The morbid and not so pleasing sight of bloody surrounding was not so pleasing to the tired eyes. Even the reduces sense of smell was able to conceive the gamy smell of blood and flesh. The vital force was churning inside me like vortex of water. With flimsy and constantly waning strength I decided to do the best thing I could do in that situation and I did it voluntarily. Which was to collapse and shut my eye for a while. The anxiety of an sudden attack of monster was there but even my unconscious body will get up and run way. Just to prove the tenacious will to live. So I decided to stop worrying and suspend myself in the arms of rest.
Few breaths later
I opened my eyes and cofirmed if I was breathing. I know its an strange thing to do because I just opened my eyes which was obvious enough proof of being alive. Silly me who was keen on checking. Guess I have grown distrustful of common sense itself. Because the things that have been happening to me lately are definitely not aligning themselves to it. The churning vortex calmed on its own the surging vital force got steady on its own. The force was no longer in solid form, it changed its form into liquid but one with more density and heavier. Usually when it comes to other forces when they tranform they usually go from water state to pellet stage or some of them don't even belong to these common theory itself because they are based on different principle themselves. But in this cas its other way around it went from pellet stage to water stage. Is this new lifeline safe that would have been the question for others. But not me beggars and survivors can't be choosers they have to make do with whatever is available. With these new power I don't dare to dream someone exceptional in future but I hope to live to see future becoming present. Ambitious people are lofty is the statement usually used by people who are subject of strenous hardships. But there hardships doesn't allow them to call those who dare lofty. Because act of daring itself is one step forward in eternal storm know as fate.
The force inside me felt it was tied to something in its centre the water phased force wasn't lying around but its was under the influence of something which shaped it like round ball. The force was slowly but calmly revolving around it. But with inner inspection I couldn't penetrate my own force with know the nature of mystery. But I guess either a life threatening event or time will tell its nature. Neither I have time to sit and ponder about. I am a child in a adult body which is still in process of adapting.
I took a look around still being surrounded by art felt like a blessed person but to my sorry fate this art was not something you could see and get mesmerize but horrified for sure. The place which I assumed to be pasture was just a small patch of grass its just compared to it I became very well. Remember I told you size is comparative parameter, yes I was pipsqueak in front of a grass leave that is humiliating on other level but still I saved myself from it my going on killing spree. Thanks to corpses of fallen monsters I gained a strategic position just good enough to know What's going on in the neighborhood by doing so I feel like remembering Viper he was one who taught me to gain survival advantage its always better to know where you are ?