Boring.
Be it that i scroll through my phone and lose myself in social media or if i try to do something i should enjoy like singing terribly to songs, i still feel nothing.
And not only that tortures me everyday so do headaches from sleeping to little because of studying late into the night. I use the daytime to lay around and fill my head with distractions.
Be it reading, watching or even just nothing but laying on my bed and staring up the celling to daydream about somewhere i am not.
Of course my daily school hours exist to but there i just sit and try not to fall asleep.
Because of this boring life, i started doing something i never thought i would: Praying
Praying on my bed facing my window staring out to the cloudy autuum sky that something will cure me of this.
Today once again i am on my knees on my bed and facing the window praying a being will help me escape this boredom.
And fill my with excitment and fun.