Raj was unaware of this; he only noticed that the way Violet's colleagues looked at him when he returned was rather strange... as if there was a hint of sympathy in their eyes.
It wasn't until Violet got off work that Raj understood what was going on...
"Here's the key! Go home first!" Violet didn't dare to look Raj in the eyes for some reason... she only said it softly.
"Violet... can you tell me why?" Raj's eyes were filled with sadness, the feeling of being betrayed. This was the first time he had put his heart into a relationship, and it turned out like this...
"I... I promised to have dinner with Doctor Dennis..." Violet lowered her head even further, a wave of pain in her heart. She didn't know why...
"Violet... tell me, have you never loved me?" Raj's voice became somewhat low, a storm seemingly brewing beneath the calm tone...
"I..." Violet wanted to say she never had, but she couldn't bring herself to say it...
"...I understand!" Raj said, no longer speaking, took the key, and turned to leave the hospital...
"..." Violet looked at Raj's desolate figure as he left, the pain in her heart intensifying...
"Violet, let's go!" Doctor Dennis walked over, wanting to put his arm around Violet's shoulder, but Violet dodged him immediately. She realized she couldn't accept another man touching her.
Raj returned to Violet's home like a living corpse. Looking at the apartment filled with their memories, and then thinking about Violet being on a date with another man, his heart twisted with pain, a pain... that made it hard to breathe...
"Master's emotions are detected as extremely unstable. Do you need adjustment?" The system, Vaani, spoke directly in Raj's mind.
"...It seems I'm really not suited for love. I'm no Casanova!" Raj mocked himself with a bitter smile, "To celebrate my first heartbreak, let's have a drink together, Vaani!"
"Master, I am unable to drink!"
"That's a pity!" Raj said with a smile, going to get Violet's treasured wines, but his smile was barely better than crying.
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"It turns out that not being able to get drunk isn't always a good thing!" After downing four bottles of high-proof brandy, Raj finally realized that these wines had no effect on his steel body, but his heart was so bitter, really so bitter...
"Vaani... I know you have a way to help me!" Raj called out to his system.
"As long as you delete this memory, Master, you won't be sad!"
"Delete these memories?" Raj hesitated... but, in the end, he agreed to Vaani's plan, "Delete the memories of this time, just consider me a weak person!"
"Does Master have any other requests?"
"Violet..." Raj whispered again the name of the woman who had given him his first taste of heartbreak, and then said softly, "Delete the memory... and then return! I hate this place, I hate everything here. I'm afraid that if I stay here any longer, I'll lose my mind and destroy the entire Earth!"
"As you wish, Master!"
As Vaani's voice faded, Raj felt a sharp pain in his head, followed by a dizzying sensation... He returned to the real world again...
On the other side, Violet felt a pain in her heart, as if she had lost her most precious thing, something that was very, very important to her... so important that she no longer had the mood to pretend with this Doctor Dennis. She got up and left...
Violet walked on the way home, the feeling of about to lose something was getting stronger and stronger, so strong that she started no longer satisfied with walking, but ran. When she ran panting to her apartment... she did not see Raj's figure... what she saw was only the bottles scattered on the table... and the apartment key she gave Raj...
"Raj... come out!" The ominous feeling in Violet's heart grew stronger and stronger. She frantically searched for Raj's figure in the house... but found nothing...
In the end, she only found Raj's old phone under the sofa...
Violet, who had a sleepless night, came to the hospital the next day with two panda eyes. The originally kind and amiable she suddenly became taciturn...
Until a little nurse stood up for Raj: "Violet, you're too much. Raj should have left a woman like you long ago..."
"What did you say? Bitch!" Violet grabbed the little nurse's collar and lifted her up like an enraged beast.
"I... I said Raj should have left you long ago!" The little nurse said bravely, "Raj is with you every day, you scold him and he doesn't get angry, you say things to him and he doesn't get angry, he sees you unhappy and tries to make you happy... but you go on a date with Doctor Dennis, you bitch!"
"..." Violet wanted to refute, but found that she couldn't say a word. She wanted to say that she didn't care about Raj, but found that she couldn't say that sentence no matter what...
Violet spent the whole day in a daze. Unintentionally, she always felt that Raj had not left her, Raj was still next to her, smiling and looking at her... but when she looked over, what she saw was only air...
Back home... Violet picked up the wine she and Raj went to buy together. The scene of the two of them talking and laughing was still vivid in her mind... She suddenly wanted to cry... "Didn't you say you would wait for me to say I love you? Why did you leave before I could say it..."
"Now I want to say I love you... but you can't hear it anymore!" Violet murmured, until this time she really determined one thing, she had already fallen in love with Raj... loved so deeply, loved so inextricably...
But this realization came too late, too late for Raj to hear it anymore. Violet thought of this and her heart ached as if someone was grabbing it with their hands, that kind of pain even made her think of dying...
But Violet was never someone who gave up easily. She took out her computer, sent the photos of the two of them together to the Internet, and then started comparing them in the official household registration websites... After eight hours of comparison... Violet's heart was filled with despair...
After taking a few gulps of wine, the wine was gone... Suddenly a feeling that the whole world was against her surged into her heart, and she threw the bottle out casually, and it was still not enough, she reached out and picked up something on the sofa, wanting to throw it out... When she saw what it was, she couldn't throw it out no matter what...
"This is Raj's phone..." Violet grabbed it like a last straw, wanting to turn on the phone, but found that the phone was out of power...
She quickly searched online and customized a charger, and of course, four hours later, it fell into her hands, but Violet felt as if four years had passed.
Violet's hand holding the charger was trembling a little, and she plugged it in several times before connecting to the phone... After a while, the phone's battery was enough to turn on...
Violet's hands were as if pressing a thousand pounds of weight, pressed open the password option after turning on, the password Raj had told her...
Violet kept searching on the phone, and finally found a video file... gently opened the video file, the picture that came into her eyes was Raj drinking...
Watching Raj drinking brandy bottle after bottle... Violet felt sad and distressed, but more guilty... she was the one who hurt Raj like this...
When Raj was talking to an unknown existence out of nowhere. Violet was a little worried, fearing that Raj had encountered something unclean, but her worries were superfluous, and soon a female voice appeared in the video.
Through the conversation between the two, Violet understood a little about Raj's origin, Raj was not a person from this world, but when Raj agreed to the suggestion of that female voice, and chose to delete the memory, Violet wanted to cry out loud... what forced him to delete his memory to live? It was herself... what made him so painful that he couldn't control himself, it was still herself...
But when Raj's figure slowly disappeared with that sentence, Violet finally knew what she had lost... she had completely lost the person she loved, and she had personally driven him away, and scratched his heart to a bloody mess...
Violet felt that the world in her eyes instantly turned gray, and she could no longer see other colors... At this time, she finally realized that, unknowingly, Raj had completely occupied her entire heart...
Violet gently put down the phone... slowly stood up. She wanted to commit suicide, without Raj's world, she felt that even destruction was nothing... so... it was better to die, maybe after death her heart would not hurt so much...
"Violet—"
The voice from the phone attracted Violet's attention, she turned her head to look, only to see that the phone was still blank... but it was calling her name.
"Who are you?"
"I'm Vaani!"
"Vaani?" Violet suddenly remembered the system Vaani that Raj called in the video. "You are Raj's system? Vaani? Tell me quickly how to find Raj! Please tell me... I beg you..."
"It's not that I can't tell you!" Vaani's tone carried a hint of teasing: "You are the first object Master has suffered a loss from after obtaining his abilities, so you should still have some preferential treatment!"