My eyes narrowed as I began reading Vivian's letter.
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Are you surprised?
Why? I'm always seeing this coming. That you would die after me.
Sister, I did a lot of bad things, didn't I?
Don't forgive me easily. I don't need that.
Don't cry for me either. It would feel awkward.
Because in my final days, lying on my deathbed, I thought I'd spend every day crying over everything I had done. Surprisingly... I never regretted any of it.
Even if I could turn back time, I think I would still make the same choices.
I would still hate you for being the model student.
I would still blame you for picking me up late from rehab because you fainted yourself.
I would still tell Father you skipped your private lesson just to watch Roman play basketball.
I would still try to make Roman choose me, even when I knew his heart belonged to you.
I would still become the malicious Vivian who envied you and didn't want you to give me your pretentious smile.
