That day later, when I saw them together at night.. I was dazed and thinking about what I would do to them to break my heart.
But I had to admit that… I started to forget so many things, and the most interesting thing is that I don't even notice it. First—in staring, I forget only small things and talks that are not even necessary, but recently my health is becoming worse by the passing time.
If I talk about them "together".
My memory gotten worse too with my health;
If I forced myself to remember something important or about Lion and me when we are together. I barely remembered the blurry images. Hmm…. a texture as… hug. I am not sure about that.
I think God heard my prayer to clear my silly thoughts. What a blessing I got. To distract myself from negative thoughts.
I want to or not, but I always end up forgetting it.
I encouraged myself, "I am lucky." I whispered with a sad look with buffed eyes
Like that He spends his days—peacefully without any drama.
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(Minato is lying on the bed—silently. His eyes are closed. When a stream of sunlight falls into his face from the window.)
I open my eyes. I cover my eyes with my hands because sunlight is so bright. It feels like it burned my eyes.. I stretched my hands and stepped toward his door.
I moved toward the stairs in the hallway because my stomach was groaning.
I belong to a species where they eat so much like a pig but do not gain any weight but I am not that thin anyway. I am healthy.
I smile on my own.
In the middle of his thoughts, I heard.
"Hey, Wait! Wait! I really don't want to eat. I am not that hungry." The voice of mistress.
"No, you have to eat at any cost. I really give you a small amount of food and say "Ahh…"
I paused in terror, staring in the direction where the sound came from.
I feel disappointed. He never insisted that I eat.
Suddenly, my stomach starts hurting. I grab my stomach and squeeze it, "Ah… by their lovey-dovey act, I feel like I am gonna puke.. That pain was nothing in the situation I was in.
Their disguising act or trying to show me like it's gonna affect me. I am just hungry I guess. Yeah that's it, I only need to eat then my stomach pain is also going to vanish.
Sigh…
But… beneath the terris—all things are opposite. They have a calm and sweet vibe around them..
I saw—Lion feeding his mistress with his hand.
He never did that to me with a cheerful look on his face, a grim face. It gives me goosebumps.
If I remember my past. It was completely different.
I had a fever. I wasn't able to move my body even an inch; I could barely breathe.
To make something for me because of my habit." My voice was barely audible.
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"Come on, only a few more bites and then you can go." Lion smiled.
"Nah. I don't want to eat more. ENOUGH!!!" The mistress muttered dramatically.."
But in the past he was so different.
Lion replied rudely,"Do you think I had time to make your breakfast? I am busy."
I called him again while tolerating pain, "Please, I cannot even move my finger an inch."
Lion answered roughly, "You know what stops your drama. I am begging you."
"I am going to the office. I don't want to hear any excuses from you, now." He shouted
He left; He didn't look back at me.
After he left;
My condition became worse. I felt dizzy. My head was shaking like a crazy person. I don't know what is going on with my body. I tried to move my body at any cost to stop my hunger.
I stood up with all my strength but my knees gave way. I don't want to give up. I crawled toward the kitchen.
One more time, I used my energy to stand up but. I stood easily this time. I felt my body become light. I don't understand Why???
What is wrong with me?
I made my lunch. Hmm, normal breakfast—toast and omelet.
In the first bite, I don't even explain how I felt at that time. It was like this is the most delicious breakfast I had ever eaten.
After eating—I step toward the sink. But;
Suddenly, *THROB* *THROB*. My stomach starts hurting—that pain was intolerable.
*THUD*. I collapsed on the ground. My vision became blurred. My eyes started to close.
Click…
I remember my phone on the table I left. I rush toward the table while falling into the ground.
I finally grab it and sit on the ground with support by the table.
First, I tried to call Lion, but he didn't pick up even once.
I called him 20 times.
But I remember my one and only friend. But my vision blurred and my finger numb. I didn't feel able to move my finger. My eyes were closing again.
Finally, I see that number. I called him at last.
In the first attempt. He picked up.
He answered, "Hello."
Sigh… My voice was too low," Please, He—help me."
"What?? I can't hear you" he replied..
But I couldn't hear his words,"Help me," I tried to say that 'help' word loudly at last.
He replied in panic, "Huh… Minato, are you fine."
I can't even hear another word and lose consciousness. My body became lighter. I fell asleep.
But his voice didn't stop.
"MINATO!! ANSWER ME." He shouted again
"COME ON… ARE YOU IN DANGER." Again.
"I AM COMING. JUST WAIT."
After that my eyes directly open in the hospital bed.
My friend rescued me.
He told me, Why is my condition getting worse?
The doctor said to my friend, 'Minato ate the expired food, and you had a fever, too.
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I was staring at them while thinking and seeing their sweet consequences different from mine.
I don't remember further. If I force myself, my head begins to hurt.
That incident I never told to Lion. I don't want to worry him and he falls into guilt. I just shut myself. Live life as normal as I am doing now.
Lion noticed someone looking at them, and he saw Minato, who was in deep thoughts looking toward them.
He called," Minato, come downstairs."
TO BE CONTINUED.