Clouds streacth out in the night sky seemingly infinite horizon, full moon being covered in this dark night, cold breeze passing through the dark trees that cover the land, as every house has its lights out in this dark night, the sounds that can be heard was dogs barking at the motorcycles that pass, almost everyone was silently sleeping at there respected house
Alas one man or boy was awake in this cloudy night, lost in thought about the reality of life, sprawled across his bed, eyes fully wide in the darkness of the room
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Life, huh, the further you go into it the more struggle you gain, well I guess it's bound to happen for every human being, but still in a world were billions of people live, in a universe so vast, why do i feel like am the most unlucky one, I know everyone of us had that feeling , a feeling that we thought were the only one who has it or maybe it's just me
This world is beautiful, yes, but once you saw the dark true behind everything can you still call it beautiful?Well guess some us can still can
Once I step in my highschool life, especially in my year 9 life and now my grade 10 life, one by one, day by day my life started to shattered, contemplating what happened to my life so far I really feel like am the most unlucky boy in the world, as in some nights like this one, I always remember the times I failed, get embarrassed, made the wrong choice
Day by day reality hit hard, life isn't easy as it seem, as I learn that throughout the days that I take things not seriously and quickly regret it afterward
"Can I just die? "I whispered to myself, my family was all sound asleep so even if I say it out loud they wouldnt hear it
Dying is I think pretty much the one thing that always came in to our mind when we're all depressed and stress out, and it pretty much always came in to my mind, would it really make me happier or what
As I always think of it, my mind always follow up with, what would my family feel? What would they go through it I die?
Even though I came to the reality that they don't really like me and have not much interest in me anymore, well it's a mass since am growing up and I need to take care of myself but still it's still annoying on how they treat me, but still there the ones who always came first to mind
"If only dying was that easy"Lifting my arms up high I spoke in this darkness "Neh can you just take my life away "I spoke, my voice barely avoid, I retracted my arm and lay it on my forehead "yeah as if right " then a cold water fell from my eyes "Tears?"I chuckled as I sit up to wipe the small amount of tears "I never expect to shed tears in something like this "I said as lay back down to my bed
The only time I really shed tears was I think on elementary school year 1 or 3, ever since then I never I never really cry, even in sad matter shedding tears isn't my thing, the same goes for sadness I barely felt it anymore, the most common emotion that I always felt is anger, happiness, guilt, depression well there are other stuff I think I just forgot what there called
"Is there really such a thing as reincarnation?"I murmur to myself slowly closing my eyes "Yeah right as if,but if there is I wonder what would my life be in that world "and so I feel asleep or did I really
Once I close my eyes I found myself in a dark place
'Huh, where am I and why can't I move–no I can't even feel my body, sleep paralysis maybe, no that can't be it, there's no way this is sleep paralysis 'I thought as I try to move my body but to no avail, as it seem I was just there stuck, unable to move my body and unable to feel it and a then came in to conclusion 'Did I die?' it's the only possible reason that I can think of in this situation, unable to move my body, can't feel it and in the this dark place
'It seems I really.....die? Huh that was unexpected didn't think my wish would came through that easily, but still where am I? This doesn't look like hell nor heaven, it's just full of darkness, is this the cycle of life and death or the reincarnation system that people go through? Now if this is really the reincarnation system, will I still have my memories with me, I hope so'
[Report: Request granted, now enabling to bring all memory to another world ]
'Now it reminds me how did I even die?the only thing possible that I can think of is, I stop breathing since sometimes I get a hard time breathing'
[Notice: granting the ability to not live without breathing, Successful, in addition with a body that doesn't need blood to circulate, Successful ]
'I wonder what would I be in my next life? Can I still be human, I wish so, but I also want to live a long life '
[Notice: Body now assembling as human, the ability to not breath and not need blood intercept the human body, thus turning it into a unique skill: Immortality]
'A long life,huh, if this life is like those fantasy world then I'll be a swordman but I also want to be a magic user it's annoying to choice, this is a bit OP but, I wish I also have the ability to learn anything'
[Creating a body with the traits of swordman and mage, successful, gaining the skill: Learner, successful ]
'Am talking to much, let's see what this new world has to offer,if this is a normal world then I'll just be a writer '
[All ability and request are now added to the newly form body, now starting reincarnation in to the cardinal world.....adding the addition skill author, current conditions of body and soul can't handle it, reducing it into a more compatible skill that the user body can handle, combining it with the skill learner, now processing the skill...Unique skill: Writer has been added to the users skill ]
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"What should we call him honey "I heard a voice, a soft and mature one
'Huh, where am I? Did I really reincarnate?'I thought as I tried to move my body and this time I feel my hands gropping on some soft pillow? Of some sort
"Ara~ what a fiesty one we have here, hope you don't grow up like that, gropping my breast don't worry you'll have your milk "the voice spoke and it looks like its my mother...wait did I just hear that right?, this soft fluffy thing am gropping was her breast, and into the realization I retract my hands slowly since with my current state I can retract it really fast
"Oh, looks like you can listen? Your a smart one aren't you "I heard her again with a melodic laugh
I then tried to open my eyes and I successfully open it and with that I can see my surroundings with it, and I can see my mother, with a jet black hair, light blue eyes, a skin like snow in color, and a curvy body well that's I can deduce since I can't see her lower part
"Ara~ what a beautiful eyes my little baby boy has, a jet black hair and blood red eyes that's an unusual eye color, it's really red like pure blood" my mother said patting my head, and then I hear the door crash open and a man, energitic like electricity and boosting with a high laugh came in and rush towards me and pick me up, lifting me high up
"Be careful dear or you might drop him "my mother said worried as the man, that seem to be my father is lifting me up high, but also has a smile on her face with how my father was boosting with excitement and joyful energy when he goes to me
"Don't worry dear, I won't drop him, and also this little tyke has predator of an eye, red as a blood moon, and an stare like a demon of beast, am pretty sure you'll be a great warrior one day "he said ending of with an loud laugh as he put me down to my mother's lap, this gently and he sit beside
'Hmm, a name huh, haven't think of it yet 'my father say as he close his eye to think of name for me and finally "oh I know how about Silvan "
And so I guess this is the start of my new life in this world, I wonder what kind of world this is?
TO BE CONTINUED