terror sliced through Helena as Morrough nodded. Stroud stepped

to the side, adjusting the light overhead, as though intending to begin

immediately.

"Pardon," a soft voice interrupted, and Helena felt a rush of relief

until she realised it was the traitor, Shiseo, standing with his case gripped

in his hands. "I have just remembered one small thing. There was a

General Bayard. His head was injured in the war."

"Yes." Stroud seemed irritated by the interruption.

"The brain was healed, but"—he paused as if struggling to find the

right words— "it blocked him from who he was—his mind, his true

self."

"Yes. We are aware of what happened to Bayard. Nonverbal. Depen-

dent. His wife had to care for him like a child," Stroud said, her voice

waspish.

"Of course, I apologise. It was probably nothing." Shiseo bowed and

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appeared to be on the verge of leaving.

"Wait." Stroud sounded conciliatory. "You've begun now. Tell us

what your point is."

Shiseo stopped. "I don't know all the details, but I believe they pur-

sued a cure for him late in the war. A complicated procedure of the

mind."

"By a healer or by a surgeon?" Stroud leaned forward.

Shiseo tilted his head as if trying to recall. "A healer."

Stroud pursed her lips. "Elain Boyle, I imagine."

Shiseo tilted his head, no recognition in his face.

"She was Luc Holdfast's personal healer. The Eternal Flame was

rather lax in their record keeping, but Elain Boyle's name appeared fre-

quently in the last year of the war. She seemed to have become unusu-

ally distinguished." Stroud tapped her fingers on her lips, sucking at her

teeth again.

"Where is Boyle now?" Morrough asked.

"Killed when we seized the Institute. I believe her body was sent to

the mines. We could see if there are any remains." Stroud's attention

returned to Shiseo. "What did the Eternal Flame do with Bayard that

you think is somehow relevant?"

Shiseo bowed again.

"I was only aware of this because they hoped there were similar tech-

niques used in the Eastern Empire. The healer, I was told, had a special

ability to—to alter not just the brain but the mind. They proposed to

enter the mind of Bayard and heal him from within."

The mood in the room suddenly shifted, growing electrified.

"That would be animancy, not healing," Stroud said with slow incre-

dulity.

"I do not know, the words were—different," Shiseo said. "The mind,

I was told, resisted another's presence, but this healer believed that with

many small treatments, it was possible. Like learning to tolerate a poi-

son."

"Mithridatism," Morrough said slowly. He straightened into his full,

tremendous height. "Soul mithridatism . . ."

He advanced on Shiseo as if intending to rip the answers out of him.

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"The Eternal Flame found a way to make living subjects survive soul

transference? And you never thought to mention this?"

Helena thought she was about to watch another rib cage be torn

open.

Shiseo remained eerily calm and bowed again. "I apologise. They

asked me many questions. It is hard to remember."

Morrough seemed appeased by this excuse and turned back, consid-

ering Helena once more as if still inclined to vivisect her in search of

answers.

"If the Eternal Flame did have an animancer who developed a tem-

porary transference method . . . could that explain this form of memory

loss? If another person could enter someone's mind like that, they might

be able to alter thoughts and memories, just as we see here. It would

explain everything," Stroud asked, gesturing at Helena. "And . . . I must

say it seems more likely than far-fetched notions of self-transmutation."

"If the Eternal Flame discovered a viable method of transference,

that has more significance than mere memory loss," Morrough said.

Helena could feel his resonance in her marrow, as if it were burrowing

into her flesh, attempting to peel her apart, layer by layer.

He looked towards Stroud. "Record every detail Shiseo remembers

of this procedure before his departure east. We will begin testing this

gradual transference method. I want it perfected. If it is possible, we'll

use it to remove the transmutation on her and see what the Eternal

Flame was so desperate to hide from me."

Morrough drew a breath that rattled as he turned away.

"Your Eminence," Stroud said, her voice nervous. "This transference

procedure you wish to begin testing, it would require an animancer, I

believe?" She gave a weak cough. "I'm sure Bennet would have been

thrilled by the opportunity, but unfortunately souls are not within my

resonance repertoire, and there's only one other. Would this be some-

thing that we—" Her voice lifted hopefully.

"Let the High Reeve manage it."

Stroud's face fell. "But I found h—"

"I have other work for you."

Stroud straightened but still looked disappointed.

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"The High Reeve was Bennet's favourite after all." Morrough waved

a dismissive hand as he vanished into the shadows. "It's time he's given

more to do than hunting."

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CHAPTER 3

When Helena was rolled back into the lift at Central,

she counted the floors of the Tower as they passed.

The Alchemy Tower had been an architectural wonder for centuries.

It was only five storeys when initially constructed as a memorial to the

first Necromancy War. Back then, alchemical resonance was an arcane

ability, regarded as magic. Its practitioners figures cloaked in myth and

mystery, like Cetus, the first Northern alchemist.

The Holdfasts and the Institute had changed that, establishing al-

chemy as the Noble Science, something to be studied and mastered.

When the Alchemy Institute threatened to outgrow the Tower, it was

raised with alchemically wrought pulley systems to add additional sto-

reys to the base. It had stood as the tallest building on the Northern

continent for almost two centuries, growing ever taller as the city around

it expanded and alchemists flocked through its gates.

The study of Northern Alchemy itself was entwined with the Tower

structure. The lowest five levels with the largest lecture halls were the

"foundations," filled with initiates still discovering their resonance and

mastering basic transmutation principles. Annual exams were required

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to ascend. After five years, most students would depart with their certi-

fication to join the guilds, with only qualifying undergraduates ascend-

ing to the next tier in the narrowing Tower to study more technical

fields and subjects. Even fewer would rise past the graduate and re-

search floors to achieve the rank of grandmaster.

The lift stopped somewhere amid the former research floors.

Helena strained her eyes, forced to peer through an aura of pain

steadily fogging her vision. The walls blurred, her eyes failing to focus

until she was rolled to a stop in the centre of a sterile room.

It had probably been a private laboratory once.

The straps pinning her in place were unfastened, and Stroud paused,

checking Helena's wrists.