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Chapter 3 Part 3: Fiction and Fantasies
Her mouth fell open slightly, and she pointed at him excitedly. "That's it!"
"Ye Shengge, you're a genius!"
Her eyes sparkled. "Honestly, why didn't I think of that before... I guess that's what they mean by 'the bystander sees clearly'!"
"Mm But how should I write it..." She started trying to plot it in her head.
She had always been a good student second in her class during high school, just below Si Jiao.
But this was different from writing essays it was writing a long novel about her and Xia Wenxue... she had to weigh it carefully...
"Ah! Just in time." He immediately said, "Earlier, I chatted with senpai on VX about what books he likes."
"We also exchanged some favorite pop literature. How about I send you some to glance at for reference to see if you can get inspiration?"
"Mm... But I read whatever senpai reads."
She frowned. "Every book he reads, I read too. I've been doing that for years I basically know them already..."
Just how much did she love him He admired Xia Wenxue's ability to handle her, but couldn't fathom what exactly made her so dead set on him.
"No worries just as a reference." He said, "Normal people can't remember that much. Can you really recall specifics?"
He shook his phone. "He actually sent me an e-copy list of the kinds of books he likes, told me to look at them, and I've been reading carefully..."
"Want a copy? Maybe there's something you haven't read."
"Eh... okay!"
Hearing it was from Xia Wenxue, her eyes lit up, and she nodded at once.
Hmph... of course.
He had already joined the literature club's QQ group, found her contact, added her, and sent a compressed file.
Its title: [Recommended Books]
She received it, eagerly decompressed it, and scanned the titles.
At first glance, she felt a bit disappointed.
As expected, she had read all the dozen-plus books inside.
But on second thought, she didn't mind.
Unlike Xia Wenxue who had unlimited memory she forgot things. It wasn't a bad idea to skim for inspiration...
As she flipped around trying to decide where to start, one title caught her eye.
Hm?
[After Giving My Cute Underclassman Girlfriend to a Junior to Take Her Virginity, She Became His Exclusive Meat Toilet]... Eh!? W-what is this!
"What's wrong?"
Seeing her shock and fluster, he feigned confusion knowing she had found exactly what he wanted her to see.
"This... ugh..."
Seeing her shy panic, he marveled inwardly truly a lovely beauty.
She turned the phone and pointed to [After Giving My Cute Underclassman Girlfriend to a Junior to Take Her Virginity, She Became His Exclusive Meat Toilet], whispering, "Did senpai... send this to you saying he liked it...?"
"Eh? Ah... ah!!!"
He grabbed his head and wailed, then looked sheepish. "Um... n-no! Senior Xia Wenxue he he's not interested in that at all! Right!"
"Hmph ?" She narrowed her eyes, crossed her arms, cheeks flushing, and said, "Be honest!"
"T-that really wasn't from him I accidentally put it in... I I like this type!" He looked embarrassed.
"Really?" She picked up her phone. "Forget it, I'll ask senpai directly."
"Wait, wait!" He quickly grabbed her hand, looking like he had more to say.
"Well?" She looked up at him.
He pretended to struggle, using the chance to savor the feel of her small hand.
After a moment, knowing he couldn't overdo it and that she had to gradually grow used to his touch, he let go and said, "F-fine, I'll tell you just don't tell him, or I'll be... finished!"
"Talk."
He sighed. "Senior Xia Wenxue... seems to know quite a bit about this type of 'green' literature and likes reading it..."
"But this sort of strange interest isn't something you tell your girlfriend, right? Last time we chatted, I accidentally sent him something similar and that's when we realized we shared the same interest..."
"So you're saying..." She pointed at the screen, at [After Giving My Cute Underclassman Girlfriend to a Junior to Take Her Virginity, She Became His Exclusive Meat Toilet], and asked, "You also... like this kind of theme?"
"Ahaha... just a little bit... anyway, we started discussing it."
Scratching his head, he said, "Then senpai sent me a green story he really likes and told me to read it. When I sent you the bundle just now, I forgot that this one was in it..."
He paused and looked at her pleadingly. "Please don't tell him... if he learns I leaked what he likes to his girlfriend, he'll kill me!"
"Eh... so senpai likes this." She flushed and glanced again.
Stuff like giving his underclassman girlfriend to someone as a meat toilet... Would senpai... normally fantasize about me being played with by other men?
Or juniors... ugh...
"Um..." He chuckled awkwardly. "Situ Qiong, I hope you understand..."
He stepped forward and gently put an arm around her shoulders, whispering in her ear, "Men have some strange interests... that they're embarrassed to tell their girlfriends. Please be forgiving! Don't tell him he told me this in confidence. If he finds out, I'll be in for it!"
She frowned, quietly stepped back, and said, "I know..."
She lowered her head and bit her lip lightly, seemingly shocked that her boyfriend liked that sort of thing.
But she didn't know this piece had actually been written in a few sleepless nights to tailor-fit them.
He did genuinely exchange with Xia Wenxue and ask for recommended books, and everything else in the bundle was indeed what Xia Wenxue had sent.
Except this one he had slipped it in. The saying goes, the scariest lie isn't ninety percent false, ten percent true it's ninety percent true and ten percent false.
Because she read what he read, she knew all the titles were ones he had read.
And because of that, she would subconsciously believe that [After Giving My Cute Underclassman Girlfriend to a Junior to Take Her Virginity, She Became His Exclusive Meat Toilet] was something he read too.
And the interest and theme were odd normal to be embarrassed about telling a girlfriend...
"And also please don't tell anyone that I like it either..." For the full performance, he added, deepening her trust. "Otherwise, both of us would lose face... You know, being a 'green' sub most people look down on it..."
"Though senior and I aren't at that stage, we do get a bit excited by such scenarios... So please don't spread it it'd be humiliating!"
"And besides, it's just the internet. We wouldn't actually do this in real life!"
"Eh... I see..."
She looked thoughtful.
Senpai enjoys seeing his girlfriend being done by other men...
Even if only in his mind he had imagined such a scene?
Hmm... Why...
If it were me, when senpai is with other women, I wouldn't be happy.
I would want to be that woman senpai should be pounding me, not anyone else... Why would he be happy about that...
She couldn't make sense of it.
But there wasn't time to dwell on it. Each class started queuing for grouping, and she had to set her doubts aside.
She'd study it later!
...
Military training wasn't on campus but at a resort outside. They took buses to the location and began a month-long program.
After the first day, showered and exhausted, she collapsed onto the bed.
I'm dead!
Standing straight in the sun most of the day, then running circuits she had no energy left to go masturbate.
She had come earlier with Zhuang Yuxia to scout out a secluded place... no rush.
She'd go there when her desire rose again...
She turned over, picked up her phone, and wanted to open [After Giving My Cute Underclassman Girlfriend to a Junior to Take Her Virginity, She Became His Exclusive Meat Toilet] to see why exactly he would like that.
Staring at the title, her heart thumped for some reason.
If she really, as the title said, was given by senpai to some junior to take her first time and became that person's exclusive meat toilet... what would that be like...
But she wasn't a virgin anymore no one could "take" it though being trained into a meat toilet was possible.
Thinking this, she felt damp below and unconsciously squeezed her legs together.
There were six people per dorm room. Seeing she wasn't interested in socializing, the others didn't bother her and formed a little circle together, chatting and laughing.
Lying in bed, she swallowed and prepared herself then tapped the book...
[I'm Xia Yangwei, an ordinary student at an ordinary university. I don't have any special talents, but I do have a cute underclassman who's been with me since high school Tu Tu.
She's petite and adorable, occasionally mischievous, always clinging to me and calling me senpai I can't do anything about her. Without realizing it, we grew closer, and when we came to, we liked each other. I took the initiative and confessed, and we started dating.
Today is university's opening ceremony. My underclassman girlfriend Tu Tu also successfully entered my university, moving up from her last high school year; she also joined the basketball club we were both members in high school.
What I didn't tell her is that during the years she was in high school and I in university, a certain jealous desire in me grew. I couldn't help but fantasize that, because I wasn't there, she would be groped by others in high school even gang-raped in the basketball club locker room...
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