Then, she said, 'Billy, I'm so sorry. I really am.' She continued saying, 'I loved you! I wanted you so much, and when we were together I felt loved and safety. I got depressed when you were with your dad on that camping trip. I didn't want to share you with your dad. I was going nuts. I needed to be loved. I needed to be wanted. I felt abandoned, I felt alone. She said, I didn't go to that party to get drunk and act like a harlot, but some of the boys brought whiskey, beer, and wine and they offered me drinks. I lost all sense of decency. I danced and they cheered and encouraged me to show some skin. I kept dancing to entertain them.
"Betty said I lifted my sweater and showed them my breasts. They hollered and shouted. They said to me, "Show us more, we want to see more!"
"I removed my bra. I threw it toward them. I even lifted my skirt up and danced around the room like a stupid slut showing them my panties. I took them off and Betty said I twirled them over my head and threw them to Matt. He caught them and started sucking on them. I went to him and took his hand and led him down Jill's hallway to a bedroom."
"I wanted him to fuck me Billy. Betty said I threw myself on the bed, pulled my skirt above my boobs, and spread my legs apart, and invited Matt to fuck me." Then Jennifer said, "How could I have done that! I didn't realize how fucked up I was Billy. I was drunk. I'm so ashamed. I violated you and embarrassed you and all my friends too."
And then she said, "Matt wanted me to go steady with him. I knew everyone would tell you what happened and that you would be disgusted with my behavior and not want me anymore. I'm damaged goods, no one will want to date me, so I accepted Matt's invitation to be his girl. I cried for weeks Billy, because of my stupidly and losing you. You're the only guy that ever treated me with respect, the only guy I enjoyed making love to, the only guy who seemed to enjoy my company, and I threw it all away because of my carnal behavior from drinking. I ask you Billy to forgive me. I know you are dating another girl who is studying at the community college and they tell me you are happy being with her. I'm not pleading for you to love me again. I just want your forgiveness. I want to be your friend. I need your wisdom, your advice, your consul, and your friendship. I don't love Matt, but he protected me from verbal abuse because people knew that he has a temper and a mean spirit so they never said any disgusting words about me; but I'm not included in anyone's social network anymore. Now I see Matt flirting with other girls and I expect that he will decide it's time to trade me in for another pony to ride." Then she stopped talking and looked down at the floor.
"Mrs. Wilson, I felt sorry for Jennifer. Then I told her how I felt. I was pissed when I found out about that evening at Jill's house. I was depressed for weeks. First because my father was deployed overseas on a special mission and I was fearful for his safety and I was depressed that I had loss Jennifer to another and wouldn't enjoy her company or her love anymore. And my mom was depressed because her husband was going to be involved in a dangerous undertaking for over a year.
Then I met Ginny, Mrs. Wilson. She was enthusiastic, beautiful in mind and body, fun to be with, a good dancer and she turned my world upside down. I told Jennifer that Ginny and I were well suited for each other, although she's older than I am. I told her that I might not have been able to forgive her before I met Ginny, but I could honestly tell her I could now. I forgive Jennifer for having sex with Matt while we were a couple. I told her I was sorry she had to go through all that. I also said to her that she should never drink alcohol again when attending a social events and if you drink, drink only one." I told her, "I don't want you to have to go through this again."
Then she said, "Thank you Billy, thank you for listening to me this afternoon and not judging or interrupting me as I shared my disgusting behavior with you. Billy, I want to remain friends with you. I want to be able to talk freely with you as we've done in the pass. I loved how we could discuss all sorts of things. You made me feel good about myself, and I need that more now than ever. Thanks for coming and thanks for your forgiveness."
"I said to Jennifer, "Yes, we can be close friends, but I'm now committed to a relationship with Ginny. I think you would like her Jennifer and if we are ever in the same place, I want to introduce her to you. I think you would like her too. I've never told her about you or discussed what happened at Jill's house with her. So she will see the true Jennifer if you ever decide to talk with her."
Then she said, "I would like to meet your new squeeze Billy. You have good taste, you chose me you know." She giggled. I said, "I'm delighted to hear your giggle. I want you to be happy Jennifer."
"Thanks Billy. That means a lot." I want to kiss you Billy. Please let me kiss you for being a faithful friend."
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