Chapter 1 - First Shot

[The Diary of the Girl Who Disappeared]

02/12/2015

I feel lonely.

They hate me, hate me, hate me, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, hateme, 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