The farce in the court continued until the time of resignation. The ministers still failed to dispute a result. Until they left, Chi Zhao didn't know what they planned to do with Pang Zhuo.
As an emperor who has not been in power, what Chi Zhao has to do every day is to watch the excitement, read a book, take a nap at noon, and continue to practice calligraphy in the afternoon and evening.
Holding the brush in his hand, Chi Zhao felt that if he kept practicing like this, he would definitely become a great calligrapher.
Except for Shen Wumian who came to stare at him to practice calligraphy on the first day, he never came again in the following days, and the intersection of the two ended in the morning. The two went up and down together. Shen Wumian arranged some homework for Chi Zhao. Regardless of whether he had any doubts or not, he only looked at himself, and then left when he arrived.
It is the same today. The little emperor has the habit of taking a nap. When he woke up, Chi Zhao sat up slowly, and then came to the study surrounded by court ladies and eunuchs.
The same life has been repeated for several days. Chi Zhao practiced boring calligraphy under the watchful eyes of the lady of the palace, Honglei. The content he copied over and over was just the same. He practiced until dark without stopping.
At night, people always become more vulnerable than during the day.
Chi Zhao was no exception. At this time, besides him, there were two palace ladies in charge of lanterns, two serving eunuchs, and a supervising worker with tears.
An extremely strange environment, an extremely strange person, this kind of prisoner-like life makes Chi Zhao feel very uncomfortable, but he still can't show it, because this is his task, his job.
Chi Zhao knew that he shouldn't complain. Everyone has to work, and he must do well what he promises. Moreover, he uses labor in exchange for what he wants. This is a common principle in any world. Therefore, it doesn't matter if he is a little bitter or tired. Anyway, he is living for nothing. Every day he is alive, he should be grateful.
but...
Chi Zhao lowered his eyes, still feeling uncomfortable, always feeling very sour.
While dipping in the ink, Chi Zhao calmly rubbed his eyes with his left hand, while still sighing in his heart.
It seems that he is really squeamish, and can't bear such a bit of suffering.
Hearing Chi Zhao comforting himself in his heart, the system silently shrank himself into a ball.
Humans seem to like to deceive themselves and others. About this, the main system has told it that this is because the capacity of human body and brain is too small, and in many cases they cannot bear too much. When they cannot bear it, they just If you lie to yourself, tell yourself that it is no big deal, if you lie to yourself, you believe it, and the crisis caused by overload will be lifted.
Chi Zhao is now deceiving himself and others. It's not that he can't stand the suffering. Physical torture has never overthrown him. He is a very determined person, so the system will pick him up and let him be his host.
The reason why he can't stand it now is because no one loves him anymore, he has lost his lover again, and once again returned to the state of loneliness.
The emotions that filtered before were returned to Chi Zhao. After so many days, the emotions should have all returned. The three kinds of emotions are mixed together. It stands to reason that Chi Zhao's behavior these days will not be too normal. A girl The eldest aunt will be moody for several days, not to mention Chi Zhao who suddenly has to bear three parts of life and death.
However, Chi Zhao always behaved normally, as if nothing happened. At first, the system really thought he was so powerful and could handle all feelings very well. Later, after careful observation, the system found that Chi Zhao In fact, I have been suppressing myself all the time.
He didn't say that he didn't want to worry about the system, he didn't want the system to become his bitter trash, and he didn't want to make the system that had been eating chaff with him even more annoying.
Woo-
If the system had eyes, the eyes must now become the poached egg special effect only found in cartoons.
The host is too good, really too good, besides always being unable to complete the task, there are almost no other shortcomings!
...
Chi Zhao's emotional fluctuations will be detected by the system. If the system's emotional fluctuations are too severe, Chi Zhao can also detect them. In order to prevent Chi Zhao from discovering that the code he has moved is shaking, the system quickly returns to Chi Zhao's Deep in my mind, while biting his own data cable, he clicked on the song "Father" in the music library and tuned it into single loop mode by the way.
The main system still connected to the system data: "..."
I feel that my position is about to be unstable.
I was thinking of other things in my heart, and when I was writing, I would also reflect it. When I stopped writing, Chi Zhao found out that he had written a line of words that were not in the book that Shen Wumian had given him. After a moment of silence, Chi Zhao put the paper around Right, and then throw it into the waste paper pile on the side.
After another half an hour, Honglei finally came over to remind him that it was time to rest. Chi Zhao put down the pen, rubbed his stiff legs, and then returned to his bedroom.
As soon as he left here, less than ten minutes later, the piece of waste paper he threw away appeared in front of Shen Wumian's book case.
Every scrapped character will be checked by a special eunuch to confirm that there is no abnormality, and then it will be burned. This is not the content of the book at first glance. The eunuch is naturally very vigilant and does not need to be forwarded by others. Sent over.
Looking at the simple six words on the paper, Shen Wumian never said anything, but the expression on his face became more introverted, making people more and more invisible.
-People and the world are almost completely lacking.
The world is different, and cultural development is naturally different. Shen Wumian didn't know that this was a word written by an ancient writer, but he thought it was written by Chen Yi himself.
The meaning of this sentence is easy to understand, but it is a casual expression, life is impermanent, some things are perfect, and some things are imperfect. Almost every literati and ink guest will feel a similar sentence when they reach their age. But those literati and inexperienced people could not say such level sentences, and Chen Yi was not an elderly person.
Chen Yi is only fourteen years old and his life has not yet begun. How could he have such an idea?
Could it be that he also feels regretful?
Shen Wumian is deep in his mind, and he will ponder for a long time when he sees something wrong, let alone such an obvious note. When the eunuch sent the note, Shen Wumian hadn't left the palace yet, and was still reviewing the memorial here in Diligent Government Hall. He is in the side hall of Diligent Government Hall. Only the emperor can use the main hall. Even if he is the regent, he can't break the rules.
After a moment of contemplation, Shen Wumian decided to stay for a while. After Chen Yi fell asleep, he let Honglei come over and talk about whether there was anything strange about Chen Yi in the past two days.
After the words passed, Shen Wumian thought that he would be able to see people in the last hour, but after two and a half hours, Red Tears came over to see him in the dark.
As soon as he walked in, Honglei immediately knelt on the ground, "The slave servant has seen the prince."
Shen Wumian curled his eyebrows to look at him, his eyes exuded an icy breath, "Why come so late?"
In the last life, he was kind to his subordinates, but in the end, he was betrayed by the dead men he trusted the most. There were 19 dead men in the Shen family. Shen Sixteen was one of them, and so was Red Tears. Before she came to the palace, her name was Shen Asi, one of the only women among the dead.
The dead man was not completely loyal to him, and Shen Wumian had completely remembered this point.
Honglei didn't know why the prince suddenly became so cloudy and uncertain, she could only answer cautiously: "The prince ordered the slave and maidservant to come back when your majesty fell asleep. Your majesty just fell asleep a moment ago, and the slave dared to come here."
She fell asleep only a moment ago, and Shen Wumian's brows were even more frowned. It was already a moment later, two hours later than Chen Yi's usual time to fall asleep.
"Why did he sleep so late today."
Honglei didn't know that she was not the roundworm in Chen Yi's stomach, but as a subordinate, when the master asked questions, she could never answer that she didn't know, otherwise she was negligent. And as a dead man in the palace, dereliction of duty is equivalent to damn death.
Red Tears pondered for a moment and replied: "Your Majesty tossed and turned for a long time, as if there was something in his mind. The servant wanted to explore, but his Majesty kept silent."
Shen Wumian stared at Honglei for nearly a minute. His expression seemed quite calm, but anyone who was familiar with Shen Wumian knew that he was measuring the value of the other party's use. If he came to the conclusion that there is no value, he would have nothing. Put the opponent to death without hesitation. What about the confidant who has worked so hard to train, he will not be soft.
Hong Lei's back was stiff. If Shen Wumian spoke now and let her lead her to death, even if she didn't want to die, she would immediately kill herself. Fortunately, after a long period of silence, Shen Wumian felt that she was still useful and did not kill her.
He said lightly: "Get up."
The red tears were like an amnesty, she quickly stood up, Shen Wumian put down the things in his hands, walked out from behind the book case, and then walked to Chen Yi's bedroom.
Honglei followed him, to the door, Shen Wumian raised his hand slightly, everyone behind him stopped immediately, not daring to make any movement, watching his nose, his nose and his heart, just guarding the hall so quietly.
In the golden bed curtain, Chi Zhao didn't get rid of his insomnia easily, but as soon as he fell asleep, he was drowned in a dream. When the first two worlds alternated, he hadn't experienced the intertwined feeling of longing and sadness. Now that he has experienced it, he knew that the system was really good for him at that time.
He understands the painstaking effort of the system, so he tries hard to mediate himself, so that people in this world don't see that he is in a bad mood. However, he is the emperor, and every word and deed is watched by people, and he is not a movie emperor. How could it be possible? Keep it from everyone.
At the same time, during the day, he was very depressed. At night, those feelings were just like backlash, and they found him in the dream, making him terribly uncomfortable.
In his dream, Chi Zhao stood in the middle of the vast expanse of whiteness. Opposite him was Qi Yuyang, who was in his 30s. He was looking at him with a smile. Seeing himself in a daze, he stretched out a hand, gentle Said to him: "Come here."
After a second of silence, deng deng, Chi Zhao ran directly into the arms of the other party. He hugged the other party tightly. He couldn't hold back the tears anymore, just like the flood, tears flowed down.
In his dream, he was crying fiercely, but in fact Chi Zhao's face was still dry, and no tears came out. However, he kept frowning tightly, his expression looked sad and aggrieved, and he still didn't say anything. Reasonable complaining and pampering, as if he had met his biggest backer in a dream, and wanted to express all the unhappiness and sadness.
Shen Wumian stood by Chi Zhao's bed and looked at him blankly. There was no wave in his expression, but he was frowning in his heart. There is no reason for him. Chi Zhao's expression seems to be too wronged, as if he has been trampled on, so he has to reflect on it because he is too sleepy. Is he doing too much?
It's just a few days of practicing Chinese characters, this is just the beginning.
Shen Wumian slightly sleeved his hands, turned around to leave, but saw Chi Zhao's lips tremble a few times, as if talking, Shen Wumian paused, sat next to him, slowly leaned down, and put his ears into the pool. Photo above.
Chi Zhao was not clear about what he said, and the volume was very small. After listening for a long time, Shen Wumian could tell what he was talking about.
"You coax me again..."
The crying coquetry was like a needle, piercing Shen Wumian's heart fiercely, causing him to change his face. At this time, Chen Yi didn't know who was saving him. He only saw himself in his eyes. A person, therefore, this "you" is naturally the self who has ignored him for a long time.
In the last life, even before Chen Yi did not betray him, he never touched Chen Yi's finger. He always adhered to the courtesy of monarchs and ministers very well. Later, I heard that he and Shen Sixteen were dating. Voice, his feeling towards Chen Yi was nothing but extreme nausea.
But now, he broke the principle that he hadn't broken for two consecutive lifetimes. The cool fingers involuntarily stuck to Chen Yi's face with fine plush. The soft touch made him startled for a moment, but then , He moved his fingers uncontrollably again, and gently rubbed the outline of his face.
Chen Yi in the dream seemed to have felt this short but gentle treatment, and the warm tears flowed out instantly, dripping down the skin onto Shen Wumian's hands.
The wet touch suddenly turned Shen Wumian back into his mind, as if shocked, he stood up quickly, his face full of anger, and the look in Chen Yi's eyes was extremely ugly.