Then she reaches my table. It's Selene. My sister.
I won't exaggerate in the slightest: She's drop-dead gorgeous, the kind of beautiful that actually, physically hurts to look at, looking at her is like staring directly into the sun except the sun is also a person and happens to smell incredible. Her scent is sweet but complex, with hints of strawberry and a thousand other things I can't quite place. She's 5'8", with flawless ivory skin that makes me and my acne-covered face feel even worse in comparison. She has thin eyebrows, a small nose, and these cute pink lips that always seem to be on the verge of smiling at some private joke.
But it's her eyes that'll really get you. Large and doe-like, with an impossible pink color that shouldn't exist outside of fiction. Her hair matches: long and pink. Cascading all the way down to her hips like something out of a shampoo commercial. The expensive kind, where they probably spent more on filming than my entire net worth.
And then there's everything else. She's built like a fantasy made flesh. Her breasts are generous, E-cups that somehow look elegant on her instead of just sexy. Her waist curves in before flaring out into wide hips and an ass that's... look, I'm trying to be clinical here, but there's no clinical way to describe it. It's the kind of thing that makes guys walk into walls and think it was worth it because they got to ogle at her for just a moment longer. Her legs are long and toned, and she's got these thick thighs that could probably start a religion.
She walks with the confidence of someone who's never had to worry about whether people are staring. They are. They always are. She looks like a supermodel on a runway, except this is just how she moves through life, like the cafeteria floor is her own personal catwalk.
She's also one of the popular kids, which feels like a redundant statement. I mean, come on, looking like that, what else would she be? A loser like me? She's a cheerleader and a part-time model. She's basically what you'd get if you asked a committee of teenage boys to design the perfect girl, except somehow she's also a real person with thoughts and feelings and a vendetta against sharing food.
Now, here comes the awkward part: I actually have a huge crush on her.
I know, I know. Technically, we're siblings. But, technically, we're not related by blood at all, and technically, we're not considered siblings legally either. We just... grew up together. Over the years, the lines between "that kid whose parents are never around" and "actual family member" got really blurry. So it's not that weird, right? Right? Look, I've had this internal debate approximately a thousand times, usually at three in the morning when my brain decides that's prime time for moral philosophy. All I know is that she's beautiful inside and out, we've known each other since we were kids, she's treated me like a brother my whole life, and at some point my stupid teenage brain decided that being attracted to her was a totally reasonable life choice.
So yeah. That's fun. Really looking forward to unpacking that one in therapy someday.
"Hey, Adam!" she says brightly, and several heads turn at nearby tables. I can feel the collective confusion radiating from the cafeteria: Why is a girl that hot talking to that guy?
"Uh, hey," I manage, trying to sound normal, but actually making a noise that sounds eerily similar to a dying frog.
"Why are you eating alone back here? Come sit with us!" She gestures toward the popular table, the one I've spent the last three years actively avoiding. It's right in the center of the cafeteria, bathed in some kind of holy light that doesn't actually exist but feels real anyway. As I'm staring at it, I'm pretty sure there's a harp playing somewhere.
My brain short-circuits. "Um, I'm... good here. Thanks, though."
She gives me that look. The one that says she knows exactly why I'm refusing and thinks it's stupid. "Come on, don't be like that! Elize brought those fancy cookies from that bakery downtown, and—"
"Selene!" A voice cuts through the cafeteria.
Jack Richardson. Of course. Because my day wasn't complete without another visit from my least favorite human being on the planet.
He's walking over with that swagger that guys like him have. The kind that says I'm hot and I know it. He completely ignores me, which would actually be a blessing if he wasn't currently laser-focused on my sister while reeking of bad cologne and entitlement.
"Hey, beautiful. You lost? Our table's over there." He jerks his thumb behind him, flashing a smile that probably works on girls with far lower standards. "Why don't you come back before you catch whatever he's got?"
Wow. Creative. For him, that diss was impressive. I doubt it's original.
Selene's expression shifts so fast that I get emotional whiplash. The bright, bubbly warmth drains away, replaced by something cold and sharp. "I know where the table is, Jack. I was talking to my brother."
"Your brother?" Jack glances at me like he's just noticing I exist, which, to be fair, might be true. His brain can only process one thing at a time, after all, and right now that thing is definitely: hot girl nearby. "Right. Look, why don't you just ditch the loser and head back with me? We miss you over there!" He says with a wink that makes me physically sick.
Selene's jaw tightens. "Why don't you fuck off?"
Several people at nearby tables go quiet. Someone drops their fork. I think I hear a dramatic gasp somewhere in the distance. Even Jack looks surprised for a second, Selene usually deflects rudeness with humor, not a verbal backhand. But I can see the irritation radiating off her in waves.
"Whoa, easy there—" Jack starts, holding up his hands in a gesture of peace.
"I'm heading back," Selene says to me, a large smile returning to her face, "Offer stands if you change your mind!"
Then she's gone, she shoots a glare at Jack, before stomping back toward the popular table with enough force that I'm surprised the floor doesn't crack. I watch her go, feeling a confusing mix of gratitude and shame.
Jack, unfortunately, doesn't follow her. Instead, he turns his attention fully to me, and I immediately know that this is going to suck. I can see it in his eyes: that look that says he needs to reassert his dominance now that a girl just told him to fuck off in front of people.
"Wow… Your sister's got such a nice ass," he says conversationally, like he's commenting on the weather. "I bet she's an absolute freak in bed, too. You know, positive, outgoing types always are."
My hands clench into fists under the table. And I can hear a ringing in my ears.
"I mean, come on, look at those bouncy tits." He says while making an obscene gesture. "And that other sister of yours, Bianca, was it? With the goth thing? Her body's just insane, I bet she's into some weird shit. You ever walk in on either of them changing? You're a lucky guy, living with all that—"
I'm going to kill him.
The thought is so clear, so vivid, that it actually shocks me. I've never felt rage like this before: pure, hot, overwhelming. It's not just anger; it's something deeper, darker, something that makes my vision narrow and my whole body tense like a coiled spring ready to launch me across this table and directly into his smug face.
But using my ironclad will, I force my body to go still. Right now, I'm five-foot-two, overweight, and unarmed, whereas Jack is six-foot-two of pure muscle and athleticism. Unfortunately, if I tried anything right now, he'd pummel me into the ground, and we both know it. That's the fun part about bullies, they're excellent at picking targets they can actually beat. So… I keep my head down, vowing revenge in my head.
My nails dig into my palms hard enough to hurt. I focus on that pain. Using it to keep control of my body.
Jack leans in, clearly enjoying my reaction. "What, nothing to say? That's what I thought. You're pathetic, Gray. Can't even defend your own—"
"Jack."
The voice is calm, friendly even, but it cuts through Jack's monologue like a knife.