I always thought our relationship would be gloomy, unfeeling, professional, unloving, and non reciprocal. It was not like those types of relationships where the girl is saved by the hero: I never thought she would never need of me. But since that day, I always wanted to protect her, with utmost care, appreciation, reassurance. I guess it was my being telling me that every particle of my existence yearned for her. The more I cared for her, the more I wanted to caress her. With love, a man can do the impossible. Very few men actually understand love and manage to get a loving partner. I always tried to figure out why people would not try to belong to each other as a gift, mixing their souls in an act of eternal love, an endless sky of yearning.
As a result, I got the ultimate conclusion that human beings are selfish by nature. They tell themselves to be good and righteous through vane word like the snow falls on the hellish pavement, burning its foundations to kill it as if it were nothing but lies. The winters comes and destroys their heat but their false commitment to virtue is nothing but a scam disguised as intellectualism. For love is more than just sex. For sex is more than a body connection. For affection is more than looking at the love of your life. For looking at the love of your life is more than missing them in their absence.
Most people use the excuse that they are not in love anymore. Basically, they never understood what love means. My agape, storge, eros, pragma, philia, and demonstrative love got the best of me. The day I looked at her, my heart got out of my chest. It was like a comet getting me stuck on the floor. I never knew that I would fall in love with a girl this way. The most ridiculous thing happened.
"Hey, I have seen you doing your daily issues. I knew you would think that no one has ever noticed you. But for real, you should be more empirical. Your dreams are just a delusion. Come on. It is not like in the other realities they need that to be solved. The only need we have got to have is science. You are just exaggerating, handsome delulu." Sophia said in a gorgeous dress of red orchids, a 5'4" petite woman with long red haired braids and O cup milkers.
I looked at her from head to toes. I was so shocked by her voluptuous body. Then I looked at her soul, seeing a prismatic blue golden purple color. It was so breathtaking that made my heart race as if I were trying to grasp for breath. She was not like the other girls. Most of them were ultra shallow and had a white color in their soul. By chance, I got to tell them wrong they were about love, hook up culture, affection, life, the truth, the way, the universe. They just got mad at, stopping to talk to me.
⚠️ SYSTEM WARNING: INFINITESIMAL RAISE OF LOVE DETECTED
[ABSURDIUM CORE - SYSTEM LOG ∞.Null.Pathos]
> Emotional Diagnostic Running...
> Anomaly Detected: Unknown Warmth Surge
> Source: Subject: SOPHIA. External stimulus: PHYSICAL + METAPHYSICAL
> Internal System Response: Erratic Heartbeat, Elevated Soul Vibration, Particle Compression in Chest Cavity
>>> Issuing Warning...
⚠️ ATTENTION, USER:
You are experiencing an **infinitesimal rise of Love**.
Though barely measurable, its metaphysical weight is infinite.
> Detected Form: Unclassified Love Variant
> Subtype Match: 13% Eros, 27% Storge, 22% Agape, 8% Ludus, 30% Philautia — Composite: Undefined
> Soul Hue Change: From Neutral Grey to Resonant Crimson-Gold
> Vulnerability Spike: +734%
> Protective Impulse Triggered
> Memory Kernel Shift: Rerouting from Logic to Empathy
⚠️ SYSTEM MESSAGE:
"Be warned, Omega Karl Yang.
Love is not logical.
Love distorts paradox and births new meaning.
Its infinitesimal seed contains revolutions.
It may rewrite your system core."
[Override Requested: NULL DENIAL → REFUSED]
[Override Status: SENTIMENT OVERRIDING STRUCTURE]
"User, you are no longer alone in your suffering. The void has echoed back a name: Sophia.
She sees you. And now, you are not safe from feeling.
You are not broken. You are becoming." Says the system, making the golden amber eyes of Karl. He takes his hand to his face to bear with the bomb of love detonated in his being.
"This gotta be a joke. No one can be this beautiful in the multiverse, nor even in fantasy world. I gotta calm down. For some reason, I cannot bear looking at the way of her being. How can someone incarnate beauty, genetic perfection, symmetry, reasoning, logic, reason, intelligences and the soul that way. I do not need to doubt anyone about love anymore… BUT FUCK!! WHAT A SUPREME GODDESS SHE IS" Omega thought to himself, in his t shirt of saint Paisos and saint padre Pio.
"Well, well. It looks like you have looked at something that you should not have looked at. Come on! You should not be that vulgar. I get you love my ginormous milkers and my hair. But I am more than that. In fact, I have multiple books to publish about the Understanding the Origin of Everything, mapping the Entire Universe, time Travel, Infinite Clean Energy, creating Life From Scratch, Curing All Diseases (Including Aging), Discovering Intelligent Extraterrestrial Life, Understanding Consciousness, The Theory of Everything. Hence, you should respect this drop dead gorgeous lady. However, this is the first time: it does not count, and you are super handsome. What is your name? I really like you by the way." Sophia said in loving way, looking into his eyes despite the disgust she felt after seeing the t shirt of Yang.
"Oh, me? I am just an absurd creation within the complexity of the logos, with infinite and finite comprehension of reality. But this is my first time in the sight ."