I start taking off my clothes as I look at the photo on my phone, I'm not sure what to think about my current attitude, I'm not sure if I can consider this something healthy for me.
But it's the best I can do to deal with my own bad feelings that threaten to take a place they shouldn't.
I throw the clothes on the bed along with the bra I'm wearing and the panties as I grab a lotion, it's one of the ones I bought to use in the future to massage Ayane if she decided to spend some time at my place.
It also serves as a lubricant, it's a simple lotion and serves many purposes, whether as intimate lubricant, for massage or for everyday skin use, and it's completely clear and odorless.
I adjust the phone on the bed using the headboard to keep the phone standing in the middle of the bed as I sit in front of it, filling my hands with this lubricating lotion, it's a bit cold and viscous.
