After Minato sleep…
I stare at him so passionately and regret what I did two minutes ago.
I remembered my Lion, how can I betray him—he was regretting his sins.
I take a deep breath. I need to go—
When he was going, he turned again to see Minato unaware of danger reaching slowly…
"He sleeps so defenseless." Toka laughed.
His face changed into something scary, "I need to do something, to clear my sins or god's knows."
Toka stares at him for five minutes in silence.
He turned around and began to move toward the stairs.
He was again and again picking at Minato like he was trying to find something but couldn't find it.
I opened the door… a creak sound echoed in the hallways like a horror movie was running in cinemas.
In the dark Lion was sleeping with a snore…
So peaceful, I go near him and rub his head from my palm.
I just stared at him—with totally soft eyes.
I climb the bed and sleep beside him and take my arm into his chest like we usually do.
My face dropped because of what I do with his husband.
I didn't intend to do it but my body was not in my control.
"I swear, Lion I don't intend to do anything but…" I whispered barely audible to hear.
I know something is wrong, too wrong about me.
I can't control my body if my brain says I do unconsciously without any regret. I was not in my real mind at that time.
I closed my eyes and whispered again, "Just forget it, sleep comes first."
In the morning.
Minato opened his eyes… little
Sunlight rays are on his face, it makes his face more charming. Both cute + charmy.
I sit and look down at my blanket…
"Hmm....." Silent
I realized—How even I am here.
Last time I was in the street, when I got home and how… weird.
Why my clothes are changed also—in shock
Then, "Who cares, let's go to my cozy bed." like a spoiled kid.
I stand and take few steps wobbly and on the stairs.
Wobble—leg tripped—boom—fall—sound = damage
I shouted, "Holy shit, why does this always happen to me."
I grab my leg—in tears of defeat. I'm never gonna take anything light again from now—"Wah."
Huh… you think I am gonna defeat of course not.
I stood again and this time I grabbed something to give me support and climb the stairs.
All things are good until I see someone in terror, a person's shadow.
Someone watching too passionately.
My heart *Thud.
My mind exploded: What??? Someone saw something embarrassing. I want to erase his mind. HOW CAN I!!!!! WAH… I want to die now—because of my embarrassment. But I don't want to reveal my real self.
I go in front of that person without looking like nothing happened why he is even staring at me…
Stab… Why is he staring at me—continuously?
I don't want to face him but my whole body is covered in sweats of embarrassment. So… I ignore it and open my door—creak.
And in panic I went in and closed the door—thud.
I jumped on the bed like nothing happened. Who cares about little things…
I start staring at the ceiling like a dead person.
Why he was in sofa, hmm… in ground floor also… strange
I need to know my own limit in drinking huh…
I chuckled at myself and closed my eyes and opened again.
See clock TICK TOCK TICK TOCK...
Like something is coming but what. I see it is 4:30 am so I can sleep more.
Goodnight world.
Shh~~~~~
Without any thought Minato sleeps not in normal sleep hmm…..
Some unnatural thing to indicate to him but he ignores.
The silence… before the strom in Minato's life.
Minato close his eyes and click... in mind he remember who was the person who see him fall.... leave it let's sleep.
(That person none and only... Toka.)
Twenty minutes ago.
Toka's eyes snicker.
He opened his eyes and went to the washroom.
He remembered something and opened the door and went toward the terror.
He saw Minato was sleeping peacefully like a baby.
He stared at him too long.
Minato slowly opened his eyes but yet he was not in his right mind.
Minato just stares at the ceiling like a clueless person. Minato realized and sat down.
His face was glowing and his fluffy cheek + eyes
Make him more cute… He mumbled in daze.
When he was in his thoughts of his own imagination. He heard. A thud noise.
He hurriedly watched Minato—What happened.
Minato shouted in disbelief.
He was shocked, how Minato knew cursing and at night he was different in my arms.
But he smirked.
He saw Minato see him so he was going to say good morning but…
Minato totally ignored him.
He was more shocked at how he ignored him too easily.
He can't believe he was the same Minato from that night… his jaw dropped from insult.
"No one from my college, even the school boys and girls ignore me like that." He mumbled in anger.
"Who gave him the order to disobey? He took a deep breath.
"I need to give him a lesson." His face became much scarier from the last one at night.
His eyes move to his neck.
Where the mole was…
"Hmm…" in silence.
His face became red, "I can forgive him for li–lick… his neck."
"Ya, this is enough for me—right." He turned his face.
And stare at the sofa where he does that…
And imagining and forgetting all things Minato does, now.
"He only ignored me. I can handle that." I narrow his eyes again and see the door of MInato's room.
"But I want more…"
He slapped him—harshily.
Stop stop stop… I don't want to think… I can't cheat or betray "My Lion".
But… I need him to cry… in my arms or be with me.
Weird stop thinking…
That way Toka starts struggling and mumbling to himself + beating.
To stop thinking about Minato but can't.
TO BE CONTINUED.