the Greatest Sorrow, a Dead Heart!
Bibi Dong's words, "I am all alone," revealed her current state of mind.
It seemed there was truly nothing in this world worth her lingering for.
Bibi Dong increased her speed, the wind howling, her black phoenix robe clinging to her body,
showcasing her curvaceous and alluring figure.
Ma Hongjun watched her from behind; even the noble and aloof Bibi Dong couldn't help but feel lonely at this moment! "
I am all alone!"
She truly was alone; her only daughter, Qian Renxue, was more distant from her than strangers.
Alone, she stood bewildered in the wind, her long black hair fluttering wildly!
"Bibi Dong!"
Ma Hongjun murmured to himself, even the name seemed to have become lonely!
"Guangyu!"
Ma Hongjun summoned the Radiant Unicorn, a magnificent white celestial horse with flowing tassels appearing.
"Coordinate!"
Ma Hongjun transmitted his thoughts, mounting Guangyu and instructing it to cooperate.
The speed suddenly increased, and Guangyu rushed towards Bibi Dong like a whirlwind.
Ma Hongjun reached out and slipped his hand inside Bibi Dong's fluttering phoenix robe, embracing her slender, graceful waist.
Bibi Dong gasped, instinctively trying to resist.
But Ma Hongjun and Guangyu's speed left her no time to react.
In an instant, Bibi Dong was already sitting in front of Ma Hongjun.
The two rode on the back of the Radiant Unicorn, transforming into a streak of light and disappearing into the distance!
Bibi Dong struggled!
"Let me go!"
Ma Hongjun didn't release her, instead holding her even tighter.
He didn't know why, and he couldn't explain the sudden impulse within him.
He held Bibi Dong tightly.
The two sat pressed close together on Guangyu Wuxie's back, Ma Hongjun able to feel Bibi Dong's body temperature.
Her slender waist was somewhat stiff, her body still on guard.
Her chest heaved, her heart pounding with intense emotion.
Her long black hair brushed against Ma Hongjun's face, the fragrance of her hair filling his nostrils, her long black hair disheveled against his face.
Her hands moved, trying to break free from Ma Hongjun's grasp, her fair and delicate hands pulling forcefully at his arms.
However, the more she struggled, the more determined Ma Hongjun became, holding her tightly. He
couldn't describe his feelings at that moment; even he couldn't understand his own actions.
He only had one impulse: to hold Bibi Dong tightly.
Ma Hongjun's heart was pounding, pounding very fast.
Exciting!
This impulsive act was too exciting!
This was Bibi Dong; how could he do this?
He had just married Shui Bing'er yesterday.
Before that, he had even fantasized about Qian Renxue!
For the first time, Ma Hongjun finally felt he was too wicked.
His possessiveness was incredibly strong, or rather, his love was too overflowing.
After coming to this world, he wanted nothing more than to give all the sisters in this world a stable home.
A man 's
true nature!
Indeed, a true man!
Fortunately, in this world, rules are created by strength.
Despite his inner struggle, Ma Hongjun's grip didn't loosen at all.
Bibi Dong had already used her soul power to resist.
She was very uncomfortable being so close to a man.
However, her resistance was futile.
Having lost a leg and reduced her strength to level ninety-seven, she was completely suppressed by Ma Hongjun in terms of power.
Moreover, this kind of close combat was all about physical strength. How strong was Ma Hongjun's body? Having fused with so many soul bones, he was a being that surpassed ordinary physiques and was comparable to a divine body. In
addition, he also had the power of Guangyu Wuxie assisting him. Therefore, Bibi
Dong's struggles were ineffective!
"Ma Hongjun, you can't, what are you trying to do?"
Bibi Dong was panting heavily. She could no longer break free with strength, so she could only plead with words. "
You can't~~~ "
Bibi Dong's panting made Ma Hongjun even more dizzy.
Why did she say "you can't" first?
"I..."
Ma Hongjun wanted to say, I don't know what I want to do, I just want to hug you.
But he couldn't bring himself to say such lewd and vulgar words.
Yet, though he couldn't say them, he had already shown them through his actions.
What a contradiction!
Ma Hongjun was caught in a struggle between reason and impulse. He held his position still. His hands didn't move erratically. He quickly whispered in Bibi Dong's ear, "You're too tired, let me give you a ride!" Guangyu Wuxie also accelerated at this moment, his four hooves leaving the ground as if he were walking on flat ground. The timely shaking of his hooves made the person on his back bounce back and forth as he ran. He deliberately created the feeling of running on the ground, making the person on his back unsteady. In this way, Ma Hongjun held Bibi Dong even tighter. Bibi Dong stopped struggling and sat down limply, still being jostled. Ma Hongjun's words echoed in her mind again. "Tired?" Bibi Dong had always thought she would never get tired. She would never bow to fate. She felt that she was strong enough. But why did Ma Hongjun's soft words, " You're too tired! " suddenly make Bibi Dong feel really tired! At this moment, it seemed all the grievances had overwhelmed her, leaving her utterly exhausted. She wanted to retort; strength was something she had always believed in! She couldn't admit she was tired. This exhaustion would cause her entire world to crumble. She had no one to rely on! Qian Xunji, the teacher she had once trusted and relied on, had deeply hurt her, bringing her only malice from this world. Yu Xiaogang, the man she had once deeply loved, was completely unreliable. Not only that, she had to use her strength to protect Yu Xiaogang's life and his supposedly unyielding dignity. She was truly too tired! Now, Qian Xunji was dead. Yu Xiaogang had found his lover, his happiness. Bibi Dong recalled seeing Yu Xiaogang, who had always been self-conscious and guilty, change at the Soul Master Competition finals. He was no longer so melancholy and depressed; he held Liu Erlong's hand, his brows filled with confidence and radiating happiness. Seeing him find happiness, Bibi Dong felt a mix of emotions. She should bless him, she should be happy for him. However, the sight of the two holding hands in front of her was so jarring, so heartbreaking. It was as if she saw him deliberately flaunting something to her. At that moment, Bibi Dong's mental world was on the verge of collapse. She suddenly didn't know what she had been holding onto all these years. Did she even love Yu Xiaogang?! If she did, she should be happy to see him happy. Wasn't it all for him back then? But why did seeing him with another woman make her feel disgusted? Bibi Dong needed proof; she wanted to see if she truly loved Yu Xiaogang. So, when Yu Xiaogang entered the Spirit Hall alone to find her, she conducted an experiment. She stripped naked in front of Yu Xiaogang. However, Yu Xiaogang didn't dare look her in the eye! At that moment, Bibi Dong felt only endless mockery. A gentleman? Yu Xiaogang cared too much about his character. He wasn't insecure; he was arrogant. Even with nothing, even in utter defeat, he still maintained that lofty purity. He possessed a kind of spiritual fastidiousness, unwilling to compromise his principles. He was noble. Therefore, he rejected all the filth of the world. He was a true gentleman. Although reality had trampled him beyond recognition, he remained steadfast in his principles, even looking down on everyone else. However, he didn't know that behind his arrogance lay the price Bibi Dong had paid for her descent into corruption. Bibi Dong smiled then, and at that moment, she understood her own true feelings. She had loved Yu Xiaogang; she had admired his pure and untainted spirit. But everyone must grow and change, face reality, and make alterations. More than a decade had passed, and Yu Xiaogang remained as noble as ever, still standing alone in the world. He still clung to his principles in that ridiculous and pathetic way. A man? Yu Xiaogang wasn't a man; he was a saint!
Bibi Dong was prepared to give herself to Yu Xiaogang, hoping to test her love for him.
It's often said that
marital discord begins with aversion to each other's bodies.
When Bibi Dong undressed,
her heart was calm, without a trace of emotion! Her
mind was clear, without a single fantasy!
Her body was cold, carrying a hint of repulsion. At
that moment, she understood!
She no longer loved this man.
At that moment, Bibi Dong also understood that the Yu Xiaogang she had held in her heart for so many years wasn't love, but
obsession!
Bibi Dong couldn't accept the persecution her master, Qian Xunji, had inflicted upon her, and she subconsciously tried to distract herself from those memories.
Therefore, she deceived herself by pretending to deeply love Yu Xiaogang.
The deeper the pain, the deeper the love.
This formed a kind of obsessive self-awareness!
It was a psychological self-deception!
Upon realizing her true self, Bibi Dong felt as if a dream had shattered.
For a time, she struggled to face her more than ten years of unwavering commitment.
She hated Qian Xunji, she hated Yu Xiaogang!
A man like a beast, a man worse than a beast!
Neither of them were normal men.
So, that night, filled with rage and years of pent-up emotions, Bibi Dong took her revenge on Yu Xiaogang!
She found an ugly maid and had her do to
Yu Xiaogang the same way Qian Xunji had done to her years before.
However, after her revenge, Bibi Dong didn't feel relieved. The pillar of her spirit, which she had held onto for so many years, collapsed, and her life became uncertain once again.
That day, she told Yu Xiaogang the secret of her twin martial souls, completely ending her relationship with him.
So, from then on, Bibi Dong's world truly consisted
only of herself!
Bibi Dong lived in a daze afterward, her only attachments being her disciple Hu Liena and her daughter Qian Renxue.
But these two didn't need her to do anything.
She didn't know what she wanted to do, and couldn't find meaning in living.
Until she met Ma Hongjun.
Right now, after struggling, she leaned weakly against Ma Hongjun's chest!
She was thinking about this man.
Ma Hongjun seemed to have eyes that could see right through her.
His occasional, unexpected words could open her heart.
Now, she nestled in his arms.
He made no further moves; everything was just right.
He held her steadily.
She thought to herself,
this is a man!
Unpretentious and assertive, yet domineering and firm!
Just right—a step back is beastly, a step forward is beastly!
He was very measured; he seemed to be slowly probing her, gradually prying open her heart!
He was sometimes gentle,
sometimes domineering,
repeatedly striking at her heart that was about to sink into silence.
Bibi Dong felt like she was being pursued.
Yes, that was it!
He was gradually entering her world, gradually conquering her heart.
Having severed all ties with the past, Bibi Dong was reborn.
She restarted her life; Ma Hongjun's intrusion gave her direction.
Bibi Dong was in love!
(End of Chapter)