The first break started and everyone walked outside,
Noxan had to be careful so that his jacket around his waist doesn't fall off.
Outside the typical groups started to form again.Noxan secretly hid in the near of Sylas.He came closer to him but only slowly and carefully.
He noticed that there shoulders were nearly touching,he felt overwhelmed and became intensely red.His whole body couldn't stand still.
Just some time after a classmate asked him.
"Why are you so red and why are you dressed like some American "wanne be" bully"
Noxan looked at him,and said in angrily
"Maybe because I want to,if I only care about how other people see me, I can instantly kill myself"
His one classmate asked again
"Okay but why are you so red,that happens a lot lately, specifically when you are in the near of boys."
Noxan quickly responded
"NO ,no it's not like that.I saw Maria and I don't think I have to explain more."
The classmate nodded with his head,without looking satisfied.
Sylas suddenly spoke
"Are you gay? Like seriously are you one of those sluts"
Noxan looked at Sylas in disbelief and angrily screamed.
"What the fuck,I'm not but even if I was gay, I wouldn't be a slut dumbass.Are you homophobic"
Noxan was nervous,he swallowed slowly while knowing that the enemy is nearer then everyone thinks.
Sylas proudly announced
"Yes I am,and yes if you are gay you're a slut and I hope you find a boy that will rape you."
Noxans world broke
*He wants me to be raped...*
He quickly threw back
"If you are so immature,that you have to hate others,you need to grow the fuck up.Just because you don't support something doesn't mean you have to hate it.I'm disgusted of how many of you are so emotionally immature and can't deal with your fears, problems,world perspektive,have no empathy,have no real proud in you,if your ego is that high you don't have the right to tell someone that is gay to get rape,you don't have the right to say that to anyone!"
Sylas and the other boys looked at him,and laughed while pointing at him.They dared to say
"Chill dude is justrape,and like homophia is normal, that's just society"
Noxan walked away in disgust,their words echoing within him.
*People are disgusting, they don't know how badrape is and how bighomophia is.Love is natural we invented homopohia.*
Noxan kept his distance from Sylas for a while.And slowly got near again but not as near as before,he still was a step away,that was enough and nearly too much for him.